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This page is in memory of My Tigger & Pooh

Well here you are my little man, you and your brother, my boys. If I had known how much joy you and your brother were going to bring me, I would have looked for you sooner, but in the end my heart is breaking antway, you left me baby. Why, I loved you so much, did you think I didn't? My heart aches so badly. Not long after you left my life I found out that Pooh was headed to join you sweetie, but that would be to much pain for someone to have to endure, so I am learning to deal with the lose of you and trying to give him the chance that I didn't have the time or understanding to give you. Why didn't you let me know sooner that you were so sick sweetie? Maybe I could have helped.

Maybe I could have given you the chance that I am able to be giving your brother. Only 2 and a half years, that just wasn't enough time, don't get me wrong that time was better than nothing, but it just wasn't enough. You and your silly antics and favorite hiding spots, like the stuffed animals, or the top of the dryer while "Daddy" did laundry, you were "Daddy's" big helper on laundry day, or how about the recliner in the spare bedroom, the corner of the bed, or even the great big pillow that "Mommy" gave to you. I found a meaning to your name.
Tall and
   Inteligant
           Gorgeous and
                       Gracfully gentle, and
       Enormously
                 Radiant and rare.
That was you to the utmost of each word. Oh how I wish there was more I could have done for you in your last days, but I failed you.

I failed you son, and if I could go back and do it again I would, in an instant. I am so sorry........
Pooh missed you as much as I did, and I started crying every time he would do something that you did, never the same as you but just like you.
Pooh was doing well with his treatments, and I sometimes think that it is because you were watching over him the way you did while you were alive, and I hope that you are.
I sometimes think that I see you running by, or hear your sweet little chirp of a purrrrr, but I know in the end that it isn't you, it is only wishful thinking on my part. I keep your pictures up for all to see what a joy you were to me, and your brother.

Oh Tigger
You may have thought that "Mommy" had abandened you, but I didn't baby, I just didn't have the money to come and visit you down there all the money I had was going twords trying to help you get better so you could come home to me and Pooh, please know that I love you and miss you so much, the house isn't the same without you. I put some of your favorite things with you to remind you of me and to use in your new life.
Be good and be yourself and know that you are always in my hearts, and on my mind, and so is Pooh.

I Miss You & Love You both,
Mommy