It is 3:00 p.m. and I am sitting at my computer, downloading stuff and checking my email. I see Quinn’s name and try to talk to her but it won’t work. I keep trying and it finally does work. We talk a while and ask what each other is doing later. Not much. So she says she’ll call me later. She and two friends are going to look at apartments. So I start reading my chemistry on my bed and doze on and off. It’s about 5:00p.m. and she calls. She is in Ogg with her friends. They want to go eat and want me to come over. They’re gonna order pizza or something. I told her I’m still reading but I’ll be over in a bit. When I’m about to go they change their minds and want to go out to eat. So they tell me to meet them in front of Witte. I go down and wait for what seems so long, then I call them and they tell me to meet them on the corner of Johnson and Park. It is cold, windy and sprinkling outside. I’m introduced to the two other girls and say Hi to Quinn. Both of them are from Oshkosh and know of the Neenah Club. I said I know the owner’s nephew. They’re both like, “No Way! We know him too!” Then they said, “You’re Jeddy, Steve talks about you all the time. You went to that boarding school with him, huh.” I said yeah, then I asked how he was and they said he was still seeing Amy. She was their friend and that’s how they know Steve, but he didn’t go to school yet. We were all like it’s a small world and laughed. We got on State Street and were deciding where to eat. We decided on Q-doba, Mexican food. I let them order first. The first girl orders a taco salad, then Mo orders 3 tacos, Quinn orders a beef burrito and I get a chicken mole. We eat and talk about all sorts of things. They talk about drinking and partying. Then they talk about some kind of soap opera with a lady frozen in a block of ice, and a puppet who becomes a real boy and tries to thaw her out of his love for her. And all this other weird stuff. Then I said what was the Viet girls name, and she said Myloan. I’m like that sounds so familiar. Then I figure it out and said, “You used to go out with Steve when I was a freshmen in highschool.” Myloan said, “ Oh my God, how’d you know? I didn’t even remember.” It was funny and we talked for a while longer then left and started back to the dorms. I said bye to all them and came to my room. I finished reading Chemistry and started downloading music. The I showered around 11 p.m. and went to bed. Russ went to do laundry for R.T.M. As I was about to doze off I hear someone knocking on out door. It was Antje and Steph, they’re like your service sucks. ( We have a chair in front of our door with a sign that says, “Knock first, Please be seated, a representative from 333 will be with you shortly, if not leave a msg.” ) So I jump out of bed and see what they want. They were just bugging me. I see the note Becky wrote ( Guys come see me, Becky 308) and ask Antje ( her roommate) what becky wanted and should I go talk to her know or in the morning. She said it doesn’t matter, and I said since I’m up I’ll go talk to her. So I get there and she is sad. She tells me that her mom has cancer and she just found out that she has less than six months to live. She is coming home tomorrow and is on Hospis, which means that they are not going to do anything to her anymore and just make sure the rest of her life is comfortable. She is coming home in a hospital bed and living like that until the end. She is very sad, and worried. She tells me that Bruce (her moms boyfriend) is moving to South Dakota, and Rick ( his son, who Becky has grown on) might be going too. The only ones left are her grandma who is staying with them and her aunt and uncle who live a few houses down. However they might be moving south with her grandma. So it might just be the three of them. She has no one else to turn to. She wants to buy the house and hopefully be able to pay the rest of the mortgage payments. She is gonna sell her mom’s car that she was never allowed to drive, and sell her car for an all wheel drive vehicle. She said she doesn’t even know how to cook that well. Last weekend when she was home she cooked burgers and macaroni and didn’t eat what she cooked. She has never even gone grocery shopping because her mom and Bruce always did it online. She is gonna work at Hallmark in South Ridge full time until she finds a better paying job than $7.00. She only lives 20 minutes from South Ridge, on 76th St. away from West Allis towards Racine. I told her that I’d come see her. Antje only lives about 15 minutes away from south ridge too, so I told her I’d visit too. Becky is really sad. Bruce calls her and they argue for a while, talking about whats best for her, and what her mom would want her to do. She gets angry then cries a little, and I just sit there and listen. Antje walks in and we just look silently at each other then, becky gets off the phone. We talk a while more and its around 1:25 a.m. I told her that I was heading to bed and that hopefully everything turns out okay, and for her to see me before she goes, either Wednesday or Friday. I get back and pray for her then fall asleep.

Well, it is the morning and I wake up kid of saddened that Becky is gonna be gone soon. I wake at about 7:45 a.m. and get ready for my 8:50 Chem. It’s time and I go to Chem. Lec. I go a little early and sit down in the second last row to the left as you walk in. I start thinking about what I want to say to Becky before she leaves, and I figure a note would be the easiest. So I sit and think the start to write: “Dear Becky, I know your probably gonna hear this a lot and I’m gonna say it anyway even though you told me not too. I am saddened that you have to leave, and I am sorry for your mom. You are a bright girl and I know one day you’ll be back. Below is my information for you, and I hope you know that I’m always here to listen if you ever want to talk. Take care. Much Love, Jed Herr Cell: 414-350-1984 Email: jedd_1@yahoo.com” Just as I am about done, people start coming in. I see Brianne come in, and we talk about something, I forget. She invites me over for breakfast, and we have pasta alfredo, because she has classes all day until 5:30 p.m. After we eat its about 10:45 a.m. and I walk to the Math Dept. because I am supposed to meet my T.A. and switch discussions. He never shows and I just leave for my noon Chem. Dis. I stop by again afterwards and leave him a message, to give me a call since he’s not around. Then I come back to my room and grab something to eat. I stop by Becky’s room and say hi. I told them I got math, but I’ll drop by later. I go to my Math Lec. and Chang isn’t there, so I figure he probably ain’t coming any more. Chang Xiong lives across the street from Witte in an apartment by himself. I come back from lecture and drop by, but Becky isn’t home. Antje says Jess is here, and Becky went to get them, so I said I’ll drop back in a few minutes. I get on my computer and mess around. Then I hear windpants and think of Becky. It is her. She’s like I’m leaving. I stand up and give her a long hug. I’m like I’ll come visit, and she says you better, you know where I live and my info is on the door. I feel a tingling sensation in my cheeks and she lets go. I watch her as she walks down the hall and feel so bad for her. Its about 5:00p.m. I get something to eat and then play on my computer. Antje drops by later and tells me that Jess’s whole family came up, and Becky wasn’t too happy, but she didn’t really care. I go to her room, and it feels so weird now that Becky is gone. It feels so,………….so empty. I forget what happens the rest of the night, but I pray for her before I go bed.

