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Home One Of Our Own 1 written by Northern Star Rating: PG-15 Description: {SPOILERS} Deals with Mickey Webb's rape by Delaney. |
Warnings: First of all *spoilers* ahead for Aussie
fans. Secondly, even though the subject
is canon, it’s a nasty topic, so read with caution. Thirdly, I don’t compensate (much) for the various accents on
‘The Bill’ so you’ll read Mickey talking about his ‘muvver’ rather than his
‘mother.’ This isn’t just a case of
typos or bad spelling, it’s just the way it is. Notes: This started out as just idle ‘missing
scenes’ in my head and just started growing.
When I saw The Bill making its long overdue appearance here, I thought
I’d write the whole thing. Portions
that you recognise are from the episode first shown on 24/9/03, the rest is
original material, hopefully they mesh fairly well. There will be more. The
next two episodes have much greater room to expand on, but just a hint, if I
don’t know you’re reading…you know? One of Our Own I: Playing Against the Book By NorthernStar Shaking, shaking,
shaking…the pain never dulling, never going away. He couldn’t stop trembling.
The table dug into his hips and stomach, bruised so badly now that even
the slightest movement was torture. But
that was nothing compared to the pain in his… From where
Delaney had… There was silence
now, in the warehouse, just faint drip of water through the roof and the small scrapping
sounds as he twisted and tugged his arms, working the bindings around his
wrists loose. The silence was ugly,
closing in, but at least Delaney was gone.
When the bastard
had finished, he’d just left, leaving Mickey tied and half naked and sobbing. He didn’t say a word. Mickey had
thought Delaney would kill him. When…that…was
happening, during it, Mickey wished he had. He tugged hard
with his right hand, wincing at the ache in his shoulder from the unnatural
position. The noise echoed in the
darkness. He had made so much noise
while it was happening, yelling and twisting; trying to get away, the sounds
had filled the empty warehouse, booming loudly off the walls. I’ll make you
wish you’d never set eyes on me. Delaney had said after
Mickey arrested him. He’d heard lot
worse over the years. Didn’t know what
kind of a nutter he was dealing with then. Is that a threat? He snorted unimpressed. That’s a
promise. His reply was predictable. He looked Mickey right in the face. I can’t wait. Then he’d been
led away to be charged. But it had been
a heavy day at the nick, and he’d escaped, claiming to be another prisoner in
the chaos of the station. He took
another’s identity and possessions and just walked out of the station. And then he’d gone
after Rachel Heath; done a real number on her. Jack had not been
pleased… *** As soon as
Mickey got into the station that morning, Meadows wanted to see him. The DCI let him into his office and followed
him in. Mickey was not
looking forward to this conversation. “How’s Rachel,
guv?” He asked. Jack’s
response was cold. “Delaney put her in
hospital. How do you think she
is?” He demanded. “So, can you explain to me how a prisoner in
your custody managed to escape from this nick in broad daylight?” He wasn’t
about to take that. “Hang on a second;
it was sergeant Murphy who accidentally released Delaney from custody, not me,
guv.” “Sergeant
Murphy’s been investigated.” Jack told
him. “Delaney wouldn’t have got
anywhere near Rachel if you hadn’t set this sting up in the first place.” “Rachel
volunteered.” He pointed out. “She wanted to set him up.” “Well you’re
the copper. You should have known
better. You used her as bait, left her
exposed. That makes you responsible.” “And you think
I’d’ve got ‘er involved if I’d known what a nutter this Delaney was, yeah?” “Suppose you
think it was just an occupational hazard for somebody like Rachel?” Did Jack
really think that little of him? “No, I
treated it just like I’d treat any other case.” “Oh I find that
hard to believe.” That
hurt. “Oh what you fink I did it
deliberately, is that it, yeah?” “You made it
pretty clear what you think of our relationship.” Mickey didn’t
even bother answering that. If the guv
couldn’t see that disliking his boss sleeping with a prostitute and letting his
personal feelings get in the way enough to allow an assault to happen to her
were two completely different things, then he wasn’t going to waste air telling
him. Jack opinion
of him was practically non-existent right now; he’d made that completely clear
over the last few weeks. Mickey could
live with that. He could
live with that. “Delaney stole
two credit cards from a Frankie Taylor in custody.” He said, bringing the conversation back to business. “Chances are he’s used them by now.” Jack wasn’t
about to let go of his anger just yet.
