Amy was in her hotel room watching "I Love Lucy." She was feeling terrible, she had a headache ever since the house show yesterday. Amy got up and went to the bathroom and took some Asprin. She went back to her bed to lay down. She was wearing her red bra and ruby silk boxers. Amy's telephone rang. She picked it up.

"Hello."

"Ms. Dumas, you have a telephone call. Would you like to take it?"

"Yeah, whatever."

"Just a minute."

Amy really didn't feel like talking to anyone. She just wanted to sleep.

"Hello, Amy."

"Who is this?"

"It's Trish. I'm out of stockings. Can I come and borrow some?"

"Yeah, whatever."

"What's wrong?"

"I got a headache, a bad one."

"You want some company?"

"Yeah, whatever."

"Okay, I'll be right up."

Amy hung up. Her head was aching like crazy. She had a match with Ivory at the last house show and she took Amy's head and slammed it against the steel steps, hard. After awhile, someone knocked on the door.

"It's open!"

Trish opened the door. Jeff was with her. Amy rolled her eyes. She turned away.

"Hey, Amy. Feeling any better?" Trish asked.

"Hell, no."

"Did you take some Asprin?"

"Yes and it ain't working."

Jeff looked at the TV.

"Cool, I love Lucy." Jeff said.

Jeff sat down at watched the show. Trish went to the bathroom and got some stockings out of Amy's bag. She came out with a wet wash cloth.

"Turn around, Amy."

Amy turned around. Trish put the cold wash cloth to Amy's head.

"Feel any better?"

"Yeah, that feels good."

"Keep it there for about ten minutes."

Trish sat down beside Jeff. He put his arm around Trish. Amy rolled her eyes. She hated to see Trish with Jeff. Trish was one of Amy's good friends, Jeff was too but she couldn't stand the thought of them being together. She couldn't stand the thought of anyone being together. Amy wanted to feel loved by someone. She had to live her life everyday and see people in love, a feeling she wanted to feel. Now, it was in her face. She looked at Trish and Jeff with lust in her eyes. Amy had always had a huge crush on Jeff. She wanted him for herself. Now, Trish had him and it looked like they would be together for a long time. Amy started to feel tears in her eyes. She wanted to be alone. She appreciated Trish trying to make her feel better but it wasn't working, especially seeing her with Jeff.

"Trish, I'm feeling a little tired."

"Oh, I understand. We'll leave."

Trish got up with Jeff. Amy looked at Jeff.

"Damn, he look good." Amy whispered to herself.

"Hope you feel better, Amy." Jeff said.

Amy looked in Jeff's eyes and smiled. He smiled back.

"Thank you." Amy said.

"Bye, Amy!" Trish said.

Amy said goodbye back to her. After they had left, Amy started to cry. She wished that Jeff was her boyfriend and not Trish's boyfriend. Amy needed a boyfriend more than ever. She felt so alone in the world. She didn't know how much longer she could stand not being love with someone. She fell asleep after a while. She had a dream about Jeff. Amy wanted him bad. The question in her mind was, how much longer could she hide her feelings for him?

**THE NEXT DAY**

Despite her terrible headache, Amy still worked at the house show. She just accompanied Matt & Jeff to the ring this time. She had on an see-through orange top with a black bra underneath and tight black jeans with a zebra-fur thong showing. She was Lita now and was watching Matt and Jeff fighting Scott & Brian. Scott was about to do the Worm. That was Amy's cue. The crowd went nuts.

"W-O-R..." The crowd screamed.

Amy did a spear on Scott. The crowd started to boo Amy. She put Matt's hand over Scott and the referee counted to three. Amy smiled and pulled Matt and Jeff out of the ring. They walked out as their music was playing. Amy looked like she didn't care if she hurt Scott, that's what the script told her to do. They went through the curtain and Amy went to the women's locker room to get her stuff. She didn't bother to say goodbye to Matt and Jeff. She didn't even feel like changing or talking to anyone. She just wanted to sleep. Amy walked to her car and drove to the hotel. Amy knew she wasn't supposed to leave the arena until the house show was over but she didn't care. She got out of the car and some girls asked Amy for her autograph. Amy signed the papers with her picture on it and walked to her room. She went in, dropped her stuff on the floor and fell onto the bed and went to sleep.

*******

Amy woke up at about 12:30. Amy looked around at the bed as if she didn't know where she was. She had a good nap. Amy didn't want to get up but she got up anyway. She was thirsty so she left her room to go to the vending machine in the hallway to get something to drink. She put in the 60 cents and got a Sunkist. Amy heard some yelling coming from somebody's room. She thought it was Joanie and Paul because they were always fighting but she was shocked to see that it was coming from Trish and Jeff's room. Amy put her ear to the door.

"Why are you trippin'?!" Jeff yelled.

"I'm trippin'?! You the one that's trippin'!" Trish yelled back.

Amy started to smile. She was smiling at the thought that Jeff and Trish were finally having an argument about something. She was also thinking that Jeff and Trish might break up, then Amy could finally have the man she's always wanted. Amy was finally smiling about something. She put her ear to the door again to hear what Trish and Jeff were saying.

"Well, you can take your shit and get the hell out!" Trish screamed.

Trish said that so loud, Amy could hear an echo throughout the hallway.

"Fine!" Jeff yelled back.

"YES!" Amy said to herself.

She walked away from the door and tried to look casual for when Jeff came out.

"Hurry up! Get the hell out! Fuck you!" Trish screamed.

"Fuck you too, bitch!" Jeff yelled.

Jeff came out and slammed the door behind him. Jeff looked mad, very mad. He looked Amy. Jeff was wearing some baggy jeans and a Tommy Hilfiger shirt. His face was very red.