Well, it’s good old Thursday. I have to work at 9:00 a.m. I’m really tired but I make it there, eat breakfast and then go work. I work at Pop’s Club, in the dish room doing pick. I see Megan there (I met her last week when we started working again) and say Hi. It is really dead there and no one is eating, so there are no dishes. I ask her where she lives and she says in Ogg, 10 West. I said how do you like it? She said I hate it, it sucks. She asks me where I live and I tell her Witte 3 A. I find out that she knows Matt Voell, and I tell her that we are gonna go look at apartments on Monday. She tells me that they are also looking for apartments, but its like a fifteen or twenty minute walk, so she’ll probably be biking a lot. I’m like wow that’s pretty far. I say hi to Antje who is doing scrape one, and ask her how things are going. She says, “I’m having a blast!” sarcastically. She leaves at 9:30. Then Megan and I do dishes for a while, talk a while, until she leaves at 10:30. After she leaves there aren’t that many dishes so I just stand around for about half an hour, then there comes a stack of trays and dishes. I do those then get out of there. I walk over to the math dept and see if I can find my T.A. but I don’t so I leave him a note, then go to my Chinese Lit. Class. As I walk in, I find that someones in my seat, but I see Maiger in the back and go sit with her. I say Hi, How are you? She says Good and you? I’m like good. She asks how was break, I said it was relaxing, I worked most of break except the last week. She says oh, my break was boring I sat at home mostly. Im like oh. She tells me that Kodak also signed up for the class, and should be coming soon. I ask her what she’s doing later and if she wanted to go shopping with me and Quinn after class. She says okay. So class starts and she we discuss the Peony Pavilion. Maiger asks me do you ever talk in class, and I’m like no. But later on I decide to answer two questions, and Nicole (the professor), thinks my name is Jack. Me and Maiger both laugh. Afterwards, I walk back to Liz Waters with her. We go check Quinn’s room and she isn’t there. So we walk towards her room and we see Quinn. She’s like what are you doing here. I told her that I came with Maiger. They get ready and we start towards State Street. I’m like I gotta eat I’m starving. Quinn’s like yeah me too. So they’re like where do you wanna go eat. I said I don’t really care. Since I picked last time they should be the ones who pick. They can’t really decide so I mention the Lao-Ventainne restaurant, and Maiger is like I heard that place was good. So we are all like, Okay lets go there. We get there and im starving, my stomach hurts. I get pho, Maiger gets pad thai, and Quinn gets some curry plate. We eat a while, and my bowl of pho is fucking spicy. I eat it and it starts to hurt. So I dig in a little of Maiger’s plate. We are down, and it costs $27, Maiger chips in $20, me $2, and Quinn $6. So we start down State, and go into Pipefitters first. We wander around for a while, then leave. We then go to the shoe store. I buy a pair of Addidas Superstar 2. Its $63. MaiGer is like okay I gotta go back and do homework. So we walk with her to Walgreen’s, and then go towards midway. Me and Quinn are fucking cold, but get there and find out they don’t take cards, so we go to the gas station and get cash. Then I buy $40 worth of food, and we come back. Boy was it heavy. We finally get back and I unpack and put everything away. I tell her I’ll walk her back. We then go and I introduce her to Peggy, and Traci. It is snowing pretty hard now, and its dark. It is about 6:00 p.m. I walk her back, then come back. It is fucken cold and starting to get slippery. I get back and call Brianne. I ask her if she’s done the Chemistry homework yet and she tells me she did it once, and that I should do the other. She tells me to go over, and I said after I do it once too. So I do it and go over. We both do it and she does better, but I don’t really care. So I come back afterwards and go into the den to read Chemistry for the quiz tomorrow. I don’t get much reading done, but I talk to a lot of people on the floor. We play some hand fortune game, and john writes funny ass shit on it. Then he puts balls on T-money’s calculator. I stay in there until 11:45p.m. and then head back for bed. I shower and pray for Becky, then sleep.

Finally Friday. I wake up at about 8:30a.m. and get ready to go take my quiz. I walk there and it seems pretty far. I eventually get there and read a little chemistry before John comes in. He gets there and we line up. I see a girl who I know (I can’t think of her name though) and say hi. I then take the quiz and know most of it. I turn it in to be corrected. I get it back and the first question is changed, I’m like shit I must have clicked the wrong one, and I scroll down and like two others are wrong. I get like a 67%. I’m a little frustrated. I walk back with the girl and we talk. I tell her that I work at 10:00 but I’m gonna go take a nap. I head back to Witte and call Brianne. Nicole answers and says she’s still asleep. So I head to work. It’s about 10:00a.m. and I’m at sandwich bar today. It was okay. Then the big guy who scares all the girls comes. Around 11:00, I see Megan and say hi. She doesn’t really know what to do so stands by me. I just tell her to restock whatever. Kim (one fo the supervisors) comes and tells me to clean out the closet since the guy is here. So I do it and then she tells me to go work in the square and show Megan around. I show her where the Snapple’s are and what to do. It’s ten to 12:00p.m., and Kim asks me to do pick while she racks. I’m like okay. So we get it done pretty fast, for a lot of dishes. She tells me to go back and help in square and I do. Then it’s 12:15 and Kim says bye its time for you to go. So I say bye to Megan and grab macaroni and cheese, fries, beef taco chili, and an Arizona iced tea. I get back and check my email. My T.A. tells me to meet him before my 3:30 math class today. Large Marge stops by and tells me that she’s bored cause, T-money left for the weekend. She then goes and talk to Mikey-D. It is know 2:41p.m. and I am gonna watch a little t.v. before heading out at 3:00 for my math class. Well I was supposed to meet my math T.A. but his gay ass never showed before class. Chang came to class. He said he skipped the other lectures but went to his discussions. After class, we went up to the T.A.’s office and waited there for like an hour then left. I came back to my place and saw Kristin and Ashley. They invited me to go and eat with them so I did. We wait for Ashley’s friend Neil, for like half an hour. He finally comes then we go eat at the Nitty Gritty. Joyce, Ryan, and Devon are there waiting for us. We eat, and then Ryan leaves early because he has work. Devon, Joyce, and I leave after we’re done. They ask me if I want to go to a Christian worship shop, and I say no, maybe next time. So I come back to my room and watch t.v. for a few hours. Large Marge comes in and says, T-money just left, the millionaire (my nickname from her). She says I’m fucken bored. I say yeah me too. So we just chill in my room awhile, then we walk down the hall into the den and stuff. There we see Mikey-D. The three of us go to Peggy’s room. We sit around and talk awhile. Peggy tries to make this kool-aid but it is really watered down. She says, I have some Smirnoff Ice if you want any millionaire. I’m like no thanks. We see John and D-money walk by. John is pretty wasted. So we go and chill in the hall way. Peggy is like I want a shot and asks anyone if they want one. At first I’m like no, than I say yeah I’ll take one. So me and Large Marge go in her room and close the door. She says what do you want, and I ask her, “What do you have?” She opens up a drawer and in it are three liquor bottles, Puckers, Vodka, and Peach Snapps. The also have a few bottles of Smirnoff. So I say I’ll take a shot of peach snapps. So we both do that. Then we go back out and chill in the hall way. Antje, Kristin, Derrick, Mike, and John are all out there sitting in the hall. Someone says that it smells, and we’re like a lot. Then they’re like no not really. So we said okay what ever. Then everyone talks for a while, and Peggy is like let’s get another, and I’m like okay. So we do, but this time its vodka. Then John comes around. Peggy asks him to go get some ice, so he does and we go drink come more. This time I chase down the vodka with a Smirnoff. Then John came back and we went out into the hall way to chill. I was not feeling anything at all. Griz and Antje said John was doing all these crazy flips and stuff. Then Griz said he only does that when he is wasted. Peggy needed the ice for her finger because she slammed it on a chair at the hockey game. After John did his flips and was kinda tired, the three of us went into Peggy’s room and drank some more. I was pretty buzzed by then. I remember Heather coming in and I was talking to her for a while. Then I remember three people coming in with Christine. A guy named John, and two girls, Megan and Kendra. Most of the night was a blur however after that. I remember coming back to my room and changing and Russ was half asleep and I jumped into bed and feel asleep.

