I grabbed the crucifix that Buffy had given
me for my birthday, and
several of the stakes that I Xander and I
had carved for her, but
hadn't given her yet. Holy water wouldn't
be a bad thing either, so
I grabbed the small jar I had kept for a while,
just in case we
needed some in a hurry. I wasn't sure how
effective any of these
things would be against Dalton--since he wasn't
really a
vampire--but figured it was better than going
in empty handed.
I was ready to go when I spotted the picture
of Xander that I kept
on my nightstand. I paused to pick it up and
stare at his smiling
face for a few moments. I closed my eyes and
tried to imagine that
he was really standing in front of me, grinning
because he'd pulled
off yet another prank. I felt sick as I thought
about all the blood he
had left behind. I'm sorry I failed you, I
told him silently. I traced
his image with my finger and felt tears trying
to well up in my eyes.
I squelched them and set the picture back
down. I didn't have time
to waste; my Xander needed me.
I hurried back downstairs, stopping only to
leave a short note to
my parents informing them that Xander and
I were going to go out
for breakfast and were planning to go out
hiking for the day. I felt
bad about lying, but I didn't want them to
worry about me. I
considered calling and leaving a message on
Xander's answering
machine telling his mom the same thing, but
decided against it.
She might actually answer the phone and then
I'd have to come
up with a reason why Xander hadn't called
her himself. I also
figured that if she was looking for him the
first place she would call
was here, and my parents could give her the
message. I set the
note on the kitchen table and headed out.
As I neared the quarry, I began to have second
thoughts. Maybe I
should have waited for Buffy. She really was
more adept at
dealing with demons and stuff. On the other
hand, there was no
telling when she would show up. She probably
had to at least stop
home to give her mother the illusion that
she had been there all
night. Then, there was no telling when she
would be able to give
her mom the slip. Xander might not have that
long to wait. I was
doing the right thing...I was sure--well,
kinda sure, anyway--of it!
I'm not sure what exactly I expected to see
when I reached the
quarry, but it certainly isn't what I saw.
Dalton sure didn't seem
terribly worried about remaining inconspicuous.
He hadn't set up a
hideout, he had built a whole damn villa!
I wondered if it was a
replica of the one where he had taken Lissette...me?
I wished I
had the ability to remember my past lives.
Maybe that would give
me some insight on how to fight him. Instead,
I had only the
knowledge that I had learned from the passage
in the "Demon
Legends and Lore" book. God, they probably
had Xander chained
up in the torture chamber. I had to hurry
and find him before they
hurt him...hurt him any worse than they already
have, I corrected
myself, the image of blood dripping from the
book filling my mind.
I walked around the perimeter of the large
house scouting out a
way to get inside. I knew that there was no
way I would be able to
just walk through the front door. They were
probably waiting for
me. The best option seemed to be if I was
to climb up the trellis
and use one of the upper-level windows. They
wouldn't expect
that. I was drawn to one particular window,
though I wasn't sure
why it attracted my attention. Instinct just
told me that one was the
one I should use.
I cautiously climbed up the trellis, praying
that my actions were
going unnoticed. I would be in a lot of trouble
if anyone was near
that window--I could hear the lattice scraping
against the building
as I climbed. I only hoped that no one was
close enough to the
wall to hear it. Fortunately, no one seemed
to be coming to check
out the noise and I reached the window undetected.
Getting the window open was another matter.
I was in kind of an
awkward position to try to open the window.
There was no solid
ground beneath my feet, and windows weren't
meant to be
opened from the outside. I couldn't get any
sort of grasp on it to
force it up. I fleetingly considered breaking
the window, but
realized that would definitely arouse their
attention. But maybe I
could pry it open. I selected one of the stakes
and shoved the
pointed end into the slight crack at the base
of the window.
I wedged the stake into the crack, forcing
it to open wider. At last I
managed to get it large enough to slip my
fingers through. I
dropped the stake and quickly pushed the window
the rest of the
way open. It wasn't easy maneuvering myself
so that I could get
through the hole, but I was determined to
get into the room, so I
swallowed my pride and flung myself through
the window, diving
to the floor in a very ungraceful movement.
Well, at least I was
inside.
"Will!" a voice called, startling me. Oh, God,
what did I get myself
into? I whirled to look at the source of the
voice. To my relief,
Xander was standing there staring at me. He
was clutching a large
iron candlestick holder as if it was a baseball
bat. It was a good
thing he had realized who I was before striking
me with it. I
realized how bad this could have turned out.
What if it hadn't been
Xander on the other side of the window? It
could have been a
demon waiting for me...I could have been killed!
But it was
Xander, not a demon, I reminded myself, relaxing
somewhat. A
nearly naked Xander, at that. I could feel
my cheeks turning red as
I stared at him. "Xander! Are you okay?" I
blurted, trying to cover
up my embarrassment.