“Don’t rely on chances, Mickey.
You wanna get out there and find him.”
He looked hard at his officer.
“See if you can repair some of the damage you’ve caused.” Mickey knew he
wasn’t just talking about Rachel. *** After two
hours, Mickey had something else to go on.
Delaney’s mother lived in Sun Hill and with DS McAllister drove out to
see her. Debbie was in funny mood,
digging for information about the woman Jack Meadows was seeing. Even as he deflected her fishing, it struck
him as odd that, even though the whole nick knew he and Meadows were having
problems seeing eye to eye, he was still top of the list when it came to
information on the DCI. Mrs Delaney
was sweet old dear, totally oblivious to her son’s time in jail and criminal
record. She proudly told them how he
worked in sales, up in Edinbrough and that he’d taken her to New York one
weekend. This is my
Martin, she said, showing them a photo, absolutely convinced they’d mistaken
her son for someone else. They went
through the motions, telling her to get in contact with them if he showed up,
knowing she wouldn’t. Then they left. Outside,
Mickey walked off his frustration. “She
didn’t have a clue, did she? Delaney
fed her a pack of lies.” He thought of
his own mum, killed in a hit and run not long ago. “What sorta geezer does that to his own muvver?” Debbie hurried
to keep up. “What is it with this
guy? He’s got under everyone’s skin.” He knew she
meant Meadows, but even as he prepared himself to fend off more of her
questions, he saw his car in the car park.
There was something on the bonnet, brown and cracking. “What’s that?” The van parked
along side his car started up. The
window was open and Mickey instantly recognised the man behind the wheel. “That’s Delaney!” He broke into a run.
“Oi!” He pounded
after the car, barely registering Debbie’s voice behind him. “All units
from DS McAllister…” He managed to
thump the side of the van as it raced away.
“Attention
requested to a red van.” He turned back
to Debbie. “Did you get it?” “Registration
number: Lima 4 0 7 Golf, Uniform, Charlie.”
She spoke into the radio, answering his question. Mickey walked
back to his car and gapped at the acid hissing on the bonnet and the smashed
windows. “What is this?” Debbie was
still on her radio. “The driver is
suspect Martin Delaney.” “What is going
on here?” Debbie
examined the damage. “Looks like the
feelings mutual for this guy.” Mickey kicked
the car. *** An area car
gave them a lift back to the nick.
Debbie was yapping about something the whole time, but his attention was
elsewhere. Delaney had wrecked his car
and he had taken time to wait for Mickey’s reaction. Waited to see Mickey’s face and make sure he knew just who was
responsible. Or was that
just paranoia? At the nick,
PC Best brought Juliet an assault case.
