Look what happened

You used to call me everyday.

You would never run out of things to say.

The sound of your voice would bring me joy.

But you turned out to be a little boy.

I let you in my heart,

With only a second thought.

Nevertheless, you tore it all apart.

You scared me

But I dared me,

Give him a try

This one won’t make you cry.

Reality is so hard to bare.

I thought I was almost there.

This one really cares, I heard myself saying

Then I heard myself Praying

Dear God make this pain go away.

I reached out to you for a little kindness

But away you flew.

You cared not.

My soul is beginning to rot.

Rotten to the core

And my heart is sore.

All I wanted was for you to be there for me

I would have been there for you

I thought you knew.

Are you scared?

Is that why you took flight?

I too was afraid in the middle of the night.

You once touched my soul

Now it feels old.

I wanted to hold you

I know I told you

I wanted to see you happy

Why did you have to slap me?

How can I ever be your friend again?

Where would we begin?