| Dear Diary (Chapters 1,2,&3) |
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| Chapter One: Dear Diary, Right now, I'm on the set of the new O-TOWN video... All Or Nothing. I haven't met the guys yet. They're late. But, they're super famous so, it?s all good. I'm staring in the video. (Man, I make it sound like such a big deal!) I play Ashley's girlfriend. She kinda breaks his heart in the beginning, but in the end it turns out all good. I personally don't really like the concept, but you gotta do, what you gotta do... Right? Well, the guys just arrived, so now I have to get to work. Tell ya all about it later... Peace Out and Salty Peanuts!! Parker Noel Anderson She closed her diary and approached the guys of O-TOWN. "Hi, I'm Parker. But, you can call me Parks" she said, extending her hand. "Yo... I'm Trevor" he said, taking her hand. "And these here, are the other fellas. That's Dan, Erik, Ashley, and one still missing is Jacob." "Nice to meet you... and you guys too" she smiled and walked over to her trailer. "Damn! She's fine!" Trevor said. "Yeah dude, totally" Dan agreed, as the others all nodded in agreement. "Wasssup? Who y'all talkin' about" asked Jacob, as he approached the group. "Ashley's girlfriend... Well, in the video at least" Trevor said. "Yeah... For now" Ashley stated, as all the guys laughed. As he approached "Enough goofin' around guys. Get to your trailers, we start filming in 10" stated the director, Marcus Raboy. "And by the way, you guys are all late" he said, as he walked away. "I wonder what crawled up his ass" Dan said. "Well, we are late guys" Jacob said, being the perfectionist of the group. "Yeah, and who was the latest... YOU!!" Erik said, as they went into their trailers. ******************************************************** "So, what's goin' through you mind right now" one of Parker's best friends, Mackenzie asked. "Nothing really. Just excited. I mean it is O-Town" Parker stated sarcastically. "Shut up! Ya know you like them too" Mackenzie said. "Oh yes! They're my favorite band. And than I turned ten" Parker giggled, as someone knocked on her door. "I wonder who that could be? Maybe a member of O-TOWN? she laughed, as she answered the door. "Hi. We weren't formally introduced. I'm Jacob Underwood? he said, extending his hand. She smiled, "Hey! I'm Parker, but call me Parks." "Well Parks, I look forward to working with you" Jacob smiled. "As I do you" Parker said, returning the smile. "Well, you should probably get back to your trailer and get ready to film. I'll see ya out there." "Yup. Nice meeting you" he said, as he exited her trailer. "Wow! Jacob's so much hotter in person" Mackenzie said. "But, I bet Ashley looks better." "Shut up! You're such a goof" Parker said. "So, can I allow you to come out there with me or do I have to lock you up in my trailer?" "I'll be good. I promise" Mackenzie smirked. "All right than. Let's go" Parker said, as the two of them walked out of her trailer and onto the 'All Or Nothing' set. ******************************************************** "So, Jake... What was with the up close and personal meeting between you and Parker" asked Trevor, smirking. "Grow up Trev! I was just introducing myself" Jacob stated nonchalantly. "Hiya guys! What y'all arguing about" asked Parker, as she and Mackenzie approached them. "Us argue? Never" Erik said, laughing. "All righty than..." Parker giggled. "Oh, I almost forgot, this is Mackenzie. One of my bestest friends in the whole world." "Hey" Mackenzie said, shyly. "Hi, I'm Trevor. And these are the other fellas... Ashley, Erik, Dan, and Jake" Trevor said, once again introducing everyone "Nice to meet everybody" Mackenzie said smiling, as the director approached. "All right guys. We're ready to begin filming" Marcus explained. "And Parks if you don't mind, we don't need you yet." "No prob. I'll just watch. If that's all right" asked Parker. "Sure. As long as the guys don't mind" Marcus said. "Y'all don't mind, do ya" asked Parker. "Nope" Dan said. "You might learn something" he added, flirtatiously. "Right" Parker said laughing, as her and Mackenzie went and sat down. **End of first day of filming** Dear Diary, It went pretty well... I think. I didn't really have to do much today. They filmed the boys' performance, so all I had to do, was walk in and smile at Ashley. It was fun though. All the boys seem really nice and really friendly... :) Mac of course is totally enjoying herself. But, if she