"Hello?" she answered, hoping drowsily that it was a wrong number.
"Oh my God. Willow. Oh my God." Said the voice, between gasps
for breath.
"Buffy?" Willow's eyes popped open and she stood up straight
as a board.
"Where are you? Are you okay? What happened?"
"I'm pretty much okay. It's a long story. I don't know where
I am, but
wherever it is. I want to be somewhere else. Spike. And Druscilla.
Here. And
they're mad."
"What should I do?" Willow asked hoping for the best.
"I need you to come. Don't tell anyone where you are going.
Take the bus
south
from the Port Authority. Get off at the last stop. Here's what
to bring..."
15 minutes later, Willow finished a scribbled note, and headed
out the door
with her bag.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
"Has anyone seen Willow?" Oz pushed opened the door of the library
and
quickly scanned the room for his girlfriend. By the look on
the faces of
Giles, Xander and Cordelia that something was wrong. Xander
slowly stood up
from his chair and held out a piece of paper to Oz. " Willow's
parents gave
this to me."
Oz opened the paper and read the writing in Willow's long, flowing
cursive.
Mom and Dad,
I have to leave. I don't know when I'll be back, but Buffy needs
me and I
can't stay here. I love you and I'll miss you very much. Tell
my friends.
-Willow
She was gone. Oz handed the note back to Xander. With a shocked
look on
his
face he turned and walked out of the library, letting the door
swing back and
forth behind him.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Willow arrived at the Bus Station just in time and boarded the
7:00 bus. She
hesitated briefly as she walked up the steps, but kept going.
She found an
empty seat near the back, next to a window. The bus pulled away,
out of the
station. She stared blankly at the houses and fields as they
passed the only
thing that she noticed really was a big green highway sign.
LEAVING
SUNNYDALE
it read it large white letters.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Mr. Rosenberg was awakened by his wife that night around midnight.
"Listen.
Don't you hear something?" She whispered. He sat up and strained
to hear
whatever it was, thinking his wife must be imagining a burglar.
But the all
too real sound of muffled sobbing met his ears.
PART TWO:
Mr. and Mrs. Rosenberg got up from bed and cautiously tiptoed
down to
Willow's room where the sound was coming from. Hoping their
daughter had
come
home, they opened the door to something different. A boy sat
in the chair at
the far end of the room, hugging one of the pillows off of Willow's
bed. His
face was pressed into it and he was shaking with the force of
his sobs. He
didn't look up when they entered and just kept weeping. "Um...
hello?" Mr.
Rosenberg ventured. The boy sat straight up and wiped his tearstained
face
with the sleeve of his flannel shirt. "Oh, I'm so sorry. I'll
go. Uh... good
night He said, standing up as if to leave. "Wait." Mrs. Rosenberg
said,
"You're her boyfriend, right?" She snapped her
fingers, trying to remember the name that was constantly on
Willow's lips.
"Oz." he said, figuring out what she wanted. " Well, I have
to go home.
Goodbye."
He walked out the door but was turned around once more by a
"Thank you."
from
Mrs. Rosenberg. "For caring so much about her." she finished
the sentence
the
door shut behind Oz and he walked home.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Willow stepped off the bus and looked around for Buffy. "Psst.
Willow, behind
you." came a whispered voice. Willow turned around and saw Buffy.
Her
clothes
were torn and it was obvious she hadn't been getting enough
sleep or food.
Willow hugged her. "God, Buffy. What happened?" she questioned.
Buffy
sighed
and began to tell Willow what had happened that night that they
had last seen
each other. "...So anyway, Druscilla is still mad at Spike and,
according to
him, of course it's my fault." she finished. As they were talking
Buffy had
led Willow down an alley. "Here. Come on." she motioned for
Willow to follow
her.
PART THREE:
Willow followed Buffy through the manhole and down the sewer.
A faint light
glowed from around the bend. They walked into a large room with
a light
hanging from the ceiling. Willow put down the bag and sat on
a crate. She
looked around the room and to Buffy for guidance on what to
do next. She
had
half opened her mouth to talk when Buffy shushed her. Heavy
footsteps
echoed
through the pipes,
getting closer. A shadow stood in the door. Willow stood up.
Spike entered,
dragging Druscilla by her wrist.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Xander, Cordelia, Oz, and Giles were sitting in the library.
In the almost
half an hour they had been sitting, not one word had been spoken
and no one
had moved. Oz stood up and picked up his bag and guitar. The
others spun
around in suprise, not expecting the sudden movement. He walked
out of the
door, not looking back at the three others who didn't say or
do anything to
stop him from leaving.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
At about 11:00 that night, Oz climbed through the open window
in Willow's
bedroom. He picked a pillow off the bed and sat down in the
chair. He thought
of her smile. How it spread over her face, lighting up every
corner of his
world. He thought of her eyes. The deepness and understanding
that could
change to sparkling gem of pure happiness in a second. The fell
of her lips on
his. How soft her skin was. Her touch, her voice, her smell.