Neither Mickey nor Debbie took much notice of their conversation until
the name of the victim, Jane McGowan, was mentioned. Mickey came
over. “Jane McGowan?” “We
interviewed her yesterday.” Debbie
clarified. “Who is
she?” Gary asked. “Wife of Eddie
McGowan.” Juliet told him. “He was in prison with Martin Delaney.” “Eddie
McGowan’s gone missing.” Debbie added. “They haven’t
got CCTV but a witness description says he was six one, blonde hair, average
build.” “Hang on a
second.” Mickey went to his desk and
grabbed a photo. He held it out. “Matches Delaney.” “Right
then.” Debbie decided. “I’d better get the DCI.” *** The whiteboard
now had another photo and Jack waited until Debbie finished scrawling the new
information onto it before he addressed the small team of officer’s gathered
around the board. While not pleased
that Delaney had stabbed another woman, it did mean with two victims on his
file, the search would now be stepped up. And Rachel
would get justice. Jack looked
around at his officers. “So why is
Delaney after McGowan’s wife?” Debbie started
in on the easy stuff. “He was inside
with Eddie McGowan.” “Delaney told
me McGowan stood by and did absolutely nothing while he was assaulted.” Mickey added. He had spoken a lot with Delaney while they’d had him in custody
and probably knew him best. “Delaney
reckons he owes him.” Juliet looked
at him. “Well, maybe Delaney decided to
call in the debt from the wife.” That was the
most likely assumption, especially as Eddie was no where to be found. “And Eddie McGowan is still missing?” Jack asked. Debbie
nodded. “Yeah, Jane filed a missing
person’s report a couple of months ago and she said it was very unlike him to
just go off like that.” “Yeah, but
Delaney has had some contact with McGowan.”
Mickey pointed out. “I mean, he
had his wallet.” And for a while, he
had used his identity. With Rachel and
the other prostitutes he stole from. Jack
frowned. “D’you think Delaney’s killed
him?” “It’s looking
that way.” Debbie said. He didn’t like
the sound of that. If Delaney had moved
on to killing, it was possible that Rachel was still in danger. “Well, Delaney said that Rachel Heath had
crossed him so she owed him a dept.” Juliet
frowned. “What? So this is about revenge?” If it was then
Delaney might have other targets.
“Let’s have a look at his prison records.” Jack decided. “See if he
made any more enemies when he was inside.” “He hasn’t
used the credit cards he stole yesterday.”
Debbie told him. “So maybe that’s our best lead.” Jack thought
of another possibility. “Do you still
think he’s gonna go back to his mothers?” “Not now he’s
seen us there.” Mickey said. Jack frowned,
reminded of the damage to Mickey’s car.
“Is it getting personal?” “Against
me?” Mickey shook his head. “Nah, he seems to play games against every
character he comes across.” “Well, he’s a
dangerous man.” Jack warned. “So no heroics, eh? We play everything by the book.” *** Which he hadn’t,
had he? Going after Delaney without
back-up and now…. Now he was going
to be paying the price for the rest of his life. *** Mickey grabbed
lunch in the canteen and got updated about what was happening with Eva. He didn’t spare much of a thought for
Delaney until he got back to his desk.
He went to get out his notes to go over a few points, but the book was
gone. It wasn’t on his desk, on the
floor, nor on Debbie’s desk or in his pocket. Bugger. He gave up looking
when Debbie got off lunch and told him Jane McGowan had been certified fit to
talk to the police. They went to the
hospital and into the small dark room where Jane McGowan lay. She looked pale and tired and when she
spoke, it was clear she was still in a fair amount of pain. But despite this, she did her best to answer
their questions. It didn’t take
long for Jane to describe her attacker.
It fitted Delaney to a T. “Well done,
Jane.” Mickey murmured. Now they were
certain it was Delaney who stabbed her, they told her his name and asked if she
knew of any connection between Eddie and Martin. After a moments thought, the only thing she could remember was
that her husband had mentioned him.
They’d shared a cell in prison. As they were
leaving, they met Meadows, who was following up on a Delaney sighting from
Rachel Heath. She was still in the
hospital following her attack and thought she’d seen him on the ward. Debbie immediately offered to see her
instead, but Jack had insisted. Mickey just
nodded, trying not to care that Jack was still in complete denial over his
relationship with Rachel. So his DCI
was sleeping with a tom? If they both
kept their mouths shut, no one would know.
And hopefully Jack would come to his senses. He ignored
Debbie’s questioning looks and went to the loo. He realised later she must have followed the DCI and seen him
with Rachel. *** Debbie came up
behind him as he read through a case file.
“What do you know about Rachel Heath?”
She asked, in that oh-so-casual tone of hers. Mickey had
heard it all before and wasn’t biting.