I woke up at 10:30 a.m., but lay in bed until 11:30 a.m. because I didn’t feel like getting out of bed. I woke up, showered and cooked some rice. I ate sardines with it. My stomach was hurting real bad, and I thought it was because I was hungry but it wasn’t. After I ate it still hurt. So I sat around and watched t.v. all day. Around 5:00 p.m. I ate and around 8:30 p.m. I ate again. I called Becky to say Hi, and see how she was. Then I read a little. Russ came back around midnight and there were a lot of people in my room. Griz, Antje, Russ, Me, Christine and Ashley were all in here. All day Christine was telling me what I did. She said I was talking to her a lot, and said I was gonna go see John Watts the next day, and kept hugging people and spilled kool-aid, and some other stuff. I seriously do not remember any of it though, which is kind of funny, and weird. Anyways we played cards until like 2:00 a.m., then Christine left and after a while I left. We watched the X games in the den for a while, then I came back to play cards. But we didn’t play. Instead we went down to the caboose to shoot pool. Ashley and Griz stayed in our room, Christine went to bed, and me, Russ and Antje went down. We got Josh to go with us. We played until 4:00a.m. then Josh went to sleep. The three of us played until 5:00a.m. and Ashley came down, then we went to bed.

I wake up super tired about 10:30 a.m. I get my homework and my laundry and head down to the pit. I do my laundry and some homework. When I got back, Zach wanted to go eat so I did. Then I read some Chemistry and went to work at Pops. I had a double shift which kinda sucked, but I saw Megan who was also working a double. So we talked every so often. Work sucked and was really long. In the end when I was working pick in c-dish with Jake, we got done, but fucking Jodi a biatch made us go do other work, when Lynette said we could go. So I had to mop the kitchen area and was fucken tired. I got back showered, did some homework and went to bed.

I wake up and go to my Chemistry lecture. Afterwards me and Brianne got eat breakfast at Pops. I then come back to my room and sit around. I then go to my Chemistry discussion. Afterwards I walk back and see Griz. I say hi and she’s out of it. It takes her a while then she turns around and says oh hi. I laugh. I’m supposed to meet my math t.a. before class, but he doesn’t show. So I leave class early, and go meet Matt and them to go look at apartments. We meet up with Tony and Josh, and then walk to State Street. We meet the guy and take a look at two apartments which are tight. We want them and start heading back. Me and Voell go eat at Ed’s. It was the best pizza I’ve had there. I come back and do homework all night. I head to bed early at eleven.

I wake up for my chemistry lab and head out. Me and Nate get it all done and turn it in. Then I do my prelab afterwards. I am really hungry, so I head back and make noodles to eat. Then I walk to my Chinese lit class. I see Brianne sitting in the hallway and sit down and talk with her. Then Maiger comes by and I go in with her. I doze off a few times during class but finally class is over. As I walk out, I see Christine and Peggy. They’re waiting for T-money. So I walk back with them. I get my internet fixed and chat with Jake and Matt for a bit. I find out that we can’t get the apartments we looked at and have to find other ones. So I call Brianne and ask her how much they pay. It’s $1245 per month, so it’ll be about $311 for each of us. I’m gonna call them later and tell them. I get a voicemail from Becky that her mom just passed away last night. I guess I didn’t hear her call cause I turned off my cell. So I’m typing up to date now. I don’t know what I should do. If I call her I dunno what to say, but if I don’t I’ll feel bad. I’m gonna go talk to Antje and then call her back. Right now it is 4:51 p.m.

Yeah I missed a lot of days. First I’ll start off with what went on today then go onto what happened since last Tuesday. This morning I had a 7:45 a.m. lab, which took forever. My lab partner Nate is real gay acting. We had to work in groups of four doing gas and paper chromatography. We worked with Jenny and Louis who were next to us. They were both pretty cool. We got it all done, then went into the hall to do the paper work, and Nate kept making stupid remarks about Jenny getting with Louis, because valentine’s day is coming up on Thursday. Well after lab I came back to the dorm and ate noodles, then went to my noon math discussion. It sucked, because we got our quizzes back, and the dumbass t.a. took at least 2 pts. off all my answers because I put down (x-3)(x+1) instead of x=3,-1. I was fucken pissed he didn’t even give me any points back, that motherfucker has pms or some shit too, and is a faggot. After that I went to my 1:00 p.m. Chinese Lit, which was a little better, but I kept falling asleep. Large Marge, and T-money were outside waiting for me, but I went with MaiGer and Kodak to get notes from them. I chilled at Liz Waters for a while, and then came back to Witte. I was real hungry and asked a few people to come eat. Zach, Antje, and Bonnie came, and we went to a Chinese restaurant, which was really good. The lady there thought I was Chinese and wished me a Happy New Year, but I told her I was Hmong. After that I came back and rushed to the HASA meeting. After that we went to the ASM kickoff meeting and met with the Diversity group. The co-chair, Jenny Chen was cool, and she seemed like she wanted us to come to their next meeting, Friday, but I am not sure. Well, lets get back to last Tuesday. I was gonna go talk to Antje, but she came in my room and we talked. After that I called Becky and we talked for a while, she told me that the wake was going to be held on Thursday and the funeral was going to be on Friday. After that I went to eat and that’s about all I did on Tuesday. On Wednesday I had chemistry lecture and went to pops with Brianne. Then I went to all my classes and came back and did homework. Oh yeah, it might’ve been Tuesday or Wednesday night, while I was reading chemistry, and listening to music, the Blade song Bloodbath(confusion) came on and I was so hyped up. So I ran to the den and started breaking. I did a few windmills, and a really good long one, and tried to headspin, but I was too tired by then. So I just went to bed afterwards. Now that I think about it, it must have been on Tuesday. Well I don’t really remember the rest of Wednesday. On Thursday I had to work at Pops, it was the same as usual. I finally met my math T.A. and got into his discussion. I had a quiz that day too. I thought I did okay, but as I found out today I did bad. Well, anyways I went to Chang’s place afterward and we chilled there for a while, then his girlfriend and her friend came. They all came over to my place and we chilled for a while. Then Yeng, his girlfriend, chatted online with Brianne, and I guess they knew each other, so Brianne came over. After they all left, me and Brianne were bored so we decided to walk around. We ended up going to Ogg and picking Bee up, then headed to Liz Waters, and chilled with Quinn and played pool, and I met Kazoua. Then I came back and went to eat pizza with Brianne and then came home and slept.

Well, I woke up and missed my 8:50 chemistry lecture, but oh well, I got my rest. I ate and then went to my noon discussion. I came back and ate again before going to my 3:30 math lecture. I left early because it was pretty pointless for me, since I knew the stuff already. I walked back to my place and got bored, so I called Mai Chou, and said what was she up too. She said not much, so I asked her to take me to get a burner for my computer. We went to Best Buy and talked about things on the way there and back. I got back and installed it and it worked. So I burned stuff for a while. I came back and read for my lit class, and studied for like two hours doing math homework. Then I showered and slept.

I wake up and go to work at pops. I feel so out of it. But I get through work, and go take my math quiz. I feel that I aced it and felt pretty good about myself. Then I had lit class and that was ok, considering that I didn’t read what I was supposed to. Then went over to Brianne’s place and we studied a for our chemistry exam tomorrow. Oh and before we studied, Mai Chou, Brianne, and I went to eat at perkins for valentines day. Then we got back to Brianne’s place and we started to study chemistry until midnight. Then went to bed.

Well we had the chemistry exam and it didn’t seem that bad. I felt pretty good about myself. I had to work right after that though, and it wasn’t so bad cause all I did was make sandwiches. After work, I ate and called me dad to see what he was doing. He said he was picking Bill up, and asked if he should pick me up. I said yeah, so he said they’ll be here any minute. So I sat around until about 2:45 p.m. when they came. I got home and just wanted to drive my car. But I couldn’t get it started, because the battery died. So I took my dad’s car and went to Aldi, but I didn’t buy anything, because I didn’t feel like it. So me and bill just came back. We called Cha Pao and them and asked what they were up to. They were at Mayfair, and See called me later, asking what we were up to. I said I wanted to drink and he said call Lisa Lor. So me and bill went over there to see’s crib and called lisa. Then we went to see what Casper and them were up too. They were all chilling at Lisa’s crib and that’s were we chilled for the night. Casper and them went to get a few movies, while the rest of us drank at Lisa’s. We drank the rest of the beer she had, and some of her 190 proof vodka. Later on, everyone went home, and I had to send lao home, that nigga barfed all over my dad’s rav4, so we went back to Lisa’s and she helped me clean it up. Then we just went home and slept.