"I'm fine," he answered, sounding worried.
"But you've got to get
out of here!" He set down the candle holder
and extended his
hand to me.
"I know. But we've got to get you out of here,
too," I replied, firmly.
I took hold of his hand and started to rise
to my feet. As I rose, I
caught sight of a metal band on Xander's wrist.
Not just a band, I
realized. A chain. "Oh, geez..." My sight
followed the length of the
chain back to the bedpost. It looked like
a very thick and sturdy
post. There would be no breaking it. "This
is bad." I gazed back at
Xander's face. His dark eyes were filled with
concern.
"I know, but there isn't time for you to worry
about me. Get out of
here now, before you get caught!" he ordered
sharply. How could
he possibly think that I would leave him there?
He sighed slightly
and his expression softened. "Will, I don't
want you to get hurt."
"I'm not leaving you here," I insisted. I'll
find a way to get you out
of this, I promise. Maybe I could somehow
pick the lock? I
grasped his cuffed hand and pulled it closer,
examining it. I didn't
really know much about picking locks, but
I did know how they
worked. If I could find something to jimmy
it with...
"Will, just go! Tell Buffy where I am; send
her back for me. I just
don't want you getting hurt because of me."
"And I don't want you getting hurt because
of me!" I replied. I didn't
think I would be able to live with myself
if Dalton killed Xander
because of me. I had to find a way to get
him loose. I needed
something small enough to fit into the keyhole.
"I need a pin of
some sort."
"How about a fork?" Xander suggested after a few moments.
A fork? Not ideal, but if that was the only
thing available..."That
should do, I guess."
"There's one over there," he informed me, pointing
toward the
other end of the room. I glanced around the
room, trying to find the
silverware. It was the first look I'd really
gotten of the room. It was
gorgeous! The furniture was all ornately carved
out of lustrous
wood, and the room had been decorated with
roses and candles.
It was hardly torture chamber material! I
felt a wave of relief that
Xander hadn't been tortured during his captivity.
In fact, come to
think of it, there wasn't a mark on him. Then
whose blood was all
over the library? I didn't have time to dwell
on the answer,
because I spotted the fork on the floor near
the open chamber
door. I quickly retrieved it. All but one
of the prongs had been
bent. Xander had obviously already attempted
to pick it himself.
Well, it still didn't hurt to try.
As I worked on the lock, I could feel Xander's
eyes on me. "You've
done this before?" he asked, his voice full
of awe. I could feel
myself blushing again.
"Well, no, but if I can jiggle this thing just
right, it should open," I
informed him, trying to convince myself that
I could do this. "The
little tumblers inside will think this is
a key..." I was getting
frustrated. No matter which way I poked the
mechanism, the
tumblers didn't budge. It was almost as if
they were held in place
by magic...perhaps they were! We were dealing
with a demon
after all. I didn't know how much magical
ability he would have, but
maybe--
Xander pulled his hand away. I gazed up at
his face again, a
sinking feeling growing in the pit of my stomach.
He was ready to
give up. "Will, it's not going to work. You
tried." I'm sure he was
trying to be assuring, but he only made me
feel worse. "But you're
pushing your luck staying here. You have to
go." He smiled trying
to look brave. "It's okay. I meant it when
I said I would rather d--"
NO!
"Stop it right there!" I cut him off. I didn't
want to hear him offering
his life for mine. There was no way I would
let him do it! Didn't he
understand that if he was to die, he might
as well kill me as well?
Damn Dalton for using him like this! The demon
certainly knew
how to get to me.
"Will, I--" He was about to do it again. I didn't want to hear it!
"Don't you think that's how I feel about you?"
I blurted, silencing
him again. "Do you actually think I could
sit by and let
some...some...whatever he is kill you because
of me? I could
never live with myself if..." I felt tears
welling up in my eyes again. I
turned so that he couldn't see me crying.
I needed him to
understand, needed him to know how much he
meant to me. Of
course, he was so dense he probably never
would realize what a
hold he had on my heart. I wrapped my arms
around myself, trying
to keep control of my emotions.
"Oh, Will...I...I didn't think..."
You never think! I wanted to scream at him.
Then he was behind
me, pulling me to him, his arms encircling
me. I wasn't mad at
him...I was just frustrated. He tightened
his hold on me, and I
could feel his breath on the back of my neck.
My frustration melted
away. I needed this...I needed to feel the
comfort of his closeness.
I turned into his embrace and wrapped my arms
around him,
returning his gesture.
My pulse quickened as I pressed against him.
The feel of his bare
skin against me was almost overwhelming. I
had always felt tingly
whenever he had touched me, but this time
the feeling was so
intense that I could barely even stand on
my own...in fact, if
Xander had let go of me, I probably would
have fallen. It felt so
right to be there in his arms. Well, okay
maybe not there, but I felt
so secure in his hold that I had almost forgotten
where we were.
