Waking up thru the morning hours-feeling so strange inside

Too weak to stand,too weak to walk-so many times that I have tried.

Laughing at times,yet crying at others-confused of how I feel

Sitting alone thinking it over-could this really be for real?

Hands so shakey,mind so scared-3 more minutes to wait

Reliving moments,questioning times-waiting to discover fate.

WOW The time is up,it's time to look-it's time to finally see

Just try to stay calm,control your shakes-whats meant to be-WILL be.

I'm looking now,I see the answer-it's anything but white

The tears pour out,tears of joy-knowing that this is right.

My 1st appointment;it went really well-the Dr was really nice

"About 7 weeks"he said with a smile-"Do you think you would like some advice?"

Feeling so happy,feeling so proud-I knew just what to do

Rushing home,planning the words-I have some news for you.

Walking thru the door,I lift my head up-I see you standing there

Looking at me,seeing my smile-you suddenly become aware.

You grab my hands,you hold me tight-you wipe your tear away

Your face lights up,eyes full of pride-dreaming of that special day!