Well, its Saturday and I wake up about 10:30 a.m. We just sit around much of the day. I want my dad to charge the battery car, but he’s doing the income taxes at Charles’ house. Then my mom tells me that I have I go and help butcher a pig. So Bill, my mom, and I go to lomira and butcher a pig. We get back around 4:00 p.m., because we left around 1:00 p.m. When we get back I call Becky and say Hi. Then my dad tells me that he jumped the battery and I could drive it as long as I didn’t go any where far. I was planning to come back to Madison, but I didn’t want to go alone. Everyone else wanted to go to the reminders party. So I was like since everyone is going, I’ll just go with. I borrowed some of Cha’s clothes and went to the party in my addidas shoes. We didn’t really feel like going in but did anyways. I saw a lot of friends and cousins there. Here are the names of a few people I remember seeing: David Her, Tiny Vang, Jimmy, Lao, Chia, SLS boys, Youa Moua, Yonnie Yang, Doua Vang, Thai Vang, Hue and his wife, Cindy, Anna, Lisa, Cha and his girl, Mao Thao, Paul Main, and Thany Her. Well anyways, the night went on, and I danced a while. Me and Gene went to drink a little vodka. When we came back we were just chillin at our talbe, when Gene tells me that there is this guy who is looking hardcore at him. So I said where, and he tells me. I turn to look and he’s throwing up signs, mouthing the words “Wussup”. I’m like Gene don’t sweat it. He’s like aight. So we both turn and look at people dancing. Then all of a sudden this guy in a black jacket with long hair, and the dude wearing the yellow sweater who was looking at Gene hardcore comes over and steps up to us. The one in the black jacket does all the talking. He says “y’all want drama, what”. Then I’m like, “knaw, we cool, whats your problem, we don’t want no shit happening.” So he comes over by me and says,” you want drama, lets take this outside right now.” I’m like knaw whats your problem. Then youa comes over and pulls me to dance. While she’s doing this he pushes me, and I stand up. Then youa is like it ain’t worth it and I know it ain’t so I walk away. On the dance floor I keep and eye on them. All of a sudden I turn to look, and all the SLS boys rush over there. I see a girl pulling the dude wearing the yellow sweater away. So I’m like fuck this, and walk over there to see what happened. I ask Gene, and he said, right after I left the dude in the yellow sweater stuck him. So we all talk and I’m like fuck it, it ain’t worth it fighting them. Then Soua comes and says, those are bbc’s. They fought him and P when he went to visit his girl before too. So I’m like, why the fuck they starting shit with us. Then they’re all like lets go sit by Cindy and them. So we all head out. I am fucken pissed and so is Gene. I just sit down and try to keep it cool. Gene paces for a bit then sits back down. I told, Cindy, Anna, and Lisa what happened and they said keep it cool. So I sit there for the rest of the time. I go and take a piss, and Bill, and Hue follow me. I say wussup to Tiny and told him what went down. He said aight keep it cool he’ll see wussup. Then I go back and sit down. Cindy and them are bored of the party and want to leave in a little bit. Its about 10:00 p.m., so they said that they’ll leave around 10:30p.m. Tiny comes to me and said don’t go outside, cause O.L. and B.B.C. gonna box. So I’m like aight. Then its 10:30p.m., and we are about to leave. I said I’m leaving no matter what, and I’m taking Gene home. But everyone else wanted to stay. So I was like whoever came with me, better have a ride home. Then Lao comes back, and says he’ll take some peeps. So Cindy and them are like, we should get escorts. I tell Lao and them, that if they leave, leave together, and to get escorts when they do leave. Then one of Gene’s uncles is gonna walk with us, but I’m like its cool, we got an escort, and you might not be able to get back in. So he says aight. Then Gene tells me he’s an ex-BBC. So all of us jump in Cindy’s ride, which is the closest, and she drops Anna, off at her car, then me and Gene by my car. I take him home and head over to Lisa’s crib. I’m like I want some alcohol. She says she’ll take me, but then I’m like the stores are all closed at nine. So I just drink the 190 proof vodka she has left over from last night. We sit and drink a little, then Anna comes by, with food and stuff. Lisa is like, hey Jed, take me to the store. So I’m like okay, and we go to pick’n save. We buy a lot of food, and I give her a twenty. The liquor store is closed and so we just come back with food. Then we sit and drink a while. I remember lighting the alcohol on fire a few times and seeing how much it would burn. Then I remember it spilling on my hand and it was on fire. I got burned a little but it wasn’t bad. I don’t remember when, but everyone came back there to chill for a bit before heading out. I said bye to them and took me and Bill, home. I went straight to sleep on the couch.

I wake up and find Doua sitting on our couch watching t.v. I ask where was my dad, and he said, that my dad went to Cha Neng’s house. My mom had to take mai to get her hair cut, so I went to shop for food, and took Stephanie along. We got back, and ate, then my dad sent me here. I forgot my school keys, so got some from the front desk, and went to work at 4:00-10:00. Work was work, but I had to come back and read a lot. Then I slept.

Woke up and went to school. Dad called before class and said he was coming, he’d call when he got here. So in the middle of chemistry he calls and I can’t pick it up. So right after class I call back and he says he’s in the lobby waiting for me. So me and Brianne walk there. Then I get my keys and he leaves. We go back to her place and eat pizza. Then I go to my chemistry discussion and find out that I got a BC on the exam which isn’t bad. I was pretty happy. I come back here, sit around for a while, then head to my math lecture. Boring as usual. After that I come back and do laundry, and read lit. After laundry, I read a little more lit, then Xai calls from Youa’s place and we talk awhile. I told her what happened, and she said she heard. She said for me to talk to Youa then I did. I then said let me talk to Xai again, and I told Xai that I didn’t want to talk to Youa any more, and that I gotta let her go cause I gotta study. So I turn off my phone, and go in the den. So I start my chemistry lab report. I do it all then take a shower and go to bed by 12:00a.m.

Went to the 7:45 lab. Seemed to take long but it didn’t. Came back and ate macaroni and hot dogs. Then went to my math discussion, which is also pretty boring. I got a 15/20 on my quiz, because the t.a. is a dumbass and some stupid mistakes of mine. Came back, burned a few things, and am now typing this. It is 4:08p.m. I’m gonna do my chemistry kinworks assignment in a little bit, and read some Chinese lit. Well Brianne calls and comes over so we both do our kinworks computer assignment. Then she leaves and I watch the Olympics for a while. Afterwards I try to read a little about the kinworks assignment but I fall asleep and wake up around 11:30 p.m. I just shower and go to bed.

