"You know, there is nothing you can do to help
your friend," Asa
informed me teasingly as he started toward
the door. "Perhaps
you should be more concerned about your situation?"
My thoughts once again betrayed me. I'll find
a way to help her,
you bastard...
Asa chuckled and shook his head with amusement.
"You really
have no idea what you are dealing with, do
you?" With a slight
bow, he again left me alone with my torment.
Willow, why did you have to come? It's all
my fault that you're in
this mess...I didn't know how Willow had managed
to find me, but
since Buffy wasn't present I was fairly sure
that the she hadn't told
anyone that she was coming. I couldn't count
on any outside help,
so it was going to be up to me to fix the
situation. Of course, I
wasn't going to do Willow any good as long
as I was chained up...
Picking the lock hadn't proven to be feasible,
and it seemed
unlikely that I was going to be able to break
the post. Although I
hadn't completely ruled out attempting to
burn my way out, I wasn't
sure how workable that option would be; I
still didn't have any way
to light the fire. That left only one other
option that I could think of.
It wasn't a pretty option--as last resorts
rarely are--but it seemed to
me to be the only way I was going to be able
to rescue my best
friend. I was going to have to make my hand
fit through the cuff.
Despite the large quantity of silverware that
I had been given,
however, there was a distinct lack of sharp
knives. I guess Dalton
was even more into self-preservation than
he was into etiquette.
Still, there had to be a way to do it...I
studied the cuff and my hand
as a plan began to formulate in my mind.
The main problem was my thumb. No matter how
I contorted my
hand, the bone at the base of the thumb stuck
out just a little too
much. Not by a considerable amount, but enough
to be an
obstacle. So the trick was going to be to
make that bone...less of
an obstruction. It was best not to think about
what I was about to
do, otherwise I would quite likely not be
able to actually do it. I
quickly scanned the room for an object that
could help in my
mission. The candlestick holder appeared to
be the best choice.
Grasping it firmly, I took a deep breath and
bit my lip to keep
myself from crying out. I swung the blunt
iron stick and bashed the
bone as hard and fast as I could. My attempt
to stifle my scream
turned out to be a futile one. I'm not sure
if anyone in the entire
house could possibly have missed the involuntary
cry. I didn't
have time to waste...odds were pretty good
that someone would
be coming to check up on me momentarily. Besides,
if I didn't get
my hand through the cuff before it got a chance
to swell up, the
pain would all be for nothing.
Unfortunately, my plan wasn't working; I still
couldn't fit my hand
through the small opening. Desperate, I smashed
my hand
again...and again until I was barely even
conscious of what I was
doing...
And then suddenly, remarkably I was free. My
hand was
completely numb, but I could tell by looking
at the already swelling
misshapen mass that when feeling returned,
it was going to be a
bitch...but again, I didn't have time to dwell
on that. The important
thing was finding Willow and getting her to
safety.
Taking the candlestick as a makeshift weapon,
and the bent fork
in case I found the need to try to pick another
lock--even though I
had yet to be successful at that--I quickly
moved to the doorway
and peered out to make sure the coast was
clear. There didn't
seem to be anyone, so I made my move. I stole
down the hallway
in the direction that Willow had gone. I soon
reached a staircase
and made my way down, carefully keeping watch
for any
movement. Not seeing anyone I rushed the rest
of the way down
to the main floor. Now which way?
I really had only two choices. One was through
the front door. I
could try to make a break for it and go get
Buffy...but then, I didn't
really know where Buffy was, or even exactly
where I was. I would
risk taking too much time and losing Willow
for good. So, that
really wasn't a viable option. Instead, I
chose to go down the
hallway into the rest of the house.
It was strange, but I didn't encounter anyone
in my trek down the
hall. I kept expecting that one of the doors
would suddenly swing
open and I'd run into one of Dalton's thugs,
or at the very least
Asa, but there was no sign of any of them.
In a way, it kind of
made me nervous that they weren't around.