Every little
thing about her. God, he missed her so much. The first of that
night's
countless tears wet the pillow as he pressed his face into it,
rocking back
and forth in the chair.
PART FOUR:
By the time Willow had been away for 3 days, Mr. and Mrs. Rosenberg
were
used
to the sound of crying at night. It would start and stop around
the same time
each night, and the incredible intensity of Oz's sobs never
changed. Always
sincere, heart-wrenching, and mournful. He really must of loved
her. He really
did.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Xander, Cordelia, Oz, and Giles all sat in the library. Xander's
fingers
drumming the table was the only sound. "Well. We're really getting
nowhere
fast." Cordelia said with a sigh. "And, please, Xander, stop
that horrible
noise!"
"She's right you know." Giles said.
"I'm stopping, I'm stopping!" Xander said throwing his hands
in the air.
"No. I mean that we shouldn't just sit here." Giles replied.
The remark did nothing and they sat there some more.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
"Did you bring it?" Spike questioned Buffy
Buffy opened the duffel bag Willow had brought and threw its
contents to the
floor.
"Careful!" Spike yelled. He motioned into the shadows and two
vamps came
running out. The nervously put the things back in the bag and
handed it to
Spike. Druscilla draped herself over his shoulder, peering into
the bag. She
gingerly reached in a hand and pulled out the-quite realistic-plastic
book.
"IT'S FAKE!" she screamed. Willow stood planted to the spot,
staring as
Rage
consumed Druscilla. Buffy grabbed Willow's wrist and pulled,
jerking Willow to
her senses. "RUN!" Willow didn't need to be told.
PART FIVE:
Buffy was smart enough know she didn't have the strength to
fight. She and
Willow ran like they hadn't thought possible. They hid behind
a dumpster,
hoping dawn came soon.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
The slayerettes had noticed a definite change in Oz. He was
subdued, and
clearly very tired. He wore a constant face that said: "Why
won't something
go
right? Don't feel sorry for me, but, God, I'm in a lot of pain."
That's the
kind of guy he was. Don't-feel-sorry-for-me, you-have-your-own-pain,
Oz. And
the thing that gnawed away at his conscience the most, was how
he might
never
see her again and he hadn't told her how he felt, even though
he'd had so
many
chances. He'd known it from the first. Every time he closed
his eyes he saw
her face, heard her voice, felt her lips on his. He dreamt of
her. He thought
he saw her everywhere. He heard he voice in the wind, felt her
radiant smile
as the sun, saw her eyes in the stars. The moon. He loved her.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
"Buffy, I don't know... I need to go home. I won't tell anyone
about you. I
need to go, though" Willow firmly addressed Buffy that morning,
having
practiced her resolved look.
"Why so sure, Will? I mean go ahead." Buffy replied.
"Well, you see..." Willow drifted off into thought for a moment,
then snapped
out of it. "I need Oz. Every second we're apart, I need him
more. I really
can't say anything more than this: I love him, and I need to
be with him. I
love him, Buffy. And I need to tell him. I love him."
"Wow. Go ahead." Buffy looked to the sky as if for an answer,
and then
turned
to Willow. "Do you mind if I come with?"
PART SIX:
Late that night, Willow and Buffy stepped off the bus into Sunnydale.
Home,
there's no place like it. They walked silently home. They stopped
in front of
Buffy's place. Buffy gave Willow a pleading look, but all she
received was a
reassuring squeeze on the shoulder and a gentle nudge towards
home.
Willow
walked towards her house, listening to the sounds of Buffy's
Mother's joy. A
smile slowly crept across her face as she picked up the pace
and ran home.
She
wouldn't wake her parent's. She'd surprise them in the morning.
She was
surprised to hear a sound coming out of her room. It was a sort
of muffled
sobbing. She gently pushed the door open and looked around.
At the far end
of
the room, a figure sat slumped in her chair, face pressed into
her pillow. She
quietlytook a step forward and put her bag down. She felt required
to whisper.
"Oz?"
She guessed right. He sat up and looked at her with an expression
of shock
on
his tear-streaked face. "Oh my God." he mumbled. She took this
as an
invitation to leap into his arms. They sat on the chair, her
in his lap. They
sobbed into each others shoulders and rocked back and forth.
Willow pulled
her
face out of the embace and kissed him several times on the lips
before
settling in to cry again. After some time they pulled apart
and, as if on cue,
attempted to smile. Simultaneously, they began to speak. "You
first." Willow
said.
"God I missed you. I don't want details tonight. Just you being
here makes
me
happy."
"I missed you too." She began to half-weep again as he gently
rocked her and
whispered "sshhh.." He pulled her away from him, holding her
head in his
hands. They pressed their forheads together. He planted a firm
but quick kiss
on her lips.
"I love you, Willow." He said. "More than.."
"Shhh. I know. I love you too."