I woke up at 8:00a.m. and am getting ready for class. Well just got back from chemistry lecture and eating at pops with Brianne. We finished the kinworks assignment and got something to eat. Well I don’t know what there is to do. Oh, last night I called Youa up because she said she knew why bbc wanted to fight us. It was because they thought we were AC. 0 I guess they saw us kicking it with Lil P and thought we was with them. There’s gonna be drama when we go back though. I gotta call Gene and them sometime today. Well guess I’m gonna watch a little t.v for now till class starts. Well, chemistry discussion was kinda boring but I learned things about our milk lab for next week, and forgot to do the home work but I’ll do it today, along with the online homework. Well now its 3:07 and I am about to head out for my math class. Oh yeah when I was coming back from chemistry discussion I saw Fong and told him what happened cause he said where was I on Saturday. Well, Chang got his del sol and drove me back here. I watched a little television and then went to find Mai Chou at 4:50. I walked to Badger Pantry, and saw her drive by, then I walked back to my place and then to Open Pantry on the regent. It was cold and wet all day. It started raining then turned into snow. So I was like okay, I’m going home. So I came back and called Brianne and she said mai chou was waiting for me somewhere, but she went home and would call me tomorrow. They wanted to know if I would go to the Amazon club with them, and I am like no way. I watched t.v. and ate soup, know it is 7:00 p.m. and the Olympics are on, but I’m gonna read my lit.

GAP IN TIME

………………..GAP IN TIME…………Forgot to write in here.

Holy shit man, this week has been fucking insane. I hung out with Kathleen a lot, and every time we toked up weird ass shit has happened. We smoked Tuesday night, I drank Wednesday night, studied Thursday night, smoked up with John and them at the Regent, and smoked and partied last night. I’ll tell you what happened each night. I forget what we did Monday. The week of March 11, 2002, until today (Monday) has been insane. Okay, now I remember what we did Monday so I’ll start off there.

It was a typical Monday, and not very eventful during the day. But I was invited over to Kathleen’s place, to smoke up with Matt and her. So I went over and we smoked a bowl or two. Then she was telling me about how I should meet Imen (sorry if its spelt wrong) and how she has this cloth hanging in her room. On the cloth there is a wolf, and other animals, which was really freaky but interesting. We sat there for ever and found a lot of animals. It was really, really a long time that we sat there. Then we went back to her room for a while, and then I went back home to do homework. I did some of my lab, by fell asleep. So I set my alarm to wake at 6:30 a.m., yes that is fucking early, so I could finish my lab. So anyways, I doze off.

Tuesday morning, I am really fucking tired, and don’t want to move, but jump my ass out of bed and get washed up. I do my lab procedure and my online quiz for the prelab. Then I went to my 7:45 a.m. lab and man was it weird. I was so out of it, but was still able to accomplish all I needed to, and did pretty good on the lab. After lab, which seemed like I was there forever, I figured I was really hungry, and that the day was going to be long. So I went back to my dorm and ate noodles, then went to chem. discussion which i dozed off, and my chinese lit. class, where I also dozed off a little. After that I was back in Witte, and just doing nothing. So I went to Kathleen's room and we toked up with Matt. Then we got hungry and went to Ed's. Matt got a pizza. Then we talked about St. Lawrence on the vent. This was also the night Matt told us about Tony losing his bike, which he had since he was 12 years old. We were all high and Matt, started to tell the story, and told us how it all happened. Me and Matt were gonna go biking and he asked Tony if he could borrow his bike. So he went down to get it and it wasn't there. So he went and told Tony, and Tony then came down. Matt said Tony said," dude, its not there anymore, someone stole it," then Matt made the saddest face, =( with the biggest grin ever. While we were on the vent we talked about Koz's humongous shit, and Octavio's spiraling turd, for like 45 minutes. Then we talked about the teachers and remembered Tony and his impressions. So we went on a mission to find him for like 6 hrs. Then he did it and me and Matt were laughing like hell, but Suzie and Kathleen didn't get it. So we came back here, to Kathleen's room. We played cards then slept.

I studied then got really frustrated w/ chem so i drank a lot of vodka, which made my stomach hurt, but did nothing else. Kathleen worked today.

I studied, thats it. Kathleen just chilled with the girls.

Me and Kathleen went to the Regent and got fucked up with John. She was supposed to go to comedy sports but didn't and i called. John's friend Sam, was fucking hilarious. He talked about viagra and brain waves hitting your eyes. We were like dude you're so fucked up. I'm like I gotta get out. So we walked back, over the train tracks which took FOREVER. We played speed when we got back, which was really funny. Then Matt came with us to my place and we watched my break dance video. Matt passed out and Kathleen left, and i went to bed.

I cleaned all day, and went over to Kathleen's place. We were chillin and we went to the vent. We talked about how nice the day was. Then I said yeah it was, but it was SO SO SAD, because I cleaned all day and didn't leave till 7:30 to eat dinner at Pop's. By then it was already dark and cold. It was just some funny ass shit. You had to be there. Okay. Weel we went back to her room and then Bram came. We smoked two bowls and Kathleen was fucking retarded. Oh yeah Christy smoked for the first time, and took the BIGGEST HIT ever. We then went to 9-B in Witte adn then we went to the Grate. Then we came back to Ogg. We were dropping off Bram's stuff here, and smoked a bowl while we were here. Then we went to the vent, and then to the ATM for like 4 HOURS. Then we went to 7-A, adn there was a lot of drama. It was so loud with music and people. Then while me and Bram were chillin, a group of people walked by and this tall skinny dude stares us down at us and we busted out laughing. Bram said that dude would have been more intimidating if he was shorter. It was funny asss shit. Then we went to Basset street, and it was fucking ghetto. We drank, dance, and had a shit load of fun. There was this dude there talking to Kathleen and I came back from the bathroom and Bram is like, "Dude he wants his seat back." So the dude left and we sat on the couch for what felt like forever. Then danced forever, then sat on the couch again forever. Then all of a sudden i bent over the couch and puked and we got up and left. Bram thought I puked in the sink, but i didn't. So we came back to Ogg, and Matt thought we were fucking insane, so he left. Becky was so nice, she made puke bags and got Kathleen's contact solution ready and made a bed for Bram. Then Kathleen and I passed out after laughing for a week.

Man, I woke early as hell because I was freakin HOT. I was sweating and stuff. I was in Kathleen's bed cause I passed out and so I was gonna jump on the floor. But I looked down and Bram was there sleeping. So I was like, jump down on the floor next to Bram, or stay in bed and be HOT as hell. I thought about it for a while then said, "umm... definitely not jumping on the floor." So I kinda dozed off. Then Kathleen wakes me up and asks what time is it. I tell her its 7:00 a.m., and then we fall back asleep. She wakes me up again and asks what time is it, this time its 9:00 a.m. Then I'm half asleep and I tell Kathleen it is freaking HOT. She says yeah it is. So she throws on a BLANKET. I have no idea why. And so we start dozing off AGAIN, then all of a sudden the poster on her wall falls on top of her. She gives it to me and I toss it on top of Bram. We both fall asleep. Bram wakes both of us up at around 10:00 a.m. And we finally sit up in bed. He's like you guys want to go smoke. Kathleen is like NO WAY, I am so retarded, you guys can if you want. So Bram's like you wanna go, and I'm like ok. So we go on the vent early, early in the morning and me and Bram toke up. Then we went to eat at Pop's for breakfast. After that we came back to room 304 and got Bram's stuff. Kathleen went with Bram to go walk him to his car. So I lay on her bed and fall asleep. All of a sudden Kathleen walks in, and I wake up and look at the clock, and TWO freakin hours have passed. So I sit in the inflatable chair, while she laid in bed, and we couldn't sleep so just talked a little, and laid there. Then Becky wakes up. She jumps down and grabs her muffin. She says, "Aww...It's SO SAD. My muffin is hard. I only bought it two days ago." And me and Kathleen look at each other and bust out laughing. It was SO FUNNY. We both are thinking the same thing, Matt's story of Tony losing his bike. Ha. Then we tell her, and I don't think she got it, she was just sad. So we sat around for another long time. Then I was like I gotta go back to my room cause I need to wash up for work at Pop's at 4:30 p.m. till 10:00 p.m. yeah it is a long ass time. So she's like lets have a smoke. So we go then we sit on the vent for a very long time, (not 4 hours though) and finally, we get up to leave. I'm walking back and it is taking me FOREVER. It seemed like the longest time EVER! But I finally made it back.