That possibly meant
that they were already holding the wedding
ceremony
somewhere...except that Asa had said something
about getting me
dressed for it, so I guess I was supposed
to be in attendance.
Perhaps they figured that as the best friend
of the bride I should
be there, who knows?
Since I wasn't getting anywhere with my search,
I decided to see
what was behind one of the doors. I leaned
up against one near
the end of the hallway and pressed my ear
to the door, checking
to see if there was any movement within. Not
hearing anything, I
carefully turned the knob and pushed it open
just far enough to
slip inside. Closing the door behind me, I
turned to examine the
contents of the room.
I was in what appeared to be a servant's quarters.
It was like a
separate little apartment, really. Along one
side of the room was a
little kitchenette, and off the far side of
the room was an open door
leading into a bedroom. The room wasn't nearly
as ornate as the
one upstairs, but it was still definitely
more elegant than what you
would find in an average household.
I made my way into the bedroom and began rummaging
through
the servant's drawers looking for anything
that could be of use. I
didn't really have anything specific in mind,
but figured it wouldn't
hurt to look around. The first couple of compartments
held only
towels and sheets. I was getting nowhere fast,
but decided to
keep looking around. There were three doors
leading from the
room--the one leading back into the main room
of the suite, one
that was slightly ajar and seemed to lead
into a second hallway,
and a third that appeared to be a closet.
Maybe there would be
something in the closet...like some clothes.
I set down the
candlestick and opened the door. To my disappointment
there
was only women's clothing...just my luck.
I turned and for the first
time noticed that there was a white gown laid
out on the bed. The
wedding gown.
I started to move in for a closer look, but
I suddenly became aware
of the sound of the outer door opening and
a couple of voices
chatting. I was about to be caught. There
wasn't time to make a
break for the hallway. I would be seen for
sure. My only hope was
to duck into the closet and pray that whoever
was coming wouldn't
need to look in there for anything...and that
they didn't have Asa's
ability to read thoughts. Fortunately, I could
tell that the
approaching people were both female. At least
I hadn't chosen
Kaelan's room. I stepped into the wardrobe
and started to pull the
door shut. I wasn't able to get it completely
shut before the women
entered the room, so I had to just bite the
bullet and leave it open
a crack. As the women entered, I realized
that I had left the
candlestick sitting on the floor next to the
closet. I silently prayed
that they wouldn't notice--if they did, my
goose was pretty well
cooked.
"So, this is the gown...not exactly gorgeous,"
I heard one of them
comment, as she picked up the white satin
garment. "Is it ready?"
"Not quite. I need to let out the hem just
a little bit, and the sides
need to be taken in a couple inches. I wish
the brides would
always be the same size...or that Dalton would
just complete the
deal. Poor thing."
"Where shall I put the wedding book?"
"Just leave it here on the bed. I'll take it
with me when I go to set
up the chapel for the ceremony. It has to
be there for the signing."
"Why do we always have to have a wedding? I
mean it's not like
they haven't exchanged vows six times already."
"I asked the same thing...Asa told me that
for the binding to work
the souls needed to be bound first in the
presence of God, and
then by...Him. The binding of God is broken
when 'death does
them part' so they have to start over again."
"Makes sense, I suppose...Besides, this should
be quite the
wedding." What is it with women and weddings?
They're all the
same anyway...
"Well, I'd better get working on the dress.
Dalton wants the
ceremony to be this afternoon. He's out gathering...for
the other
ritual, and wants everything to be ready to
go upon his return."
"Is there anything I can do for you?"
"Not really...maybe just hang around for a
bit and keep me
company. Then we'll go over and set up the
chapel together." No,
don't hang around here...please don't--I've
got to get out of here!
I bit my lip as the first pang of feeling started
to come back to my
hand. Now was not a good time to deal with
that. I forced the pain
into the back of my mind and tried to keep
focused on the scene
before me.
"Great. How about I fix us some tea?" Yes,
go fix your tea, leave
me alone for just a minute...
