*My Empty Heart*
*As I look up at the staring sky & say a prayer or two.
Hoping someone's listening & feels the same as I do.
The sadness inside cannot compare.
To just anyone who says they care.
My heavy heart can bear no more.
My tears are left along the floor.
I wonder if you feel the same.
To you, this is all a game.


*The nights I spent- wide-awake.
Were times when my heart would only ache.
I just wanted to be close to you.
I hoped you felt the same way too.
I wanted, so much, to have your love.
I would have bowed down to the heaven above.
But no matter how my heart was true.
You always left me sad & blue.


*Last night I wished upon a shining star.
That somehow you'd send your love from afar.
I dreamed I watched you softly sleep.
You saw me, but never heard me weep.
Whatever happens, I'll love you so,
But I think it's time I let you go... Because Of You

I’ve been in darkness for so long just waiting for the light, And now that you have come my way, my days don’t seem like nights. I’m glad I’m finally overcome my fear of the other side, Thank you for showing me the way, by taking me on this ride. I’ve never really felt this way about a guy before, You’ve truly touched me deep inside, you’ve opened, unlocked, the door. I know it’s nothing serious, but surly it’s a start, You’ve treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart. And even if this does not work, I’m glad I’ve had this chance, To see how great you truly are, even just for a glance. We never know what’ll come of this; it really just depends, I’m glad we’re taking the first step, we’re becoming better friends. With you I never have to guess just how you really feel, You talk to me about the facts and tell me what’s the deal. With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong, I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song. The fact that you are older, really did freak me out, But you treat me like I’m your age, now I’m rid of all my doubts. I’m trying to live in the moment, by forgetting about the past, And so far it’s been working, and it’s really been a blast. So hopefully from this day forth, I’ll know just what to do, If ever I come across a guy, another guy likes you. by: Shorty I Miss You I miss your smile I miss your laugh I miss everything about you. I see you everyday and all I can do is smile and wave. When I really want you back I care so much for you. I don't understand what did I do? I thought we would be together for so long You were so sweet and charming with you words you said. But something happened I don't know what went wrong I cried so hard just lying in my bed. I say I am over you but I really know I can't forget you and I never will. I want you back and I love you so. You don't even care and don't even know. I saw you the other day Talking to some girl I don't know I stopped and stared I just couldn't look away. It hurt so bad why did it have to turn out this way? I guess we'll never be together again like I had wished. I'll never forget you and the times we had. The places we went and when we kissed. I don't hate you and I am not pissed. I just miss you so but I guess you'll never know. We WiLl Be ToGeThEr AgAiN Not holding you in my arms is tearing me apart. Being away is something I never imagined from the start. I never thought we'd fall in love, so mad. I never realized life without you would be so bad. The gentle reassurance in your hand led me away to a make-believe land. Now my heart can't resist, but to yearn for your warmly embraced kiss. And being with you is something I miss. The things I'd give to have you in my arms - To just hold you close and protect you from harm. They said it will never work because of our age; To them my love for you was just a phase. When they came in our world and tore it apart, It soon became a broken-promise land of the heart. They don't know what we've been through, How much you love me and I love you. This can't be over; we're still not through. There's so much we haven't shared - so much we promised to do. I don't know how to hide my love enough so it doesn't show. I can't hold back and refuse to let go. If they only knew how you made me feel, With all the problems you helped me deal. How you taught me I was much more than I had ever thought - All of the Joy, Happiness, and Love to me you brought. You showed me I was beautiful outside and in, And showed me true love time and time again. One day I will return to you all you have given me, In some shape or form; soon you'll see. Send a message to my heart; promise me we will never part. One day we will be able to be together every day, And we won't have to worry what they say. So when the time comes, promise me you'll take my hand and be with me forever as long as we can. w/LuV tO mY oNe AnD oNlY BuRnGoLd *_* How Much I Care The more I fall in love with you The more I wish you'd love me too You whisper little sweet things in my ear Little sweet things that I long to hear We were together one day It felt just like May I will love you forever more And I will never walk out the door I would make love to you Anytime you asked me to. But I am scared of what the results could be If at anytime you walked out on me Every breath I have taken Has made me realize just how much I love you And everyday that passes by I pray you love me too. I love you more than anything in this world More than words could express So don't let me get depressed Tell me you really love me too Cause I know I love you. *_*W/Luvs, Shorty. Forgive Me Life is a challenge. I can't see what's next. I scared to think I lost the best. We were so close. You inspired me. I never would hurt you. How could this be? You were my best friend. The one I turned to when I was scared and didn't know what to do. You helped me though the hard times. Gave me a shoulder to cry on. don't give up on me. Please be strong. I've known you so long. I would not lie. When I see your pain I sit down and cry. We made our mistakes. It hurt so much. I'm so sorry. I miss you a bunch. Please forgive me. Don't stay mad long. I couldn't handle our friendship to be gone. OuR kIsS Looking into your eyes I can see there is a future deep inside I don't have to tell you Causes I know you do know it all along too. Your eyes look hungrily into mine. I can see that those eyes sure look kind. You are exactly how I thought you would be. You leaded closer and you kiss me. You give me some heat And I can smell the sweetness of your breath. Each time you kiss me I close my eyes tight so I could feel the love instead of see. When your mouth was over mine It feels like, you're taking me for a wonderful ride. I went deeply into your arms I feel there is no harms I feel deeply asleep As your hand is slowly close up to keep This wonderful kiss would last forever within me As a treasure that I will never set it free. Only one and forever I could feel and see. *_* w/love, Shorty