Here I am
This is me
There's nowhere else on earth I'd rather be
Here I am
It's just me and you
Tonight we make our dreams come true
*~*~*
“Mend my heart,”
she told him, turning away.
“I don’t know
how to do that.” It was true. He desperately wanted to tell her that he loved
her, to go to America with her, to spend the rest of his life with her… but it wouldn’t
work. It was better this way. He was doing the right thing for her.
“See, when you figure
that out, you call me.” She walked off, not wanting him to see the tears in her
eyes, the tears that were falling. It would have been so much easier if he hadn’t
come. It would have been easier if he could accept his feelings. If she hadn’t fallen
for him, if he hadn’t pursued her, if that stupid offer from Columbia hadn’t come…
so many things could have made this situation easier. But they hadn’t. And this
was the hardest thing that she had ever had to do.
*~*~*
It's a new world
It's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day
It's a new plan
I've been waiting for you
Here I am
*~*~*
She gazed
unseeingly at the view, the greyness, the coldness, the utter emptiness of it
all. She was supposed to be boarding now, but she wanted to wait. What for? She
didn’t know. She just wanted to spend some time, thinking. Alone. As she would
be forever. The tears were starting to fall now… she had always prided herself
on being in control, but now, just now, she wasn’t.
Lost in a silent
reverie, it took her a moment to realise that her mobile was ringing. She fumbled
with the clasp on her handbag, and, choking back the tears, answered. “Hello?”
“You told me to
call when I knew how to mend your heart.”
She could hardly
believe it. She was trying to understand what he meant, what this meant, when
she heard footsteps behind her. She turned around slowly, barely daring to
believe that it could be him. But it was. He held up his passport and a
boarding pass, and told her he loved her.
*~*~*
Here we are
We've just begun
And after all this time
Our time has come
Yeah here we are
Still goin' strong
Right here in the place where we belong
*~*~*
She laid her
head on his shoulder as they sat on the plane. “I’m just… I’m glad you came,”
she said, trying to explain how she felt, and failing miserably – if any aspect
of her could have been called miserable. She had never been so happy. She felt
that this, this was what she had spent her life waiting for. Just these few
moments made up for anything she had ever suffered, and anything that she would
ever suffer.
“I couldn’t let you
leave,” he replied, smoothing her hair back, so that he could see her face. “Not
without me.” He could still see the tear tracks on her face – tears that she
had cried over him, tears of sadness at their parting, and tears of joy at his
being with her. And it felt so amazing, so wonderful, to know that he had
inspired these emotions. Not that he wanted her to be unhappy, quite the
reverse, he would give his life for her happiness. But to know that she loved
him so much, it was a feeling that he had never known before. For his mere
presence to mean for much to someone, for her to cry with joy just at seeing
him. It was unbelievable. As was the fact that he felt exactly the same.
*~*~*
Oh it's a new world
It's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day
And a new plan
I've been waiting for you
Here I am
*~*~*
“Are you scared?”
he asked, wanting to feel reassured, that, although he loved her, the doubts
were normal.
“Are you?” she
countered, wanting to know his answer before giving her own. It was the game of
being in control all over again. Throughout the day, he had been the one in
control. He had been the one with the power to break her heart, the one who had
broken her heart, and the one who had mended it soon after. But she wanted to
be back in control. It was a bit of familiarity. Their relationship would
obviously be different now, but she wanted some things to stay the same.
“I’m terrified,”
he confessed. “I love you, and I never would have forgiven myself if I’d let you
go, but I’m terrified of what might happen.”
She took his
hand in hers. “I’ve never been more scared in all my life. But I’ll tell you one
thing. If you weren’t here with me now, I’d be twenty times more scared.” She smiled.
“We took a risk. If we hadn’t, we would have regretted it every day for the
rest of our lives. Every decision has consequences, and we don’t know what
those will be until we’ve made the decision, until we’ve taken the risk. But,
whatever happens, it’ll be worth it, just to be together.”
*~*~*
Oh it's a new world
It's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day
It's a new plan
I've been waiting for you
Here I am
*~*~*
They fell asleep
in each other’s arms, dreaming of their future. Their life together. As they
landed, they awoke from one dream, to find themselves in another, even better
than they could have imagined.
“We’re going to
make this work,” she assured him, as they stepped out into the still night air.
“I love you, and we’re going to make this work.”
And, as they
stood there, bathed in the glow of moonlight, to the world, they were just
another couple. But, to that couple, embarking on a new life together, in a new
country, with their entire lives ahead of them, they were the world.
*~*~*
Here I am
Right next to you
Suddenly the world is all brand new
Here I am
Here I am
Where I'm gonna stay
Now there's nothin' standing in our way
Here I am
This is me