"Perfect!"
Relief flowed through me as I watched the women
collect up the
dress and move into the outer room. It was
a risk, but I decided to
make a break for the hall while their attention
was elsewhere. I
inched open the closet's door and cautiously
stepped out. Pausing
only to grab the wedding book that the women
had left on the bed,
I made my way toward the hallway. It was a
small gesture, but I
figured that anything I could do to screw
up the wedding was
worth doing. As I stealthily moved across
the room, I again caught
part of the two women's prattle. This time,
however, their words
struck fear into my heart.
"...see that poor girl? That Kaelan is such a brute."
"Oh, I know. Such a pretty little thing, too.
All that pretty red
hair...I'd kill for long hair like that."
"Asa will clean her up for the ceremony, I
suppose. It wouldn't be
right to have her there looking like that..."
Kaelan had hurt Willow! I'd kill him! Their
conversation continued,
but I was no longer listening. Willow had
been hurt, and it was all
my fault. I had to find her. I slipped out
into the hallway and gazed
each direction trying to determine which way
would be better. One
way led into what was obviously the main kitchen.
I saw no
practicality for going there, so I chose to
go the other way.
The passage went past several closed doors.
Not wanting to push
my luck, I decided to ignore them in favor
of seeing where the
hallway led. At the end of the hall I reached
a spiraling staircase
leading down into darkness. I didn't see the
point in going down, I
doubted that Dalton's bride would be kept
in the cellar. I was
about to turn around to go back the other
way when I heard voices
approaching from the direction of the kitchen.
I tried to open the
nearest door, but it was locked. Which meant
going downstairs
after all.
I cringed as the steps made creaking sounds
beneath my feet.
Covertness was obviously not one of my virtues.
I decided to take
the stairs two at a time to hopefully reduce
the risk of making a lot
of noise. The stairs seemed almost endless,
though it may have
just been the effect of my heightened sense
of paranoia and the
painful throbbing that was really beginning
to establish itself in my
hand.
The farther I descended, the colder it seemed
to become. By the
time I reached the bottom I was sure I was
going to either freeze or
pass out from the pain that was now evolving
from a throb to a full
fledged convulsion, but my resolve to find
Willow was strong
enough to keep me moving.
The cellar was dark, almost to the point of
total obscurity, but I
could hear movement from deep within, and
I could see that there
was what seemed to be a long tunnel, lined
with dungeon cells. I
tried not to think of Willow being locked
in one of those cells. It
would be so agonizing being trapped alone
in such a dark and
dismal place. Of course, why would they possibly
keep Dalton's
bride locked in this dingy crypt and me upstairs
in a posh bedroom
suite? There was no way she was being kept...
What did I know? Obviously, I didn't think
like Dalton and his
goons. As I made my way down the long passage
I heard a
scratching sound...like perhaps someone clawing
at one of the
doors. At first, it spooked me--I hadn't expected
anyone to actually
be in the cells. When the sound repeated,
however, I decided to
take a chance.
"Will!" I whispered, trying to arouse her attention
as I crept down
the corridor. When she didn't reply I tried
again, a little bit louder. I
didn't want to get too loud or I would likely
attract our captor's
attention. That, and I wasn't sure who was
making the noise.
After a third attempt, I was rewarded by her
soft response.
"Xander?"
"I'm here, Will. Keep whispering so I can find you..."
"Right here," she returned a moment later,
reaching her hand
through the small opening in the door. I tucked
the book and fork
under my arm and reached out to grasp her
hand.
"I'll get you out," I vowed, trying to peer
into the cell to look at her. I
just wanted to see that she really was all
right, but the opening
was too small to really be able to look through
while her hand was
in the way--it was really meant only for placing
food in the cell or
something to that effect. I didn't want to
let go of her hand, but
there was no way around it...not if I was
going to work on getting
the door open. Great...another lock...I released
Willow's hand and
started feeling around for the keyhole. After
a moment of
searching I found it and began poking the
fork prong into the
mechanism. The book slid to the floor as I
tried to get a better
angle to work at the lock.
