Lithium



i was told
this stuff was supposed to help me
.
i was told
it would silence the voices in my head
.
i was told
i will have no more worries
.
it didn't work
.
.
my hands are shaking
they won't stop
the voices are SCREAMING at me now!!
demons
running
tearing my mind to shreads
somebody...
something...
please stop them
.
.
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP!!!
.
.
please
.
why won't my hands stop shaking?
SHUT UP
.
i want to put my head through the wall
maybe they will stop then
i guess that's better than
wanting to put YOUR head through the wall
isn't it?
or...
is it?
maybe.
.
where are you going?
you said you wanted me to stop shutting you out
I AM SHARING!
SIT DOWN!
let me
put
my hands
around
your
.
.
.
why are you crying?
are you afraid i will hurt you?
ANSWER ME!
STOP CRYING!!
hold me
.
THEY WON'T STOP SCREAMING AT ME!
i don't want to hurt you
they want control
they want my mind
my free will is bound
my conscience is in the corner crying
helpless
dying
i have no fight left
i am beaten
shattered
they buried me alreay
though i am not yet dead
GOD how i wish i were
i give up
i give in
they win
.
i was told
this stuff was supposed to help me
.
i was told
it would silence the voices in my head
.
i was told
i will have no more worries
.
it didn't work