“No more than you do.” “Well she was
your snout originally, wasn’t she?” “Yeah.” “What sort of
escort is she?” He moved a
little away. “What do you mean?” He could do casual too. Only better. “High
class? Pick ‘em off the street? What?” “Dunno. High class, I fink.” Debbie looked
over his shoulder. Woman always made a
big deal over personal space but they weren’t shy about invading it when they
thought they could get what they wanted.
“So what’s the DCI’s special interest in her case?” “He hasn’t got
one.” “Come on, he’s
not that usually hand-ons, is he?” Mickey moved
around to face her. This was more than
a fishing trip. He sighed. “You know, don’t you?” A big ‘bingo’ light went on across her
face. “Come on, Mickey, dish the dirt.” “Leave it out,
sarge.” But he knew the request was
pointless. “I ain’t saying nothing.” “I saw them,
kissing.” She didn’t seem to need much
of a response to gloat. “I knew he was
seeing someone, but a tom?” She
snorted, enjoying her secret. “How
long’s that been going on for?” Mickey was
close to loosing his patience. “I told
you, I’m keeping schtum.” Debbie
couldn’t contain her joy. “Poor old
Jack…” Mickey looked
up from his file. “You ain’t gonna say
anything to him, are you?” He
asked. If Jack found out she knew, he’d
assume Mickey was the source of that information. “I’m in enough trouble as it is.” She put her
face up close to his. “Maybe.” She said, “maybe not.” Mickey sighed
and decided the day really couldn’t get any worse. *** Oh but it had,
hadn’t it? His wrists were
nearly free now, slicked by his sweat and beads of blood seeping through his
abraded skin. It was getting
darker. How long had he been here? And colder. *** It got worse. The courier delivered a small brown packet
to Mickey who tossed it on his desk and had a cup of coffee before he returned
to open it. He pulled out the contents
and saw his notebook. And a piece of
paper with a short message written in red felt tip pen - YOU SHOULD BE
MORE CAREFUL DC WEBB REGARDS MARTIN DELANEY XX He felt a
chill run through him. More paranoia? “Everything
all right?” Jack’s voice
sounded at his ear and he held out his notebook. “That just came by courier.
It’s my notebook – from Delaney.” Jack took the
book and letter. “Well how did he get
it?” “I’ve no
idea. Maybe he got it when he smashed
the motor up.” Jack read the
words. Mickey found the kisses
disturbing. “What’s he playing at?” “Hang on; I’m
sure I’ve used that.” Mickey frowned. “After he smashed the car up.”
He shrugged. “Well, I might have
dropped it or something.” Jack looked at
him. “Or maybe he’s following you.” Mickey felt
cold, walked around the DCI. “He’s
trying to mess with my head, ain't he?” “Still don’t
think it’s personal?” Mickey looked
at his governor and was surprised to see the concern there. “He’s a nutter and the sooner he’s in the
nick the happier I’ll be.” He tossed
his notebook down. “I’m gonna get on to
those credit card companies.” “Good idea.” *** It was nearly
five in the afternoon before he got the call he was waiting for. Mickey thanked the guy he was talking to and
shoved his mobile back into his pocket.
The DCI was by his desk when he went to grab his jean jacket. “Did you get a
result?” Jack asked. “Delaney used
a stolen credit card at Larkmead Station.”
Mickey told him, shrugging into his jacket. “He bought a ticket.” “Right. Get down there. Talk to the sales clerk.