keeps droolin' over Ashley I might have to limit her viewing pleasure. Tonight, I'm supposed to go out to dinner with the boys and Lou, but I really don't feel like it. I think I'll just tell Mac to go. I know she'll enjoy herself. But, I have a feeling the boys will try and make me go... And I'm not one to say 'no' so I'll probably end up goin.' Well, someone's knocking on my door, so I'll write more lates. Peace out and salty peanuts!! Parker Noel Anderson She closed her diary and answered her door. "Oh hey Ashley. What's up" asked Parker. "Not a whole lot. I was just making sure you were coming tonight" he said, entering her hotel room. "I don't know, Ash. I don't feel very well... and..." "And nothing. You're going and that's that." "And why should I?" "Cause if you don't I'll be dateless." "Aww... Poor Ashley won't have a date. I'm pretty sure you could find one with no problem." "Yeah... But, I wanted... you... to be... my date" he stated, nervously. Parker blushed. "Ashley... Are you askin' me out on a date?" "If you want me to be askin' you on a date... Than, I'm askin' you on a date." "Okay... than... I except." Ashley sighed in relief, "Great. I'll be back here to get you around 7, than?" "All right" Parker replied, smiling. "See ya than. Bye Parks!" "Bye Ashley" she said smiling, as he left. Dear Diary, WOW! That pretty much somes it up. Ashley just asked me out on a date. Well, kinda... To the dinner thing. I'm like really excited, yet so nervous. I mean I think I might just like him. I mean I don't really know, but... I don.t know... It's like really hard to explain. Shit! I just realized something. Mac is gonna hate me. She really likes him. But, he likes me, right? I really don't feel like losing another friend over a boy. I guess I'll just have to tell her and see what she says... What could it hurt? Well, she just got back, so I'm gonna tell her. I'll tell ya what happens later. Byebye and a bowl full of grapenuts!! Parker Noel Anderson She closed her diary, as Mac walked in. "Hey Mac." "Hey Parks. What's up?" "Not to much. Umm... Mac I have to tell you something." "Okay. What is it?" "Well... uh... Ashley... kinda... sorta... well... he asked me to be his date for the dinner tonight... and... I... well... excepted..." Chapter Two: ?That?s awesome!? Mackenzie exclaimed. ?It is? You?re not upset with me are? asked Parker, confused. ?Nah? I was just about to tell you that Erik asked me to be his date, and I excepted? Mackenzie exclaimed. ?But? wait? I thought you? Erik?? ?Parks, Ashley wasn?t my only favorite.? ?I know. I thought Jacob was you other fav though?? ?I changed my mind. Erik?s my fav now. So, Ashley?s all yours. That is unless you wanna share? she said, smirking. ?Mac, he?s not mine. We?re just goin? out on a date. It?s not like he likes me anyway.? ?Oh really? That?s not what Erik told me.? ?What did Erik tell you? What?d he say?? ?I?m not allowed to tell. My lips are sealed.? ?C?mon Mac. Tell me! Please? Parker said, begging her friend. ?C?mon I?m on my knees beggin? you. Please tell me? she begged from the floor. ?Nope. Like I said, my lips are sealed? she said walking into the bathroom. Dear Diary, Well, I told Mac. She doesn?t care. She likes Erik now. She changes her mind I think too much. Next, she?ll probably hate me, cause she?ll go back to liking Ashley. Oh well? Anyway, I was telling her how I didn?t think Ashley really liked me and stuff? and she tells me that Erik told her something different. And now she won?t tell me. Do you think he likes me? I hope so! I think I like him? See, I THINK. I?m not sure? Maybe I?ll know for sure tonight. I mean I am his date, right? Well, I have to get ready. Whatever happens? You?ll be the first to know? Bye now!! Parker Noel Anderson **7 o? clock Sharp** As she answered the door, ?Right on time, there Ash.? ?You?re never supposed to be late for a first date. All our other dates I?ll make sure to be late.? ?Oh we?re gonna have more dates?? ?I mean if that?s okay with you? Ashley said, shyly. ?How about we get though this one first. Sound good?? ?Yeah? Sounds great? he smiled. ?Wow! You look? beautiful.? She was wearing a white knee length skirt, a navy blue thick strapped tank top with the word ?Angel? written across the front in white, and white tennis shoes. Her strawberry blonde hair was curled into some large curls and flowed freely down her back. And as for make-up, she had on some shiny lip-gloss. ?You really think so? I?m not