We had to get out. I pulled away before I
lost my senses
completely.
"I'm going to get you out," I informed him.
"Stay here..." Oh, that's
really good, Willow..."I mean...uh...I'll
be right back." I fought the
urge to return to the security of his arms.
It was up to me to get
him out of this. I had gotten him into it,
after all. I turned and
headed for the door. I was going to need something
that could
break through a chain. Maybe I could find
that torture chamber
and find something useful there...
"Where are you going?" Xander cried, sounding
helpless. "Will,
stop!"
I glanced back at him. He looked like he was
on the verge of
panic. "I'm going to see if I can find something
we can use to break
the chain." A second idea popped into my head.
Maybe it would
be easier..."Or something to saw through the
post."
"Will, don't go out there--they're probably
waiting for you! Go back
and get Buffy...or Giles..."
I ignored him--if I went back for the others,
there was no telling
what would happen to him in the meantime.
Doing it myself would
be much faster. I peered out into the hallway
to make sure that the
coast was clear. Seeing no one, I slipped
from the room and stole
down the deserted corridor.
As I reached the end of the hall, I grew nervous
again. I felt as
though someone was watching me. Looking around,
though, I saw
no one. I was just being paranoid. I peeked
around the corner.
There was a flight of stairs leading down
to the main floor. There
didn't appear to be anyone standing guard.
I carefully made my way downstairs, constantly
on the lookout for
anything that moved. I made it to the ground
floor without incident,
but no sooner had I gotten to the bottom of
the stairs, I heard
someone approaching. I had to find some place
to hide and quick!
I scanned my surroundings frantically. There
was no place I could
go...except through the tiny door that was
almost hidden in the
side of the staircase. Maybe it was a closet?
I didn't have time to
find an alternate escape route. I yanked the
door open, crawled
through, and pulled the door shut behind me,
leaving me in pitch
blackness.
If it was a closet, it certainly was a deep
one. I reached out trying
to find the wall, but it didn't seem to be
there. I crawled farther, but
there didn't seem to be an end to the room.
My mind raced. Hadn't
the passage in the book mentioned that the
torture chamber was
through a tiny door? Maybe this really was
a replica of Dalton and
Lissette's villa...which meant that what I
had assumed to be a
closet was actually a corridor, at the end
of which I would possibly
find something that I could use to free Xander.
I slowly rose to my
feet and tentatively made my way down the
hall, my heart
pounding with each step I took.
I was only about halfway down the hall when
light suddenly filled
the corridor from the doorway behind me. I
whirled around and
saw the large man who had attacked Xander
and I on our way
home from the Bronze. He was peering through
the tiny opening.
Our eyes connected for just a moment.
He grinned at me and began to crawl through
the tiny door. Oh,
God, what had I done? I had played straight
into their hands...I
was trapped. Unless, perhaps there was a way
out through the
chamber. I turned and raced down the corridor.
I could hear the
man behind me, but he had been slowed by the
confines of the
doorway. I rounded the bend in the passage
and found myself in
the torture chamber.
It was just as the book had described. I felt
nauseous as I
observed the carcasses on the floor, the bloodstained
weapons
that lined the walls. I felt faint, but I
made myself keep looking
around. There had to be a way out...unfortunately,
if there was, it
wasn't an obvious way.
I could hear the brute of a man approaching
and knew that I had
to find a way to get out past him. Maybe I
could hide and sneak
out past him as he's looking for me? But where
was there to hide?
Nowhere...the chamber was pretty much a wide
open room. I
would be a sitting duck. I was going to have
to surrender or fight
him. I can't let Xander down. I grabbed one
of the clubs from the
wall and stood near the entryway, just out
of sight. My best
chance was a surprise attack. If I was lucky
I'd knock him out
before he knew what hit him. My heart was
pounding so loud I
swore that it would give me away. I raised
the club over my head
and, holding my breath, waited for Dalton's
goon to poke his head
into the room.
As soon as the thug entered the room, I brought
the club down on
him as hard and as fast as I could. To my
astonishment, the club
broke in two. For a moment I stared at the
pieces, transfixed. If the
blow had done that much damage to the club,
how much had it
done to the man...?
Apparently absolutely none. He roared with
fury and turned on
me. Oh, God, I'm about to die...I scrambled
to get away, but my
moment of hesitation cost me dearly. The man
grabbed me and
hurled me against the wall. I fell to the
floor in a daze. Before I
could clear my head enough to react, he grabbed
me again,
slamming my head against the ground. My vision
began to cloud
over and I could feel myself losing consciousness.
In the moments
before everything went black, my mind focused
on only one
thought...Xander, forgive me.