Lost Someone
If you lost someone from suicide, I am very sorry, and I know how you feel.Things like this are very hard to deal with. But there are things to help you get through this. If this leads to Depression, then you should check out the Depression Page on this site.It may help you in this time of need.
One thing you can do is think about the person and you having good times together in the past. Never think about what the future could have held, that will just hurts even more.
Another thing is write letters to the person and just send it somewhere. Think of an adress off the top of your head and send it there.
Get help from a professional. They could give you better advice on how to handle it than I can. They usually let you scream and cry and everything else.
Make a memorial for the person. That way he or she will always be remembered.
Don't ever think about doing it yourself, if you do visit
Thinking Of on this page.
And once again, I'm very sorry.