Woke up at 6:30 a.m., yeah fucking early as hell. Went to my lab, then read for my lit class, then went to math discussion, then went to chinese lit. After that i went to Lihn and Mo's room. I chilled there till Matt came, and we drove to Milwaukee. It took us an hour to get there, and we went to my house first to pick up my car but my dad was taking it in the next day for emissions testing and stuff. So i couldn't get it and we drove to Jakes house, and Matt left it in park when he turned off the car so it stank. We got in Jake's car and went to Perkins. Evan was there and so were two of Jake's friends. After that it drizzled a little outside, but we went to Evan's sister's house. We walked in and the couch stank like puke, so we went up stairs and toked for a long ass time. There was a huge ass pipe there and we used that. Evan was the FUNNIEST SHIT EVER. Man, we could not stop laughing. We were there for a while, then Koz and some people came over. We smoked some more, and were baked out of out minds. Oh and we got DOMINOS that is some good ass shit when your high as hell. Then we went to watch a movie. We couldn't find one we liked and Matt didn't know how to work the DVD player, so we watched Face-Off. Then i dozed off.

Woke up at 7:00 a.m., then fell asleep, then woke up at 8:00 a.m., then fell asleep, finally woke up at 9:00 a.m. and said i got to make it to class. So i went upstairs ( guess i fell asleep on the couch downstairs) and grabbed my jacket and told Matt i was leaving. Evan couldn't hear me, and Jake had left last night, and Matt said Paco came and woke me up, and i said " Uhh.." and went back to sleep, which i don't recall, but anyways i drove back with plenty of time to spare. I showered and did my hmwk due today in an hour and went to class early! well i'm gonna head back to milwaukee in a while. Gonna do some hmwk and talk to people. Peace till then. I did a little hmwk and figured what i needed to do, saw Cristine and then Kathleen, and Becky, then i drove back to Milwaukee around 4 p.m. and got there at 5 p.m. I went to Evan's sisters house and then we drive to Jakes. Then I took Matt to work, and went to do hmwk at the library, then went to see a friend, then went to see the movie RESIDENT EVIL. (Good movie!!) After that I picked up Matt and we drove back around 12:30 a.m. It was snowing a lot, and we got back at 1:30 a.m. It was fucking cold and snowing and wet and shit. I tried to study but saiid hell no, I am going to bed.

Woke up today at 8:30 a.m. to go to work. Then went to classes, and stuff, and didn't get back till, 5:30 p.m. After that I did homework for a while, and then went over to Ogg to chill with Evan and Jake. They came down for the night. We were on third floor Ogg, and they had a margarita party, then after that we smoked up at Evan's friends house. Then we came back and chilled there a while. It was kinda awkward I'm not sure why, but it was. Well, anyways i left a while after that because I was keeping Becky up. (Sorry for that Becky. Really.)

I saw Mo and Linh at work, they picked up their key. Then I got off of work early and went to take my chem quiz. It sucked. I went back to my dorm and saw Jake on the way, so he went to chill at my place. Then Matt came over, and we went to eat. Then we went to pick up Evan, and got out stuff and left. I just chilled at home and slept for a long time.

Hmm.... woke up at noon. Because Matt came in and was all loud and said "Wake up motherfuckers..." or someshit, I don't recall. Well, we all woke, and Kathleen just stayed in bed. So Matt and I walked down State street and he bought the Rancid/NOFX cd, then we went to the bookstore and i had to buy a book for my chinese lit. class, which sucked cuz it was $16.00. Well, then I came back and ate noodles. Yeah good old noodles, they do the job. Then my friend Jerry calls me and asks if i wanna play volley ball and I'm like sure. So I play volleyball at 3:00 p.m. till like 5:30 p.m. and i am really exhausted. So I go and see what 304 is up to. They're just chillin, and this begins another GREAT ADVENTURE.... we watched Return to Oz, then Kathleen calls Becky and she falls out of the chair flat on her face. Awww... Then Me and Kathleen were chillin here, and we decided to drink the Corona. We were putting lemons and salt in it, and she told me to turn it upside down, because the lemon would sink to the bottom. But instead of that, it just exploded every where. Man was it funny. Well, after that Matt, Abby, and Becky come in. Then me and Kathleen go see Megan's brother's band, Solid Gold play. On our way there, (I was thinking about racing the whole night, because I was supposed to go out and drag but didn't) we saw these two skate bording chicks and thought they were gonna race each other across the street, but one really sucked and went super slow. We thought she wasn't gonna make it across the street. Megan's brother's band pretty good. (From Fond Du Lac, WI) Then there was a band afterwards and it was pretty good too. After the bands, Megan and her friends were giong to some party on Langdon and asked if we wanted to come, so I said sure. So they split in two groups and we went with the big groups. They were gonna take the bus and I was like no way, I'm just gonna walk to noodles and tell Megan that we were gonna go back. She went there to pick up Keith. So we started walking back and the group decided not to bus to where ever, and also started walking down state. Well, we got to noodles and were chillin outside, then decided to check out the party. We got lost and walked around for an hour and forty five minutes. Then we finally got hold of someone, and found out where it was. On Doty st. So we walked there from state which is really fucking far, and it was really fucking cold. We got there, and remembered we forgot to go to an ATM machine for cash. So me and Kathleen decided to walk back and get money. Half way back we were like its really cold, and so we were not going back to the party, but to 304 for some free beer. We were by Casa Bianca's and Ian's pizza. We walked through the alley, and Kathleen said, shit I was supposed to hang out with Jeremy tonight, I hope he doesn't see me. So I forget why but we switched jackets. Then we walked back, and Kathleen is like Jed your jacket is really warm, and I'm like thanks Kathleen, your jacket is not very warm. Then we were on Johnson and lake, and saw a car with two girls in it run over a beer bottle. They were both like, oh no my tire. Then we looked to our left at the car turning and there were these two black dudes, in a pimped out mercedes benz. Man it was sweet. Kathleen was like, if I didn't look like a dude I'd get us a ride. I was like okay. Then we came back and said hi to Martina and she couldn't figure out who Kathleen was, becuase she was wearing my sweater, and put her hair up in her hat. Then we came back and drank the rest of the corona. Then i wanted doritos so we went to Tony's place. Josh and his friend were there. We had a shot of rum, and finished watching Return to Oz. (Man that is a FUCKED up movie!!) I met Ashley, Tony's friend who is also Megan's friend. Which was weird. Then we went to the vent and chilled for a while. then came back and slept.