like, to formal or anything?? ?No way! You look amazing!? ?Wow, thanks!? she said, feeling her face turn red. ?So do you.? ?Thank-you? So, shall we go?? ?Um? Yeah? Lemme just grab my purse.? ?All right, hurry back now? he said, smiling. ?Will do? she said, walking into her room. She grabbed her purse off her bed and walked back out into the living room. ?All set.? ?Okay. Than we shall.? ?Shit!? ?What? What?s wrong?? ?Sorry, I forgot to leave food out for Quackers. Give me one second? she said, as she walked into the kitchen. As he followed her into the kitchen, ?Who?s Quakers?? ?Oh? He?s my duck? she said laughing, as she grabbed a bowl and filled it with food and set in on the floor. ?How awesome! You have a duck!? ?Yup? she smiled. ?I think I?m finally ready to go.? ?Now, we shall? he said laughing, as they left her hotel room. **At Dinner** ?Welcome everyone. For the ones who don?t know me, I?m Lou Pearlman. And these guys are the newest addition to the Pearlman family. More or less anyway? O-TOWN? Lou finished, as all the members of O-TOWN stood up and everyone began clapping. ?Thank-you everyone. But, the real applause belongs to Lou. If it wasn?t for him, we wouldn?t be here and in the company of such wonderful people? said Ashley. ?C?mon Ash, give us a break? Trevor said, throwing a french fry at Ashley. ?What? asked Ashley innocently, as the whole table busted laughing. ?Fine? That?s right? Go ahead? Laugh at the blonde kid?? he said, as he sat down. ?Aww? Ashley did they hurt your feelings? Do I need to go beat um up? asked Parker, sarcastically. ?Would you please? asked Ashley sweetly, while batting his eyelashes. ?Aww? Man, you?re nuts!? Parker said, as she playfully pushed him. ?What is it pick on Ashley day? I don?t like this day? It needs to end!? ?Whimp!!? Parker said, laughing. ?Excuse me? I?d hate to interrupt this shining moment between the two of you, but Parks would you like to dance? asked Trevor. ?Sure. Thank-yous for the invitation.? ?Anytime? he said, as the made their way onto the dance floor. They danced to a few slow songs and a lot of fast songs, before Trevor had to drag Parker off the dance floor. ?Damn girl? You can dance? said Trevor, almost out of breath. ?I know? Parker said flirtatiously, as they sat down. ?Hey Ash? and Jacob.? ?Hey babe! I missed ya sooo? much? Nah, I didn?t? Ashley said, jokingly. ?Fine, whatever! Our date, is officially over!? Parker said seriously, as she stood up. ?Jacob, wanna dance? I would ask Trev, but he?s a lil? worn out? she laughed. ?Umm? All right? Jacob said, as he and Parker went out onto the dance floor. As they began dancing, ?So, are you really mad at Ash? asked Jacob. ?Nah? But, I think I?ll enjoy making him think so.? ?Oh? All right, just makin? sure. Um? Anyway? How do you like our lil? group?? ?Y?all are really nice? I get along so well with everyone. I really enjoy your guys? company and stuff? she smiled. ?I?m glad. So?? ?Let?s just dance, okay?? ?Sounds good,? he said, as ?Dear Diary? by Britney Spears begun playing. Dear diary Today I saw a boy And I wondered if he noticed me He took my breath away Dear diary I can't get him off my mind And it scares me 'Cause I've never felt this way No one in this world Knows me better than you do So diary I'll confide in you Jacob pulled Parker close to him. She could feel his hot breath on her neck. This sent a strange sensation throughout her body, that she hadn?t felt in a long time. Dear diary Today I saw a boy As he walked by I thought he smiled at me And I wondered Does he know what's in my heart I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe Should I tell him how I feel Or would that scare him away Diary, tell me what to do Please tell me what to say As the song continued the two of them just danced in circles. Like they were the only two people that mattered in the world. ******************************************************* ?So, Ash, you really like her don?t you? asked Trevor. ?Who Parks?? Trevor nodded. ?Yeah? I mean I think so? I know me and Shelli just broke up, but I feel this real connection to her or something like that.? ?Are you sure it?s not like? Just a rebound?? ?It might be? I really don?t think so though? I mean? I just don?t know?? ?Humm? Confused? That?s a bad sign?? Trevor said, laughing. ?Bad sign? Why? asked Ashley, nervously. ?Nah? I?m just playing, kid. Just don?t use her okay.? ?I?m not gonna? Don?t worry...? Ashley