"Xander?"
"What?"
"How did you get out?"
"You don't want to know."
"Oh."
I kept poking, getting more and more frustrated.
There had to be
something...there had to be a key somewhere.
"Who brought you
down here?"
"The big guy." Kaelan.
"Any idea which way he went?" I asked trying to sound casual.
After a long pause Willow finally responded.
"You won't be able to
fight him."
"I have no intention of fighting him. I'm a
little..." I was about to
admit that I was a bit incapacitated, but
decided that would only
freak her out. Better to just leave that alone
for now. "I only want
to see if I can find the key."
"Want me to try for a bit?" she offered, as
she reached through the
opening again. She wasn't going to tell me
where Kaelan had
gone. She didn't trust me not to do something
stupid. I suppose
my track record wasn't exactly sparkling in
that department.
Reluctantly I handed her the fork and sat
down on the floor with
my back against the wall, feeling totally
helpless...and utterly
useless.
Without the menial task of picking the lock,
I found myself unable
to think of anything but the agony my hand--heck,
my whole
arm--was in. I needed something to keep my
mind off the
pain...and the cold...so cold...I became faintly
aware that my teeth
were chattering and that I was shivering uncontrollably.
I had to
warm up...
The next several minutes I felt like I was
kind of fading in and out
of reality. I was unable to keep my mind focused
on anything other
than the cold and the pain. I wasn't even
aware that Willow had
somehow managed to get the cell door open
until she was there
standing over me, slapping my face. I could
see her lips moving
and the panicked look in her eyes, but I couldn't
hear her...it was
as if she were a thousand miles away. Perhaps
on a tundra.
Beckoning me into the...focus, Xander! But
I couldn't. My thoughts
were all over the place...everywhere but where
I wanted them to
be.
Pain ripped through me as Willow hauled me
to my feet, and for a
moment my vision clouded over and I fought
to keep my balance.
When my head started to clear I became aware
what Willow was
holding me up, trying to lean me against the
wall. She was so
much stronger than I ever would have imagined
her to be. And so
pretty. When had she gotten so pretty...she
looked incredible in
that...what was she wearing a sack? No...just
a sweater...a big
fuzzy sweater...it was so woolly and cuddly
and...and Willow was
taking it off. Why was she...undressing? I
was transfixed as she
tugged the monstrous sweater up, exposing
her smooth pale white
skin, and her lace...Willow, what are you...?
As she pulled the
sweater up over her head with one hand, her
other hand jerked a
second blouse down, covering her exposed flesh
and
undergarment. And then she was talking to
me again. I wished I
could hear her...wished she wasn't fading...
She grabbed my hand and started to raise my
arm. The next thing
I knew, we were both on the floor and I was
on top of her. She
was struggling to get out from beneath me,
her eyes wide with
fear and tears streaking down her cheeks.
I wanted to apologize,
but my tongue was thick in my mouth and I
couldn't control it well
enough to form the words. After a moment I
became conscious of
the idea that I should move. It took a lot
of effort to remain focused
on the task of moving--my thoughts were already
trying to wander.
I rolled over, allowing Willow to get up.
She was up on her feet
and standing over me so fast that it made
me feel dizzy.
"Come on, Xander, you've got to get up," Willow's
distraught voice
entered my consciousness. "Come on, you've
got to help me. I
can't do this on my own..." I wanted to help
her. I really did. I
forced myself to concentrate on the task at
hand. It took all my
strength just to sit up. As soon as I did
that, Willow started
smothering me...everything went dark and it
felt like the walls were
closing in on me...And then abruptly, it became
light again. She
had pulled the sweater on over my head. She
was trying to warm
me up...that was so thoughtful of her. She
reached through and
grasped my left hand and guided it out the
arm hole. I wanted to
thank her, but I still couldn't form the words...and
then, as she
reached my right hand, my body was racked
with pain and I could
think no more.