Friday was kinda the same as usual. I don't remember much but the fact that Evan was here, and we smoked and drank up, and I was totally wasted. I'll think about it and write what I recall in later. Oh yeah, I came over to Kathleen's and we were just chilling. Her and Tina were drinking along with other people in her room. I didn't drink much cause all they had was liquor. So they were all good, and I'm like lets headover to my friends place. So we go out and have a smoke, and Linh calls me and tells me that Steve and Amy are here. Yeah, Steve is another SLS boy. So I go say wussup to him, then I'm like lets head over to Fahrenbrook, and so ten people follow me there and I'm like umm........this is not a keg party and felt kinda bad, but I took them all. So we were all chilling there and drinking and stuff. It was really hot so me, Abby, and Kathleen were just chilling outside. Then I went back up stairs for a while, and they were passing around shots, so I took one, and so did some other people. Then my friend Joe, gave shots to the girls, and he offered Becky one. I asked him what it was before she took it, and he told me it was Bacardi 151. I'm like umm.....I should tell Becky, but I didn't. So she took it and was like ahhhhhhhh.......burning sensation.....then I'm like here take a drink of my beer. SO she does and then we go out and get some air. I'm like where is everyone we came with. Kathleen is like they all left, so we were just down to 5 people. I was like thats COOL. Then I went back upstairs for a while to say Happy Birthday to Ya Youa. Then when i came back i was like where is Becky and Abby. Then Kathleen is like they left, so I'm like well lets go too. So we came back here to Ogg. Then i heard Evan was in town. So we went to find him in Tony's room, and I'm like Evan dude, wussup. Wanna get high? he's like yeah dude. then me him, kathleen and seb, go sit on a table in the corner outside of ogg, and toke it up. and then we start laughing so hard. Evan is the funniest man on earth!! it was a great night. So we decide to go have a cig on the vent. All of a sudden, I feel the liquor and ganja hit me real fast as I'm on the vent. I'm sitting on the red bench, and my head is spinning 500 miles per hour, so I laid down. (Not a good idea, now that i think about it.) And I start gagging. Then it all came out. It was actually really funny, just that I couldn't laugh. Evan was laughing his ass off though, but Kathleen was like oh man dude are you alright? and stuff. I'm like I'm fine. Then when I'm done, JJ is like I need some sleep and some other shit. So I'm like ok, I think its bed time. So Kathleen and Evan help me back here. I sign them in and get to my room. They get a garbage all ready and make sure everything is cool. Josh comes in with pizza and I'm like dude I'm gonna sleep. He keeps pestering me and asking me if I'm ok. I'm like dude be quiet I'm so fucked I need sleep. I'm glad I didn't eat any pizza cuz, everyone got stomach aches from it, since it was so spicy or bad or something. Well, anyways I'm about to fall asleep, then I feel it and grab the garbage, and puke a little. Josh jumps up and makes a big deal out of it, and I'm like JJ go to bed, I'm alright. So he does and I finally pass out.

Saturday morning is kinda a blur. Tony fucking calls Josh at some un-god-ly hour and bitches at him on the answering machine and I'm like shut the fuck up its too damn early. I wake up at like 10:00 a.m., and call Imin. We are supposed to cook this morning so we can go have a picnic. And they tell me to make rice and then go over, so i do. So Imin, and I check out the Ogg kitchen and start cooking. Man it smells good. Everyone who walked by, looked in to see what was up. Then we made a huge mess, cuz Imin spilled the oil all over the table. So we got all done and cleaned up and someone went to get sodas. Then a group of us, hiked to the terrace and had a picnic. Becky was leaving for Mexico, at around 2:30 p.m. for the week, so we had to watch the time. I was gonna be in a dance later on and they were all supposed to come. Well, anyways, me, Kathleen, Becky, Imin, and Seb are there. We eat and chill. Then Matt, Abby, and Evan come a bit later. We all chill for a while, and Becky's feet get almost sunburnt. So they head out with Matt, to get the car. Then everyone heads out and I just chill at the Lakeshore Cafe, because I have to practice the dance thing anyways at 3:00 p.m. So I get there, look at the stage and am like, how are we supposed to do this on the small stage. Then everyone starts coming in and we get the place ready. We practice and wait around. Then we watch all the shows and there is an intercession for food. Afterwards, when the second half began, Kathleen, and Matt and them, all came in. We were second after the intercession. So we do it, and Tuan goes really fast and me and Moua were like what is going on. So we do what we can, and finally get it done. Everyone thought it went well, and yeah the middle guy, (Tuan) did go too fast. So I was like okay whatever. Then Danny wants me to break with them in the end, and I'm like sure man. So they get ready and I walk up and perk, then scramble, then bust a windmill and I'm like man, I'm rusty, so I just watched the rest. Everyone was like "WOW", and applauded very loud. Matt was like dude I expected more, and I'm like I know, I'm rusty man. So after that we head to Noodles where Matt, Evan, Becky, and Kathleen already are. JJ gets something to eat and I just sit there chillin. It is a really hot, hot day. So me and Evan go out for a square. Then we go back, and chill in 304. We decided to toke up. Me, Evan, Abby and Kathleen. So we all get really baked, and then come back and chill. Evan puts on a show for everyone and is really retarded but funny. Then after a while, we are like lets have another. So we do and then we decide to head to Conklan. We get there and the atmosphere is really awkward. So we just sat there for like 20 min. then left. We got back and thought that was the weirdest shit ever. We sat at the vent forever. Evan made fun of everyone that walked by. It was hilarous. Then he did it to this girl, and she got really scared and looked at him wierd then ran off. He did it to another guy who did it back and Evan thought he was the funniest shit ever cause of what he did. He made a fart impression and waved at his ass. Meanwhile Josh sat in 304 the whole night. So we get back and Josh is like I'm really tired so we go to bed.

Big night, oh man. I had just taken a chem exam which wasn't that good. Then i went to work and was done for the day! I just sat around and relaxed. Oh yeah Kathleen and Abby are on their way to see Phantom Planet in O-high-O. they left at 10:00 a.m. and wore the same shirts that morning. Well anyways, I call John and I'm like dude wanna get baked, and he's like come on over. So i get backed with him and they play some basketball. I just sit and watch and get really fucken cold. Then drama starts happening between Sam and Dennis. So I'm like John dude, I'm heading out, I'll see you at Brianne's. So I leave. I come back and of course, I get the Mad Munchies. So I eat two packs of noodles, and a big bag of Doritos! Then it's bout 9:30 p.m. and I head over to La Ciel. I get there and hardly know anyone. So I drink a beer, and then call Megan and see whats going on. She tells me that they're chillin in their room, and that i should come over. So i left for there. I get there and meet all of Megan's friends. Then we wait a bit for someone and head over to La Ciel at a different party they knew of. We got there and it was on the same floor as Brianne's. So I'm like I'm gonna drop by there real quick then come back, so Megan comes with. We walk in and it is kinda dark and pretty packed. I see John and say wussup. I introduce Megan to whoever I saw that I knew. Then I grab a beer and we head over to the other party. We walk to the opposite side, and all the doors were closed so we were like which one is it? Then I hear loud music from one, and I say, I bet it's that one. And so we open the door and it was! I walk in and we dance a bit. Then I look over in the corner and guess who I see........ITS MATT AND BECKY!!!!!!! It was really funny though, because this was a gay party. We're just like what are you diong here? to each other. So we talk a bit and Matt's like, where'd you get the beer, and I tell him from Brianne's opposite the hall. So we drink a little more at the gay party, then go to Brianne's for some beer. We chill there a while, and watch them play cards. Becky sits on my lap cuz there ain't no where else to sit. Then Brianne and Misty come up to me making fun of me, cuz I keep leaving and coming back. They're like who's that, and I'm like she a friend thats all. Then Megan walks in and I'm like hey you feeling better, and she's like yeah. So we talk a bit then, she heads back to the other party for a bit. I'm like I need another beer, so I let Becky sit and went to sit on the kooler. Sam is sitting in the next chair and he starts talking to her. He's like, "Hey how come your not dancing?" Becky's like, "I don't want to." So he's like, "Are you too WHITE to dance?" And Becky blows a fuse. She's like, "What, I ain't too WHITE to dance, my last name is Manuel, Rebecca Manuel." And so she comes and sits by me. I see like half of it going on, and she tells me exactly what happens and is steamed. So I'm like lets head over to the other party. So we do, and Matt says he wants to check out another party and so we all walk out the stairs to the 4th floor, not realizing that you need keys to get to every floor. So we walk out, and Brianne and them are outside and let us in. We get to the 4th floor and meet the most of the cast of Rocky Horror. Then they want to go to a party on Pickney. So I'm like well its almost midnight which meant that it was almost 4-20. So we all stop on the 3rd floor. Then I see Megan and she wants to come with, and John comes and some guy named Si. So we all head out and it is very cold, so I gave my hat to Megan. We walk a long way, and no one has a piece. So John's like lets go to a party on Mifflin, my friends have a pipe there. Matt is like lets just go to Pickney first then we can head to Mifflin. We walk a ways more, and I'm like, Matt dude, were gonna go to Mifflin you can come later if you want. So me, Megan, John, and Si go to Mifflin. I see Pria who also works at Pop's there. Then me and John and Si smoke up and Megan just watches. Then Brianne calls and tell me that there are like 6 different guys who came looking for me in her apartment and two black guys came with some of the other guys. I still have no idea who'd be looking for me, but Matt and Becky. I'm guess the other guys were all gay. Well, we get back and Megan and I walk back and she goes to bed, so I come to 304 and knock. Its locked so I call their phone. Then as I'm about to hang up, Matt and Becky walk up the stairs. I'm like whoa, where were you guys. Then Matt gets all pissed cuz he says I didn't pick up my phone. I'm like I never heard it ring. So I check it and there are like 4 messages from Matt. So I listen to em, and each time he gets more pissed in them. So we go smoke a bowl in a shitty ass pipe. Matt is fucken wasted, and can't even talk straight and so everyone passes out.

