October
October
Well,
so far it's been a hectic month and it's only the 9th! It seems like
every one I know has a birthday this month! I finally met my email
pal last friday, luckily he didn't turn out to be Jack the Ripper or anything.
He actually is a pretty cool guy and I'm sure if I had the time, we would
have talked all day long! We hung out at the mall, but I was REALLY
good! I resisted the urge to drop into the Godiva Shop and blow my
diet AND I didn't torture him by dragging him into every girly shop there
was!
What's
a diary entry without mentioning the EX! Yeah, he's "in love" AGAIN!
Will he never learn that what we shared can't ever be replaced? I've
lost track with how many people he has gone through since I left him.
I just hope he's still taking his prozac because without it, he will not
even get a 1st date!
TOP 10 THINGS
TO DO FOR YOUR GUY
(that I of course did)
10. Eat meat when your a vegatarian
9. Pretend to actually like his
family
8. Give him all your money
7. Let everything of value be in
his name
6. Move 1000 miles away from everyone
you know and love (to be w/him)
5. Get rid of your friends that
HE doesn't like
4. Let him say your stupid or ugly
3. Let him hit you
2. Pretend NOT to notice that he's
cheating on you
And the number 1 thing NOT to do
for your guy is.........
Change
your blonde hair to brown, since that is the color that he likes on a girl
(obviously, since all the Ho's he cheated on me with had brown hair!)
My relationship
status, well, it's the usual. Heaven, but a little shaky since I
can't seem to let go of certain things emotionally. (Hmmmm, wonder what
it can be!) No, it's not like we're gonna break up or anything, it's just
that my past constantly haunts me and I'm afraid that somehow I'm gonna
screw this thing up with him. He's the best thing that ever happened
in my life and I know we are together for a reason, but, sometimes
I want to just get away from everything. I could go stay up in CT.
for a while or better yet, I can go over to Florida. Staying with
my mom always reminds me of when I was a little kid. She used to
be able to make everything better. Maybe I just need to be babied
for a lil bit.
School
is school, I always get so nervous when exam day arrives. I
just want to make sure that I get into Med School. So far my grades
have been beyond awesome, but you know, there's always that fear that I'll
get something other than an A.
Well, there's more in store this month, so I will keep on writing alot more often than I have!
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