"What's wrong, Jeff?" Amy said like she didn't know what was going on.

"Trish and I had a fight." Jeff said all mean.

"Oh. Did she kick you out?" Amy asked.

"Yeah."

"Wanna stay in my room? I got an extra bed." Amy said.

"Not like you're gonna sleep it." She said to herself as she was looking at Jeff's lips.

"I was gonna stay in Matt's room but I guess it's alright."

"Okay. Follow me."

Amy was going crazy in her mind. This was her chance to get what she dreamed of last night. She was happy, you could tell by the way she was smiling. She already had a plan figured out. She was gonna seduce him. Jeff walked in Amy's room. It was pretty clean other than Amy's bed.

"It's gonna look more messed up after I'm through with him." She said to herself.

Jeff sat down on the other bed and laid down on it.

"I'm gonna go and change, Jeff. I'll be back."

"Alright."

Jeff turned on the television. "Scobby Doo" was on. That was one of Jeff's favorite cartoon characters. He smiled and turned the volume up. Jeff still couldn't believe how Trish acted. He didn't want to talk to her at all. He was mad at her. Jeff tried to think of a way to get Trish back.

**IN THE BATHROOM**

Amy was in the bathroom. She said she was gonna change. She was gonna change alright... into nothing.

"Jeff Hardy, you're mine." Amy said as she looked in the mirror.

Amy opened the door. Jeff looked at Amy. His eyes popped open.

"Damn." He said under his breath as he looked at Amy.

Jeff didn't know why Amy came out like that, he was trying to think of a reason why she did that but he really didn't care. Jeff then realized this is how he could get Trish back for talking to him the way she did.

"You're... beautiful." Jeff said.

"I know." Amy replied.

"Temptation's a mother fucker." Jeff said.

"So why don't you give in and give me what I want." Amy seductively said.

She sat on his lap. She kissed his neck.

"You are so sexy." Amy said.

Amy leaned in and kissed Jeff. Jeff knew he was wrong but he wanted to do it anyway. Temptation can do that, you know. Jeff put his tongue in Amy's mouth. He explored her tongue like it was ice cream. She dreamed of this moment for so long and now, she finally got what she wanted. Amy didn't want this moment to end. She just hoped that the door was locked.

**********

Trish didn't get any sleep that night. She was thinking about Jeff all night. She was crying all night too. This was the first time her and Jeff ever had an argument and it really hurt her. She missed him like crazy, she went around and asked everyone if they had seen him but no one knew where he was. Trish wished she hadn't the things she said to him. She didn't mean one word of it. She wanted to apologize to Jeff but no one knew where he was. Trish cried all night about that. She didn't want to sleep, she wanted her boyfriend. This just goes to show, you don't know what you got until it's gone.

*********

Jeff woke up around 6:30. He looked at Amy and smiled. Jeff had the best sex of his life. They had one hell of a night. Jeff would never forget it. He ran his fingers through Amy's hair and kissed her softly on her forehead. With the passionate night they just had, Jeff had a developed a new love for Amy. Still, he was with Trish and he loved her more than anyone else. Jeff missed Trish as he was holding Amy. He started to think about her and he regreted the things he said to her last night. Jeff looked at Amy again. She was sound asleep, she looked so beautiful and peaceful when she slept. Jeff hated himself for what he just did. He realized he used Amy and he didn't even have a good reason, just to get Trish back for what she said to him. Now, he missed her. Jeff made Amy had sex for nothing and here was Amy thinking it was real love. Jeff knew he was wrong but he couldn't turn back time. He thought he was the one that was hurt, Amy was gonna be more hurt than Jeff would ever be. All these thoughts filled Jeff's head. He quietly and got out of the bed. He had nothing on but his boxers. Jeff put on his shirt and slipped on his jeans.

"Where are you going?"

Jeff jumped, he turned around to see that Amy was looking dead at him.

"Amy, last night was unforgettable but you know that I'm with Trish."

Amy's heart felt like it was break. She knew where he was headed. After all that, Jeff was leaving. Amy started to feel tears in her eyes.

"I took advantage of you, Amy. I only did this to get Trish back for the things she said to me."

"You mean to tell me after all we just shared together, you're just leaving?"

"Not like that... it's just... I'm still with Trish and nothing's gonna change that. I let my anger get the best of me. I shouldn't have over reacted to her last night."

Amy was shaking her head. She couldn't believe this was happening to her. She kept asking herself, what had she done to deserve it. Jeff walked to Amy and was going to run his fingers through her hair but Amy pulled away.

"Don't touch me."

Jeff tried to do it again.

"Amy..."

"Don't touch me! Get out."

"Amy, I'm sorry."

"Get out! Don't you ever talk to me, look at me... don't even think about me ever again in your life! Go on. Go back to Trish. I hope you two have a happy life."

Amy 's face fell onto her pillow. She started to cry. Jeff tried to apologize by touching Amy's face.

"DON'T TOUCH ME! GET THE HELL OUT OF MY ROOM!"

Jeff looked at Amy. He wanted to kill himself for what he just put Amy through. He decided to leave and leave Amy alone. Jeff started to cry.

"I'm sorry." Jeff mouthed to Amy.

He left. The tears wouldn't stop. Amy couldn't understand why this was happening to her. She thought this would be her chance to have the man she's always wanted but she was wrong again. Everytime Amy fell in love, it never seemed to last. Amy wanted a true love but everytime, she thought it was true, it turned out to be nothing. Now, the man she's always been in love with left her for someone else. She knew Jeff meant well but it just wasn't good enough this time around. Amy was sick of falling in love but she couldn't help herself, she really needed someone she could turn to, someone to care for, someone to call her own, someone to love but the man she always thought that someone would be just walked out of her door.

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