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From: Scott.Kellam@defence.gov.au Date: Subject: SEC: UNCLASSIFIED:- .... I will find you, I
promise I will not give up.. I love you, so much
more than I show, I know, that is going to change, that is the one thing I
can do for us right at this point.. I really am looking forward to you
coming to a few days in each others arms will help us, especially you my
beautiful girl, get our heads around what needs to be done..I
want to give you ME back, because I swear that was the happiest stage of my
entire life..I can’t
believe I let it slip, as much as I couldn’t believe how lucky I was to have
you, and realize how good you made me feel There
is a song playing on the radio, have heard it a few times this week, not sure who sings it, might
be Creed or someone like that, might be called 'here without you baby'.. Reminds me of you everytime, I love you xxxxx You're boy, forever...
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sent to: "Scott.Kellam@defence.gov.au" <Scott.Kellam@defence.gov.au>, I have to say.... Your voice sounds so pained, the more
I hear it, the more distant I feel. Yes I am having a rough time, but not because of you... you
can only make it better,... you do make it better....... by existing. I cannot bare this tug of war.... I love you with all I
am, you are the most important thing in my life and
there is nothing that will please me without you. You make my life. We have rough times.. but they are
rarer and are never as bad as the times that are good are irreplaceable, I
remember who you are and why I go through hard times without giving up.
Pull me closer, please, I need you to be the strong one right now, Show me all you are so I don't waver, am unable to waver......... Thats all I need to say, I usually understand so much, but I
am lost. Please find me. |
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