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Spike twitched as he felt a light touch on his cock. Briefly, he wondered who did it, but the broken whisper told him everything.

"Use. Toss. Use. Toss."

He opened his eyes slowly and found himself staring into Dana's eyes. Her eyes...there was something wrong in their depths. It was almost like he was staring into the eye of a storm, calm but surrounded by chaos. Before he could further contemplate it, the feathery caress on his cock tightened to a painful grip -- or as painful as it could get in his current numb state.

"Use." Spike glanced away from Dana's face and bit back a curse when he realized that she was naked before him, looking down, he found his jeans pulled to his knees.

"Wait a minute..." Broken words meant nothing.

"Toss." She settled over him, one hand rested on his strained shoulder and the other guiding his limp cock to her entrance.

"Stop." Once again, his words seemed to dissipated into the air as she paid no heed.

Suddenly, as if his penis was on fire, Dana leaped back with a look of pure horror on her face.

"Bad vampire. Bad. No soul. Bad."

Confusion was quickly replaced with comprehension. Sex equaled bad vampire. Angelus.

Dana lived Buffy's life as well. Spike wondered if she would carry Faith's burden too, but another sudden movement cut off his thoughts.

She had grabbed his left arm and pulled it so his hand -- or was it stump? -- was facing upward. Then Dana moved back again. This time, she adjusted her position as if she was going to sit...

Oh god. Spike jumped as what she was about to do dawned upon him.

He didn't have a chance to protest as she directed his arm to her entrance and thrust her hips down, taking him into her body until her folds touched his elbow.

With a sinking feeling, Spike found that she was dry. The only lubrication was the caking blood remaining on his arm. His nose picked up the distinct scent of slayer blood immediately.

Spike wanted to beg her to stop, scream that it was wrong and...and... She was repeating the same words again.

"Use. Toss."

After all, she did live Buffy's life.

So Spike did the only this he could, he closed his eyes and let numbness wash over him.

~ END ~