stated, seriously. ******************************************************* Dear diary One touch of his hand Now I can't wait to see that boy again He smiled And I thought my heart could fly Diary, do you think that we'll be more than friends? I've got a feeling we'll be so much more As the song finished Parker looked up at Jacob and smiled. ?Thank you, for the dance.? ?Your welcome? he smiled, as he pulled her closer to him. She looked up at him and their eyes locked, as he leaned over? Chapter 3: As she pulled away from him, ?I?m sorry Jacob, but this can?t happen? At least not now? I?m sorry? Please understand? ?Parks, it?s not your fault. I?m so sorry. I was just caught up in the moment? he smiled. ?Who am I kidding? I wasn?t caught up in any moment? I really like this girl?? he thought to himself. ?Don?t be sorry? We?re both to blame?? ?But? Parker? The truth is? I?m not sorry? I?m mean I?m sorry? But only cause I didn?t get to?? ?Hey guys!? Parker said cutting Jacob off mid sentence, as Mackenzie and Erik approached. ?Hey Parks! Haven?t seen you in like forever? exclaimed Mackenzie. ?Heyhey!? Erik said half laughing, as he wrapped his arms around Mackenzie?s waist. ?Well, guys, I think, I?m gonna head back to the table. Talk to you guys later? Jacob said sounding hurt, as he made his way back to the table with his head down. ?I wonder what?s up with Jake? He didn?t sound to happy there? Erik observed. ?Yeah? I noticed? Parker stated nonchalantly, as she stared blankly at the ground. ?So? yeah? anyway? What?s up? asked Mackenzie. ?Well? Not to be like gross or anything, but I?m thinking lil? Erik? Parker laughed. ?I think I?ll leave ya three alone??she said laughing, as she walked away. ?So, is lil? Erik on the rise? questioned Mackenzie. Erik laughed. ?You are too much!? Mackenzie smiled. ?Would you like to dance?? he asked. ?With you?? Erik nodded. ?Well? I don?t know? I guess?? she said, laughing. ?Real cute?? Erik said, as he pulled Mackenzie close to him. ?Real cute.? ?I know I am?? ?That?s right? You are?? ?If I?m so cute? Why haven?t you kissed me yet? ?I didn?t know I was allowed. Am I?? ?Yes? You are?? she said, as Erik planted a soft sensible kiss on Mackenzie?s lips. ?And you?re allowed to do it again.? He kissed her again, but this time with more passion. ?I enjoyed that.? ?As did I? What do you think about me and you leaving and going some place more? romantic?? ?Sounds good? she said, as she kissed his nose. ?Then let?s go.? They walked through the crowd on the dance floor, and exited through the back door. ?I really think you?ll like this place.? ?As long as I?m with you? I know I will?? she said, as they jumped in his car and left. ******************************************************* ?So Parks, did you wear Mr. Underwood out like you did Mr. Penick here? asked Dan. ?She didn?t wear me out, just? I didn?t wanna dance anymore? Trevor stated. ?Yeah? Right? Dan laughed. ?Anyway, did ya?? he asked, sitting down next to her. ?No? I don?t think? I mean I only danced with him to one song?? Parker stated, somewhat nervously. ?True, true? I think I?ll have to test out those moves sometime?? Dan said smirking. ?No way dude!? Ashley exclaimed, from behind Parker, she was sitting on his lap. ?I?m next!? ?Guys? I?m right here ya know? I can here everything you?re saying?? ?Hell no, Ash!! I?m next! You got the date, so I get the dance.? ?Haha Dan! I already got the dance!!? Trevor said, sticking his tongue out at him. ?Guys!!! I don?t wanna dance with any of you, if you keep acting like I?m not here!! You?re making me very angry!!? Parker said, standing up abruptly. ?I?m sorry Parks? We know, we love ya!? Ashley said, standing up. ?Yeah right?? she said, turning away from him. ?We do? he said, as he pulled her close to him. ?C?mon? Look at me? I know you wanna?? Parker turned her head and looked at him. ?How can anyone not love you? One look in your eyes and they?d fall head over heels in love with you? he said, as he stared blankly into Parker?s crystal blue eyes. ?Such the flatterer? she said laughing. ?No? Not flattery? The truth?? Parker blushed. ?Parks, what do you not believe me?? Parker looked down at the floor, Ashley placed his hand under her chin and lifted her head up to once again look him in the eyes. ?Is it that hard for you to accept the fact I wanna be with you?? Parker turned her head away from him, he leaned in closer to her. She could feel his hot breath on her neck. He pulled her closer to him, and they begun