Deep Within




Many things go on deep within my mind
The past the pain the lonely times
No childhood, no family, no love or care
Just sadness and pain for being here
The days seem to go by so slow
Waiting for happiness that would unfold
Often times I think about
The things I could have been
If I had only a family
Who were here for me then
No support, no push from family or friends
What a shame when you think about
The things you could have been
You know without a doubt
That you are worthy to be
Here on earth to have a family
But then we were cheated
In having a mom or dad
For me and others it is rather sad
The days go by and the years do too
So much time wasted and being a tool
The example for all the world to see
Showing them the way and planting the seed
So they would know that it can be done
Although hard and never any fun
We can carry on with faith in God
To know he will bless us once and for all
At the end of life the joy we'll have
Will take away the tears and be forever glad
For God loves us no matter what our trials
He looks upon us with a great big smile
When we choose to do what's right
He is close to us and always here in sight
Although you can't see him he's here so near
No heart aches nor misery nothing to fear
For the one who loves us most
Is always with us and ever so close.


Written By: Tamara Marie

December 2, 1994

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