from the start of the end you made me bitter
and i'd give up this life but i'm not a quitter
i've put up with the pain for much too long
so now i express myself through songs
as i stroll through old notes and love letters
that you wrote to me saying there was none better
but after three years, you say the love was too weak
you were too young, wanted to be single but moved on in two weeks
and left me here to bear burden
look deep into my eyes, do you care i'm hurtin'?
you say you do but your actions betray you
was it really that hard to stay true?
i meant it when i said i'd go all the way too
the pain's way fierce so like k. bearce i'll stay blue
it's like i saved you but then you turned away
my soul still rages with the fire that burned the day
you made me bitter
to the circumstances
i'm always caught up
in the worst romances
all i want
is to reverse the chances
but i'm so bitter
because i'm cursed with cancers
from the start of the end you made me bitter
but i've come out stronger, my flesh is thicker
i have to keep in mind now that you gone
the only option is to move on
set flames to the pictures and love letters
keep my eyes to the future, i've done better
all i hear is treachery and lies when you speak
no one will ever again convince me i'm too weak
i'm ready and willing, prepared for learning
so i can adapt like a rare perversion
after these dark nights i await a day blue
just be prepared for the karma that awaits you
cuz it could happen in the future that someone plays you
when it happens, think of me, okay boo?
what goes around, comes around, i've learned to say
no thanks to you, my bitterness has burned away
do we accept the inevitable
or do i adapt and become more
because the bitterness is a tunnel
a hole into tomorrow
and now i see the outcome
what will i become
can i grow stronger from you
maybe so but deep within i know
you made me bitter
to the circumstances
i'm always caught up
in the worst romances
all i want
is to reverse the chances
but i'm so bitter
because i'm cursed with cancers
© 2003 Joshua Stewart