Find out what train he’s on and call it back in.” Mickey nodded,
“this could be it, guv.” He hurried
down the stairs and out of the nick, feeling the hum of adrenaline through his
veins. Catching Delaney probably
wouldn’t heal the rift between him and Jack, but it might go some way to
patching it over. He could work on the
rest later. He respected
Meadows far too much not too. The home going
traffic wasn’t as bad as he expected and he got to the station within an
hour. Finding a parking space proved
more difficult, but when one became available, it was right outside. The woman
behind the desk was bottle blonde and a little ‘well covered’ as his mum liked
to say. She smiled sweetly at him;
fancying her chances and told him her name was Paula. She left him stone cold, but he kept up the conversation as she
sorted through credit slips. “’Ere it
is.” She held out the small PDQ carbon
copy. “That’d be a single to Watford
Junction.” “When’s the
next train?” “Seven forty
three.” She snorted. “Don’t expect it to be on time, though.” “Cheers.” He hurried out
the station, dialling his mobile as he walked.
He was almost at his car when he heard Jack answer. “Guv, its
Mickey.” He said. “Delaney brought a ticket for the 7:43 to
Watford Junction.” “Well done,
Mickey.” There was a hiss on the
line. “M…key? You’re br….ng up.” Mickey covered
his free ear, trying to blot out the sounds of the traffic. “Ay?” “You’ve
got….an hour so stay put…..plainclothes…come and give you a hand.” “Listen, guv,
the signal’s dodgy. I can’t hear you
properly.” “Mr Webb!” Mickey looked
up at the yell. Across the street stood
Delaney, smile on his face, brazen as anything. Mickey broke into a run the same moment as Delaney, who
disappeared around the corner and into the Larkmead industrial estate. “Hey!” Mickey yelled, as he pounded after him, into
the alleys between the huge buildings.
The warehouses by the station were mostly empty, abandoned years
ago. The only thing they housed these
days were druggies and prostitutes. The
alleyways between were narrow and overgrown, interconnected. “Hey!” Racing around a corner, he almost lost Delaney, then saw a
flash of movement in the doorway of an empty warehouse. He was up the step in a second. Inside, it was
dark and quiet. The silence was broken
only by the drip of water through the holes in the roof. Mickey looked around,
seeing nothing but the rubbish left behind when the place was abandoned. The huge space was sectioned with clear
plastic blinds, like the kind found in industrial refrigeration units and there
were metal shelving units and some tables still there. Mickey got out
his phone, but the signal failed and the mobile bleeped pathetically at
him. “Oh, come on…” He needed
back-up. He needed to
get Delaney. There was a
noise ahead of him and he walked further into the warehouse, scanning the
darkness for movement. “There’s no
where to go now, Delaney.” He called
out. No
answer. He moved around to shelves and
rubbish, knowing that was big enough to hide someone as large as Delaney. Something
clanged behind him, like metal against metal.
Mickey turned and saw Delaney coming up behind him. He tensed immediately into a defensive
posture, ready for anything. “I thought I
made it clear.” Delaney said as he
walked towards Mickey. “I’m never going
back to prison.” Mickey watched
his movements closely. “S’bit late for
that now, ain’t it?” Delaney
chuckled. “Something
funny?” “You shouldn’t
have said those things to my mother.”
Delaney told him. “You really upset her.” Mickey was
beginning to wish he had his ASP.
“Truth hurts, doesn’t it?” “She’s been
through a lot recently.” Delaney
sounded so normal, like this was an every day conversation, slowly coming
forward all the time. “She had cancer. It’s not nice to watch your own mother go
through that.” “Shut
up!” Mickey didn’t like thinking of
that lonely old lady. He wanted Delaney
in cuffs. And in the nick. “This is over now.” Delaney had moved around now, standing
behind a table. “Keep your hands where
I can see ‘em as well. Hands where I
can see ‘em!” And he did see
them - moving in a blur, something heavy in their grip. He heard the sickening thud of the spade
against his skull a millisecond before the pain exploded across his face. He stumbled back, trying, trying, trying to
stay on his feet. Stay in the moment. Then he
collapsed, cold hard floor coming up to meet him. He saw Delaney
over him and then everything went black. *** Consciousness
returned slowly, and more as an awareness of discomfort than anything
tangible. There was something hard
pressing against his stomach, the edge of which was digging into his hip
bones. It was solid beneath his cheek,
hard against his jawbone and his arms felt wrong, like they shouldn’t be where
they were. His legs felt oddly numb,
like he’d been sitting on them for a long time and the circulation had stalled,
but he knew the ground was still beneath his feet, even if it felt like he was
lying. There was a
scraping noise in the background, pulling him awake and when he opened his eyes
he saw rope being wound around a vice.
