MY DISCLAIMER: I decided to turn this page into my own little pathetic attempt to explain the way I am, maybe why I do the things I do, and what's going on in my life. This is sort of a window into my mind, so when people ask me "What's wrong with you??!!", I can tell them to go look at the website. *g*

Where do I even begin? I'm 31 now, not so single, no kids, never been married (was close once) - I'm engaged again, have cats and a dog, and spend the majority of my time working or hanging out a local establishment with friends.

What does that say about me? Not much I suppose. I do, however, think it's time to wear my heart on my sleeve. And if I can't SAY how I'm feeling, it will probably be posted here. Too much info? Sorry, deal with it. This is for MYSELF, for my own healing process that I need to go through. And no matter what, I have to do it my own way.

August 21, 2005 ~ Yes, I'm updating this page - miracles never cease! *g*

Oh how things change, even some people! Let's just say someone didn't have the courage to actually say anything to me last week when seen. I figured I'd wrote something to this person online, and basically made the first move (awhile back); but seeing this one in person after so long, well let's just say that he's changed too - his cowardess now shows on the outside, as well as the inside. Sad.

On a good note, we're buying our first house, probably next month. I'm excited, yet nervous - and I need to start organizing and packing things up. *g*