| Words of the Heart- tairy fairy* |
| {j.a.a.} I sit here, counting faded teardrops upon a paper near my favorite place to be I stare upon it, as if it were magical, like a silly child caught sill within her fantasy realm i indulge it, as it intises me, making me remember how i once was so long ago, the height of imagination being what it could be and yet, i recluse into myself as pain traps me here some come here to escape the mundane, others we come here to escape the doors that we have locked and can not find the key to many doors are locked, and we fear that moving about to a whole new set of doors will in turn, accomplish nothing, but the ability to run if you start to run, you will never be content for you will always have something creeping at the back of your neck haunting you to look and face it i'd rather race it, and get it over with than run from it and hide. -copywritted jan.1 2000- |
| Plagirism is illegal.... words to live by-kat- |
| " Created " {tairy fairy*} In the beginning, I created tairy- to perfectly meld with one i'd fallen in love with. One I wanted to be with, to be near, always. There sign names would perfectly entwine together like roses on a fence. Yet, he didn't wish it so. Wanted to be as near as the screen allowed I joined VoL. There was a time I would've given up everything to be with him. Hopelessly I ran to him, told him all there was to tell & in the end time tells all i guess. As my character increased in rank his remained dormant. Until his suddenly cold return fell upon my heart. In time, one subsides those wounds. But, they never forget. -copywritted jan1, 2000- |
| " sliding off pillows " {k. blade} Like a sly fox he pursudes, as we sat in a room. Pushing too fast for virgin whiles to follow. In the public view we would sit ever so close, hiding our hands beneath the table. Sliding my things in was easy, watching as he took no interest. In a short time I had him & lost him. He who I had the choice of two over.......... He who was easily let go of. As I packed my things & left, while he slept- silently on the bed. -copywritted jan.1, 2000- |
| And in the beginning the religions of mortal men said that water took form across the lands, and from this sacred water came all living creatures. And it was beautiful... but the real question you should be asking is... was this really the beginning... :smiles: |
| "Why couldn't i have met you first..." |
| And heavens' gate did open, needless to say she didn't miss her opportunity to step within... |
| Harushu- |
| " Trembeling " {Harushu} A curious brow set upon a determined look. Annoyed & tired she set out for help. One name, & one name only left off the page. Her stern brow shuffled about as to the gender of the one in mention. Fear accentuated through the course of her tiny figure, even to go as far as to the tips of her floorlength hair. As debate ran through her mind like a revolving door she slowly moved in his direction. Her fingers trembled as she reached in his direction. Still debating where they should land, what she should say so she moved onward. She had seen his face before, when it was fresh to the guild inwhich she took residence. Biting the tip of her bottom lip, upon her vampiric teeth she reached out to him for help. To her surprise she was welcomed with a warm smile that impulsed her to blush oddly. Yet it didn't end at that. There conversation lasted three times longer than she had ever expected & escalated into both parties wishing to speak again. With her heart freshly scolded it was soothing to meet one who needed not her physical charms. And with his departure he ever so gently lain a kiss upon the maidens hand as if she were breakable. Breaking herself free from staring she regained breath & remembered to close her mouth which laid wide open in stun. Unable to stop blushing she turned her face. As he departed all she could do was stare frozen in suspence. -copywritted jan.1 2000- |
| :places her cold eyes upon him, nods with her head at him, keeping her prim and proper tremere facial expressions: :hands him a slave necklace upon it is sandskrit writings: :looks at him, her cruel eyes smile wickedly: :spreads her arms to the night air, her body seems to be swept up with air when there is no air present, closes her eyes and her body shatters like shards of glass to the winds, as they are caught by a passing breeze they collect and turn into dozens of bats, swooping towards his face, just barely missing him, they fly overhead to her chamber: -glass- |
| :smiles reading: so beautifully written... :closes his eyes and thinks about her words then smiles: I must admit... you are good at giving small suddle clues about your past. I gather them all and one day I will put together this puzzle of your past. so that can see and understand the whole picture... until then I cherish each piece you give me... :kisses her softly: - Harushu- |
| {love} Remembering... As all things must change so does the glimmer of there eyes, missing his arms, his lap, the way he ended a letter, the places he would leave them for me to find. The way he would touch my cheek, my hand, we could sit as if one. His gentle look, his delicate touch, they cloud my mind when he is away. The simple way he admits his heart. Never did he run, not once, but did stand more firmly within the gates of my fear. Whether it be a Tea House, a clearing in a wood, a room within VoL boarders one thing rang true... His love for me & my love for you. -copywritted jan.1 2000- |
| there was a time when crypt was the only man i could even think of partaking in... but time told a different ending.... |
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