26-7-01

To love and lose is better to then have never loved at all, To hold and carress and then lose it all is better then if you had never had it at all? This cannot be true. I feel broken, alone, and detached, yet I never felt this way before, when I hadent ever loved, when I hadden't ever carresed, or felt the soft glowing ora, My fate lies here, shattered into 5 different peices, and in all lights they glimmer as if still together and alive but they are not, and never will be again.  My fate is Broken and dishevled, and all I have for loveing and loseing is the feeling of loss and sorrow I have had since that very moment. THat one moment , that moment, which if on a tape would be the track constantly repeated, was one of the best moments of my megare life, so you ask me now is it better to love and lose then to be never loved, I say no. As for Loving I will always do so, Because what I speak is, it is better to love.