almost here once. Well, more than once. And it just seemed
like something would always happen and it would mess it up.
It was kind of the story behind every relationship that I ever
had, and I was starting to wonder if maybe somebody had
cursed me. And then I realized that somebody had. Me. You
see, I thought a long time ago that if I just didn't look for love,
then I wouldn't find the heartache and the disappointment that
went along with it. Because every time I did go out there looking
for love, all I found was trouble. And then I met you that cold
April day, and I knew right away what you are-trouble. But I
realized then that there was no way that I could deny how I felt
about you . Being with you has been a real roller coaster. I never
knew exactly where I was going to end or when. And I don't want
my life to be all neat and tidy and in control because I know now
that as long as you have faith in love, it'll light your way through
the darkness. And then, god willing, one day we'll be standing here
like me on a beautiful summer day, looking into someone's eyes and
just knowing that your love is only going to get stronger and more
beautiful. And that's how it's going to be with us, Cameron, because
the curse is gone, and you did that for me. You helped restore my
faith in love and in myself. And I can never love you enough for
that. But I will love you always, forever and ever."