dancing in circles, as he sang softly in her ear. ?Would I walk through fire, Just to be with you, would I cross an ocean Just to hold you, yeah, would I give up all I have, to see you smile, I would walk through hell, and I'd think twice?? Parker turned her head and looked again into his eyes, Ashley smiled. ?Baby I would, Baby I will, Baby I'll do that gladly, be all you need, do anything, to make you happy, Baby I could, Baby I can, do anything you ask me, Baby I can, Baby I could, Baby I would, I'll keep you from the cold, I'll be there to hold you, and if a tear should find your eyes, I will be the one to dry them.? Ashley looked into Parker?s crystal blue eyes, ?I think I just feel head over heels in love with you.? Parker blushed, as Ashley?s lips met hers in a deep passionate kiss. ******************************************************* Jacob eyes begun to fill up with tears. Why was he crying? She was just another girl, they come and go as quickly as number one hits do. ?Why does her kissing Ashley, bother me so much? Do I have feelings for her? No, I can?t have feelings for her. She?s with Ash. But? but? I do have feelings for her.? He buried his head in his hands and softly cried to himself. ******************************************************* As she pulled away from Ashley?s kiss, ?Ashley? um? uh?? ?Is that a good speechless or a bad?? She could still feel his hot breath on her neck, as she pulled him in for another passionate kiss. ?I would say good? she said, smiling. ?Bravo! Bravo! Ten points for the new lovers!? Dan exclaimed, laughing. ?Ten? I say eleven!? Trevor added, also laughing. ?Leave it to them two. To go and break up the perfect moment? Ashley said, sitting down. ?Yeah, but I?m still in that moment? she said, as she leaned into kiss Ashley. ?Never mind? I?m outta the moment too?? she laughed. ?She?s good? Trevor stated. ?Very good,? Dan added, as him and Trevor nodded in agreement with each other. ?Yup. That she is, in more ways than the two?ll ever know? Ashley smirked. ?Jerk!? Parker said, as she playfully punched him in the chest. ?I think I?m gonna go talk to Jacob. He?s the civilized, non-perverted, mature member of O-TOWN? she said. As she walked over to Jacob, she noticed his head was down, ?Hey J, are you all right?? Jacob quickly wiped away the tears from his eyes and looked up at her, ?Huh? Yeah, I?m fine? Just tired? So, uh? What?s up?? Parker plopped down in the chair next to him. ?Nothing. Just got sick of the immature O-TOWN members, so I decided to visit the mature one.? ?Ahh? I see? he said, as he suddenly found his hands to be interesting. ?Yeah.? There was an awkward silence between the two, before Parker continued. ?So, how do you like being Jacob Underwood of the boy group O-TOWN?? ?The truth? Or what I?m supposed to say? he asked, coldly. ?I hope you know that you can tell me the truth. You never have to lie to me.? She replied smiling, hoping it might lighten up the mood. ?No. I can?t tell you the truth Parks and I do have to lie. Cause the truth is? I?m head over heels in love with a girl I hardly know. And that girl is you? he thought to himself, as he cleared his throat. ?It?s all right? I mean it is my dream and everything? But, I wanna be known for my music? Not for what I look like? I mean? I don?t like being known as a ?boy band? cause we?re not? We?re five guys doing what we love? We can sing, dance, and play instruments just as good as the next guys? But, because there?s five us all singing together we?re called a ?boy band?? And get bashed for it by critics everywhere? And ya know we get bashed twice as hard cause we were put together? Instead of forming on our own, like the Backstreet Boys and *NSYNC?? he turned his head and looked at her. ?Yeah? So? Yeah?? ?Wow? I never thought of your guys? fame like that. I guess it isn?t always peachy keen, like everyone thinks it is.? Jacob nodded in agreement. ?So? Now it?s your turn to tell or ask me something?? ?Okay? Let?s see? What do you think of Mr. Ashley Angel over there?? he asked, nodding in Ashley?s direction. ?Well? I think he?s very? Cute, sweet, funny, adorable? We have a lot in common? Umm?He?s a great conversationalist ? Of course, as long as he?s not near Trev and Dan? I think I really might like him a lot? I don?t know though... He?s a good kisser?? ?I think I?ve heard enough? Jacob interrupted Parker. ?Oh, sorry? Anything else?? ?Yeah? Actually? Parker? I?? ***Go on to chapters 4,5,&6*** |