The dull metal scraping and clanking as it was turned, the bar slide up
and cranked further around. That was
when the pain in his wrist registered and the rope had context. He was bound
face down on a table, tied by the wrists, arms spread out either side of him. He braced his feet on the floor and pushed
up. He succeeded only in wrenching his
shoulder painfully. “Welcome back,
DC Webb.” Delaney said. “For a moment there, I thought you were
going to miss the best part.” He looked up
at the bastard, but with his face pressed against the table; Mickey could only
see him at the corner of his eyes.
“Wh-what are you doing to me?” He smiled and
wound the vice tighter. “Just making
you a little more comfortable.” Mickey twisted
and pulled but the ropes held firm. Delaney came
round. “I’ve been looking forward to
seeing you again, DC Webb.” He leaned
over his captive. “Or should I call you
Mickey?” Mickey
struggled hard against the bindings, thumping and rebounding on the table. The hard surface dug into his ribs. “Whatever you’re gonna do, you’re not gonna
get away with it, Delaney!” He yelled,
hearing the panic in his own voice. Mickey’s phone
rang. He felt Delaney slide his fingers
into his back pocket, almost like a caress, and tugged the phone out. He looked at the mobile. “We don’t want
any interruptions now, do we?” He
dropped the phone on the floor. Then he
stamped on it. “Whoops.” “I’ve already
radioed my position.” Mickey bluffed
desperately. “There’s gonna be police
swarming around here any minute.” Delaney held
his hands up and looked around. “I
can’t hear anything can you?” “They’ll be
here, I promise you.” There were tears
in his eyes and more fear than he’d ever felt in his life. “Oh you seem
very certain.” “Wait, wait,
wait!” He yelled, buying time. “What’ve we got on you, ay?” His heart was racing but he was still
thinking. “An assault… a theft?” “First it was
Rachel, then it was the lovely Jane.”
Delaney taunted. “Well now it’s
your turn.” Mickey
struggled harder than ever, tugging against the restrains, giving into panic. He stalked
around behind Mickey. “I’ve been
thinking of you, Mickey.” “If you do
anything to a copper, they’re gonna put you away, forever and ever.” He was crying now. “I promise you. I promise
you that.” Delaney began
stripping down his jeans and Mickey screwed his eyes shut tight. “Know what I’m
gonna do to you, Mickey? Have you
guessed yet?” “Get away from
me, you bastard!” His underwear
followed and he heard Delaney fumbling with his own clothes. This wasn’t
happening. This wasn’t happening. “I’m gonna do
your arse. You’re gonna be screaming.” Mickey kicked
out behind him but the ropes held him firm and he with his jeans down around
his knees, he wasn’t able to put any power behind the kicks. “You’re gonna
bleed for me too.” Delaney
gloated. “You gonna enjoy that?” Mickey felt
the touch of warm skin to his own, his legs forced apart. He was sobbing hard now, in a panic. “You shouldn’t
have come after me, Mickey. You
shouldn’t have upset my mother.” *** His hands at last
pulled free and he slide down the table and onto the floor. The pain at the base of his spine spiked on
contact with the hard ground and he sobbed, crying out. He lay like that for long moments. Then Mickey
forced himself up into a sitting position, pulled his legs up to his body and
wrapped his arms around his knees. His
head ached from the blow and he was shaking so hard, as much from the cold as
the shock. He could hear his own
breathing. Time passed. He wasn’t sure how much. Then in the
distance, he heard something. “Mickey!” It sounded like
his name. He didn’t answer. To be continued…here Feedback – northstargirl_uk@yahoo.com
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