Disclaimer: Don't own the song or the characters. Jonny belongs to HB,
Mishelle is owned by Alexis, and Texas owns the song. I wish I was
making money.
"Say What You Want"
written by: Nix C.
"Mishelle!" Jessie called out banging on the door of her friend's
room."Come out of there!!!!!" The red-haired female sighed as no
response came from Mishelle Jenk's room.
Inside in the darkness, a brown haired figure lay on her bed. Not sure
of how to feel. She didn't know how to react to this. Sure he had his
faults, but she never thought he'd be able to do this. After what he
said,
she didn't know what to say.
Twenty four hours ago, the name Jonathan Benton Quest was announced as
missing. They were all shocked when they heard that he had run away,
just after two days Dr. Benton Quest's funeral service.
Everyone was so deeply saddened and hurt by the assasignation of the
man that became another father to the Quest 2000 team, but it hurt the
most for his real son. The pain of loosing another loved one washed
all over Jonny again the day they found out. He was so quiet, it was
like he died too.
"Jon, I..." Mishelle approached him cautiously, not knowing what to
say.
"Not today Jenks, " he muttered bitterly. "Spare me the insults."
The brunette's eyes flashed dangerously. "Do you think I am some kind
of unfeeling jerk?!? Don't you think I know how much it hurts when you
loose someone like your dad? I'm so sick off fighting you, trying to
prove that I am not an inhumane tomboy with no feelings! Now if you
want to wallow in this pit hole off yours be my guest," she yelled out
as hot tears brimmed her eyes, and the memories and pain of her
brother's death flooded her mind. *Oh Micheal,* she whispered
silently, *Why did you leave me? I'm so scared to be alone.* Pushing
her tears back as she stared at the blonded haired boy who looked
away, Mishelle gave up and ran to her room.
Mishelle closed her eyes sadly. She had really thought he would get
through this. They were never in the best of terms, but deep down, she
respected him. She had been in this room for the whole day, with no
food, no drink, no light. Just her and the darkness, just like her
soul. She had lost too many people in her life, Nicky, Micheal, now
even Jonny. And everything was her fault. She had taken the risk of
letting him in, and now he was gone.
She hadn't even noticed that the radio had turned itself on through an
alarm, and she turned to look at it as a song began to play.
=Twenty seconds on the bad time
I'm a feel you're on the run
Never live too long to make right
I see you're doing fine
And when I get that feeling
I can no longer slide
I can no longer run
I don't know
And when I get that feeling
I can no longer hide
For it's no longer fun
I don't know
"Spare me the insults....."
=Yeah, you can say what you want
But I won't change my mind
I'll feel the same about you
And when you tell me your reasons
But it won't change my feelings
I'll feel the same
About you
What I am is what you want of me
Tears began to flow down to her cheeks, moistening them as the song
continued and she closed her eyes again remembering his words.
= Yeah, now that I'm not there
I took the tambourines away from you
It's turned and I don't care
=Yeah, you can say what you want
But I won't change my mind
I'll feel the same about you
And when you tell me your reasons
But it won't change my feelings
I'll feel the same
About you
=Yeah, you can say what you want
But I won't change my mind
I'll feel the same about you
And when you tell me your reasons
But it won't change my feelings
I'll feel the same
About you
I've said goodnight
Try to sleep tight
Ah just dream of me
Go close your eyes
Cause I'll close mine
The sun will shine from time to time
Oh, just dream of me, Yeah
She wondered where he was. Maybe it was best that he took left, take
time to find himself again.
=Yeah, you can say what you want
But I won't change my mind
I'll feel the same about you
And when you tell me your reasons
But it won't change my feelings
I'll feel the same
About you
The song ended, and Mishelle sat there, the tears stopped flowing, and
she knew she would be okay. She stood up and unlocked the door of her
room and proceeded downstairs to announce that she was alright.
Jonny would be back one day, maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but
she knew one day. His words had pierced her like a dagger, she didn't
care, he could run, he could hide, but she wouldn't change her mind.
She just had that feeling.
The End
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