What's Happening in The Big Ville?

It's been quite a while since I last updated...6 months to be exact. Boy am I lazy! w00t w00t.

I have nothing new to add though...that's partly the reason why I haven't updated in like foreverrrrrr. Wow, I am sooo gay. w00t w00t.

Anything else??? Nahhhhhhh...

*HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO Valerie, Elena, Dan, and whoever else had a birthday in December or January, or will have one soon...!*

Local bands to check out:
Emergency X-It
The Soups
-- yea they are all typical punk/ska bands...too bad they don't play good music. Haaa.

What's On The Box...?

You can purchase Season 1, Season 2, and the Series Finale of Dawson's Creek on DVD now. Best Buy usually has the best buys...hahaha, pun intended.

I'm a riot. An absolute riot.
Rant of the Day:


Wow, it's been 6 months since my last Rant of the Day. I've just been too lazy to do much of anything. And I've been feeling pretty emo. What should I rant about today? Hypocrites...

Up until a few days ago, I used to think, wow, I'm great. I mean great in comparison to others I know. But the whole thing is, I'm a moron. I'm probably the biggest hypocrite out there. And I really have no right to judge others, because it's bound to be the case where I'll go out and fuck up just the same. Because I'm dumb like that...ya know?


I don't have a rant, sad to say. I can't think of a good enough one. I just wanna say that some people are just so dumb. Actually, you know what, EVERYONE is dumb. I'm dumb, you're dumb, we're all dumb.




Well...I've got a good rant for you today.

Since you could learn to talk, your parents and siblings have told you "think before you speak"...somehow, for many, myself included, it still hasn't gotten through to us. For instance, at one point in your life you may have said, "Aunt Margarie that unibrow is really ugly!" Or something along those lines and as you have grown I'm sure it's gone further than speaking of physical features.

Today, I said something completely thoughtless. I mean at the time, it seemed fair and just for me to say, but not a minute later I realized how stupid I am. I argued about something I had said about friendship. For the past few weeks and up til a minute after I had said what I had said, I had felt that I was right as all hell. The fact is, I wasn't.

(this is like two rants built in...get ready!!!)

Well, I have this really evil minded opinion about friendship and who I consider friends. The problem is, I never take the time to realize that some people consider me their friends and the truth is, they treat me better than most, and it's not fair to label them as just another person who has wronged me. Take for instance this one person, she is always there for me, everytime I've been hurt in all the years she has known me, she has been there for me. In all my triumphs she has patted me on the back and said "way to go Herather" and most of all she puts up with me. I swear, I thought I was so right...how could I have known I'd be so wrong? I'm sorry...

Okay back to the first part...

Basically what I am trying to say is that please, please, think before you speak, before you act, before whatever. I mean, it really will help you in the long run. So hope this rant encourages you...


Perfect song lyric for this rant:

"...I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than she desert me

Oh I'm never speaking up again
Starting now

One more thing
Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard
But it's all because of this
I just wanna be liked
I just wanna be funny
Looks like the jokes on me
So call me 'Captain Backfire'

...How could I forget?
Mama said, 'Think before speaking'
No filer in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one..."
   ~"My Stupid Mouth"~
      by John Mayer

I haven't done my rant in a while...so I guess the whole idea of getting  a new one every day is pretty shot...huh? Yeah, thought so.

Well, my usual think of a rant time is in the shower...and lately I've been noticing certain habits people have, myself included.

Ever notice how you just pretend nothing is wrong, when clearly something is? It could be the slightest problem, to a major deal. I mean, everyone has done...avoided the obvious in hopes that the problem would just go away, right? Of course. It's much easier to pretend like nothing is wrong than to actually do something about it.

Basically, what I am trying to get to is that you can put off the problems and pretend like they were never there to begin with, they won't just go away. Actually it makes matters worse. If you don't face your obstacles it weakens you as a person, but if you do, you stand a better chance with dealing with tougher situations in the future.

Hope this was a helpful rant.


Hottie right here... every week or month or day or even year...

Here's the deal,  due to a certain person's request I will have one "real" hottie and one celebrity  hottie for you to view, with certain info every week or etc. ... So basically if you consider yourself a hottie (which is prety conceited, but what the hell...), or know a hottie, or you want me to put up a certain celeb, just email me or IM me or whatever...and I will do just that for YOU.


Hotties of theDay!!!

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Heather's Website
Complete chaos from me
and making it happen for you...
Where Do You Wanna Go?:

All About Me

Friends & Family

Family Pictures

Dawson's Creek

How To Dress "Emo"

Some Kick Ass Quotes

My Poetry Page

The X Page

My U Journal

Email Me
What's updated as of:
Saturday, June 28, 2003:

- Hot New Phrases
- Crazy News In Hicksville
- What's On the Box?
Past Hotties...
*Hot* New Phrases:


AWESOME - alright, it's nothing out of the ordinary...but it's a pretty rocking word.

So, I've decided to put up all the cool new phrases I've heard and come up with...starting with these:

"Ghey" -- it's like a nicer way of calling someone gay. To be perfectly honest, Liz Meyer came up with it...at least I think she came up with it. I stole it from her. And since, it's become a popular word among Hicksville and Jericho residents alike.

-- That's the dumbest thing to call someone. Really, it is. And you know what? To all my little fucking retarded classmates who use it...PACEY USED IT FIRST. Season 1, Episode #111 "Beauty Contest" - Pacey says to Dawson, "Tell me the truth. Do you think I'm a tool for doing this?" Yeah, so don't think you're the fucking "bomb" for saying it. Argh. =)

"Fer sure."

Okay, this is not really a "new" phrase, but it's a phrase all the same. "I'll catch you on the flip side."

That is so kick ass. It's so old, but so good. USE IT!!!

Other words/phrases include:
"What the flip?"
"I try, I try"
"Like whoa."
"Cheer up emo kid."
"It's like totally groovy in a far out sought of way."

Hope you've enjoyed...
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