i wish i were yellow

later, around the fire
with steaming mouths and
hot tongues
they'll forget me in between
bites of you
i'll smear like newspaper
in the mud
aftereffects of you
carrying them on
and sweet talk to caress
tired cheeks and worn out heels
but achilles never quits and
a judas never feels
shaken down but never broken
my frozen finger fucks the sun