Twisted Fan Fiction

PART FIVE OF "JANE DOE"

Matt felt himself get dizzy, rather than listening to his conscience which told him to be angry and kick Shannon's ass. It appeared that this was another relationship gone down the drain. He hadn't really been with a female ever since Amy's ECW days when they decided to break up because of their conflicting schedules. The reason it took him so long to commit to someone else was because the fear he had of getting his heart broken was so strong. Trish was the one who convinced him that he didn't have to be afraid but here she was making out with Shannon, a guy who he had grown up with and helped out in the wrestling business.

Betrayal, that's what was transpiring before Matt's own eyes. He never saw this coming and that's what made it hurt so bad. He felt tears forming in his eyes and his stomach began to fill with pain. All he could ask himself was, why did everything happen to him, as he watched their kiss get more passionate. Why was he the one that ended up falling too deep? Why couldn't any women be satisfied with him? Matt was a good person. He never lied, didn't drink, didn't smoke, always showed love to all his fans and never was selfish. He never forgot where he came from. That's why he couldn't figure out why his love life was so horrible. Was it too much to ask for? He just wanted to find a woman who would love him unconditionally and unfortunate for Matt, Trish was not that woman.

Matt couldn't bear to watch any longer and walked away. He didn't know where he was going. He just walked as tears appeared on his face. People would speak to him but he wouldn't respond. It didn't make any sense to him. He wasn't a hard person to have a relationship with. He knew what a woman's worth was. He never did too much or too little. Was there anybody out there who would appreciate that? Obviously, there was something wrong with him and he had to figure out what it was. Matt found himself standing in front of the women's locker room, with the door wide open.

Amy looked up from the magazine she was reading and gasped, seeing that Matt was crying. She dropped everything she was doing and ran up to Matt, curiosity written on her face.

"What's wrong, man?" Amy said, taking Matt's hand and rubbing it softly.

"Can I...talk to you...for a minute?"

"Sure, no problem, but let's do it somewhere else."

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After ten minutes of searching, the two found a remote hallway, far away from where everyone else was located. As soon as they got there, Amy was shocked while Matt gave her a hug and cried on her shoulder. She had never seen someone like this. Hell, she had never seen a grown man act like this. Amy figured that it must have been serious. The two sat down on the floor beside each other.

"Matt, you have got to stop crying so that you can tell me what's wrong with you. Look at me." Amy took Matt's face in her hands and made him look into her eyes.

A feeling of sympathy overcame Amy. Looking into Matt's brown eyes, she could see a lot of sadness. She could see that it was unecessary sadness. She could see that Matt was very innocent in whatever his situation was. She could see that he was desperate to end what he was going through.

"I just caught Shannon making out with Trish." Matt replied, not being able to get his mind off of the way they were kissing. It was as if Trish saw his feelings as being worthless.

"You cannot be serious...oh, Matt, I am so sorry. Is there anything I can do for you?" Amy said as Matt laid down and placed his head in Amy's lap.

"If you can tell me why all the relationships I'm in are diasters, if you can tell me why I feel as if no one cares about me, if you can tell me why..."

"Matt, don't do this to me. I hate seeing you like this. I've never seen you like this. To be honest with you, I don't know why anyone would wanna hurt you and I really wouldn't feel guilty if I strangled Trish to death." Amy said, knowing her feelings were getting the best of her. The soft side in her was coming out and that's when she was most vunerable to fall in love or be extremely careless.

"I just can't comprehend why everything in my life is so horrible right now. Trish, my friends and the fans were the only ones who helped me get my mind off of it. You know, this whole being off television thing. Now, I just caught my girl sticking her tongue down my brother's best friend's throat. What have I done to deserve all this? Whatever I've did, I'm sorry. You have no idea how bad I feel right now." Matt sobbed, crying on the inside and outside.

"I do have an idea of how you feel. You're my best friend and trust me, if I've never told you this, I'm telling you now...I care for you. Don't ever think you aren't loved and don't you ever doubt me. I wish I could say something to cheer you up. Most people I know would've just been like, oh well, it's her loss. But look at you, I can tell you really liked her."

"I did, Amy. I thought she was different. She was the one who told me that I had to get over my fear of getting my heart broken in another relationship but there she goes, starting the bullshit all over again...and it really hurts me."

"Well, since there's nothing I can say to you...maybe this will do." Amy said before she kissed Matt, with such loving reference and expertise that Matt felt like his head was spinning.

Amy really didn't know what she was doing. She just couldn't stand to see him like that and wanted to do something that would help him get over Trish since their relationship obviously wasn't gonna last. He just looked so innocent to her but at the same time, he looked so beautiful. Actions spoke louder than words and that's why Amy knew that her words weren't gonna get her anywhere with Matt. She had to prove that she was serious about caring for him. They eventually released themselves from their kiss and looked into each other's eyes seeing each other in a different light. This feeling was not a new one though. They had been a couple in the past.

"Why did you do that?" Matt asked.

"It's just something I had to do." Amy replied, holding hands with Matt.

"Was it something you've been wanting to do for awhile?"

"I've always missed the old days, Matt. I remember how we would give each other those looks while the other guys were training me. I remember how we would kiss in the shade on those hot days outside. I remember the day we had sex in your room and the only light we had was the moonlight. Those were the days. We had something very special."

"Yeah, we did that. When I think back on what we had, it really does amuse me and really makes me miss it because of the fact that I've never had a relationship like that. Even when you left for ECW, I wasn't really that upset about it ending because I knew you were on your way to reaching your final goal. Just to see you succeed made me so happy. Of course, I missed you but I didn't really acknowledge those feelings."

"The reason we broke up was because of the fact that our relationship would have been a long distance one."

"Well, we aren't long disatnce now." Matt said before he took her into his arms and brought her lips to his. He usually wasn't the type to rush into things but he couldn't deny the way he felt now. The first kiss he and Amy had shared made him realize that he still had feelings for her. This time, he wanted Amy to realize the same thing as he did his best to please her with his kiss. It seemed that a case of deja vu was in the air since Trish and Shannon had just walked up to see Matt and Amy.

"What the hell is this?!" Trish screamed.

Matt and Amy pulled back from each other, hearing Trish's voice. After Amy recognized it was Trish, she became furious and lunged towards her. She grabbed Trish's legs, which caused her to fall back on the ground. It resembled a spear but unlike their wrestling matches, it was not a planned move. Amy prepared to punch Trish in her jaw but Shannon refrained her while Trish held her back as a result of the pain she felt.

"Don't touch me!" Amy yelled before she slapped Shannon.

Matt sprung into action and grabbed Amy, taking her to a separate side of the room.

"I'm gonna kill her!" Amy said as she tried her hardest to escape Matt.

"You stupid bitch! What the hell is your problem?!"

"Aw, come on, don't play dumb with me! You're the one that started all this! How dare you take advantage of Matt's emotions knowing the way he feels about you?! Shannon...I can't believe you. After everything Matt has done for your ungrateful ass, you have the audacity to kiss his girlfriend...well, his ex-girlfriend."

"So what you're doing with Matt is any different from what I did?! Bullshit. Obviously, he could careless about what I'm feeling now." Trish said as Shannon helped her up.

"Yeah, I could careless because like Amy said, you're the one who started all this. Shannon...I got nothing to say to you." Matt said before he and Amy walked off.

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