4-20 is here!!!

Oh yeah! Today has been a hell of a Thursday. I am really excited, becuase I will be getting my tattoo tonite, hopefully. I know i aced my math quiz and i knew what was going on in my lit. class. Then I chilled in Ogg for a bit, but had to go to the APAC Fashion Show. I didn't even know what i was doing, because I couldn't make the practice, since I was gonna die tuesday. I stayed in all day wednesday. But today has been good. It's about five or so, and Abbey, Becky, Kathleen, and I go to Blue Lotus to get y tatoo. We get there and they are booked, until 8:30, so I said I'll come back and get it done after my dance thing. So i go to the dance thing and finally figure out what i'm doing ten minutes before the show starts. I do it and they say it looked real good. I leave about eightish and go to Ogg and see if anyone wanted to go. Kathleen is the only one who still wanted to go so, we eat then go there. The guy who is tattooing me is named Bill. We talk a bit and sign some papers then its time. He traces it on my right shoulder and asks if i want it there. I'm like a little higher so he erases it and puts it where i want it. Then he starts outlining it, and that was kinda painful. After a while it all kinda went numb and felt the same. The top half really hurt though but it was ok. Kathleen just kept talking and mumbling to me the whole time. Her hands were sweatier then mine were, which i thought was pretty funny. She was bright red, then turned white like a ghost. I thought she was really gonna pass out. But hey she didn't, nor did I. THANKS A LOT KATHLEEN, NOW YOU'LL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED!! Well I came back and showed everyone it, but it was still bleeding. So they didn't really want to see it. I finally got it cleaned up four hours later, and then went to bed.

Well this weekend we went camping at Governor Dogde State Park. Man was it cold and wet. It was fun at times though. We left Ogg, and it was sprinkling and stuff, and we were all joking around about what would happen and stuff, about how Kathleen hated anything living. Well, we were getting bored, when the bus finally came. Then everyone got on. I sat next to Hilda. We talked the whole way, and when we got there it was also raining, and there was a little snow on the ground. We were like oh man, its gonna be cold. So we got to the site, and it starts sprinkling so everyone rushes to set up their tents as fast as possible. When we were all done, we played catch and frisbee on the pavement, and oh yeah there was this weird car parked out there. While we were throwing the football, Becky chucks it at the car and we all ran. Ha, that was fun-neeeee. We were all pretty hungry by then and so started cooking. There were so many hot dogs there, fun dogs, and SUPER fun dogs. Man, a lot were consumed this weekend. Well anyways, we finish eating and walk around. Me and Hilda find out that there are a lot of bones, on the hill we were by, and that there was a farm house on top. Man, I'm tired of writing, its time for a nap.

Man, it has been such a good day. I was very productive and did a paper. It took me all day but i finished it. So I go over to have Matt proof it and Abbey's friends are over. So we drink a little, and they all want to get high. So I said find some and I'll get it. So they call around and no one is home or has any. So I call John, and he says that Dennis has some but won't be home till midnight. So we chill in Abbey's room and drink some GD honey, porter, and wild rasberry beer. Man, that porter stuff was gross, it tasted like coffee, but they said it tastes like beef. So Abbey's buzzing and stuff and we just chill waiting for midnight. It's finally about time and we go to the vent. Then I'm like hey we should all go so you all can meet John. Abbey and everyone is like noooooooooooo. You go and bring it back. I'm like no way, everyone has to come. So i finally got everyone to come. We get there and Dennis isn't back yet. So we sit around and wait for him to be home. He finally comes, then i look at my hand and i realize i forgot to get money, and Kathleen said she would remind me. But noooooooooo, she didn't. So I'm like leen lets go get some cash. So we go to the credit union, and there's a wall. Kathleen is like lets jump it. So i run and hop over it. She is stuck and can't get up, so i try pulling her and it doesn't work. So I'm like lets walk around, and she's like just boost me over Jethrow. So i did and we got over. Then we get the money and get the stuff. It looked real good, it had crystals and shit on it and were big ass nugs. So we come back and Katie and Blain (sorry if its spelt wrong) said they didn't want to smoke any more but they'll come chill for a bit. So we go out and smoke a bowl, and Kathleen and Abbey get the giggles. Then Katie and Blaine leave. We smoke another bowl, and Abbey is totally fucked out of her mind. We get back and chill in Kathleen's room. Tony is passed out on the bed. So it's Abbey, then me, then Becky, then Tony, and Kathleen is in becky's chair and Matt is at Kathleen'd chair. Then I look over at Abbey and start laughing. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha...........and so on. Then she starts laughing uncontrollably. So I laugh even harder to make her laugh and she all of a sudden is quiet. She just has this GIANT GRIN on her face and can't get rid of it. Then she starts to cry. Then Becky's like, "Abbey!!!!! BREATH!!!!" Then i look over and realize she isn't breathing, so i'm like abbey stop laughing and she does it even harder. So we sit her up and she breathes. Then she lays back down and just when she thought it was all over. NOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPEEEE. I make her laugh AGAIN!!!!! She is laughing so so hard, and everyone else starts to laugh cause she is laughing so so hard. Then Kathleen is like ((in her mind)oh my god, abbey are you gonna die?) but she really said abbey move your arm. She had her arm over her face and was immobile for like half an hour. So she moves it and I'm like Abbey you're not breathing, so she breathes then laughs again, and then finally calms down. So I start twriling the corona bottle opener, and it flys off and taps my head, and she bursts out laughing uncontrollably AGAIN!!! So everyone is like Abbey, what is wrong. Of course nothing is. I look and her and keep laughing just when she is about to stop, so she laughed forever. Then she finally says(mumbling) Jed hit his head with that thing. And i make her laugh again. By now she's wet the pillow with her tears and has that silent laugh. So Matt's like Jed, move. I'm like ok dude. And Abbey's like, Yeahhhhh, get him away from me. So I sit by the computer and was gonna write all this, but i check my email and we look at LIQUID GENERATION for a looonnnnnggggg time, and it ws funny as shit, cause it was so STUPID.......we all agreed that we were dumber for watching it. So Tony heads out and I head out, and by now, Abbey isn't laughing any more, but passed out. And thats the end of a good night to a great productive day!!

I'm gettin tired of writing if you couldn't already tell, so I'll do it when i havae free time, or really feel like diong this agian.