Reaching the front door, she stopped for a moment to catch her
breath and
slow her racing heart. <Please be home.> she pleaded.
Taking a deep breath, she
rang the doorbell. Moments later, Xander’s mom answered the
door.
"Willow! Hi, what can I do for you?"
"Hi, Mrs. Harris. Is Xander home?"
"Oh, I’m sorry dear. He left to go for a walk," Mrs. Harris replied.
She
smiled at Willow. "I’m sure you’ll be able to find him near
the park. You
know how he loves it there."
Willow nodded. She did know. They had both gone to the park almost
every
day when they were little. It held great memories.
"Thank you, Mrs. Harris," she said before she headed for the
park. She
hadn’t been there in so long. Because of the vampires. Willow
wasn’t afraid
though. For some reason, she was sure tonight she wouldn’t be
bothered by
vamps. Call it luck. <Or destiny.> she thought.
As she reached the entrance of the park, she saw a lone figure
sitting in one
of the swings. <Xander.>
Willow walked towards him. His back was to her, and he held his
head in his
hands. "Xander?" she called to him softly.
Xander jumped up, startled. He turned quickly to face her. "Will!"
he cried
when he recognized her. "You scared me."
Willow sat his wetted cheeks and gasped. "Xander! What’s wrong?"
Xander hastily tried to wipe his tears away. "Nothing, Willow,
it’s nothing.
What brings you out here? It’s dangerous, you know you shouldn’t
walk alone
at night."
Willow ignored his comment. "I was looking for you."
"Well, here I am. What’s wrong?"
"Oh, um…Oz and I broke up," she blurted before she could lose her courage.
Xander was speechless. "What? Why?" he managed to say.
Willow swallowed hard. "He knew that I love you…so he let me
go." She
studied Xander’s reaction.
"He let you go?" Xander asked disbelievingly.
"Yeah…I’m not sure how he found out. But it was really sweet, what he did."
Xander nodded, and met Willow’s intense green eyes. "I, uh, broke
up with
Cordelia today," he confessed.
"Yeah, I heard. Why?" Willow could guess why, but she wanted
to hear
Xander say it.
Xander shrugged. "I figured that it wouldn’t be right to be with
her," he
looked at her once again, "when it’s you that I love," he added
quietly.
Willow smiled a little, her heart bursting with happiness at
his words. "What
happens now? Y’know, now that we’re both…free?" Her heart raced
as Xander
walked up to her slowly.
Xander ran his fingers through her hair, admiring the way the
moonlight made
her seem angelic. "This," he said gently, guiding his head towards
hers.
Their lips met and an instant warmth spread through his body.
<This is how it
was meant to be.> Xander thought happily as his lips danced
with hers.
It wasn’t a long kiss, but to Willow it meant the world. Sighing
happily, she
laid her head against Xander’s chest. A sudden image of Xander
crying
flashed in her mind. "Xander?" she called, pulling back to look
at him.
Xander looked down into Willow’s eyes and saw the concern in
them. "Yes?"
he answered, almost cautiously.
"Why were you crying earlier?" she demanded softly.
Xander sighed, relieved. "I was sitting out here and I started
thinking about
how much fun we had when we were little." His voice got wistful.
"You in
your overalls and pigtails, and me in whatever geeky I was wearing."
He
chuckled, then grew serious. "I always protected you. I never
let anyone
mess with you. I never knew that all along *I* was the one hurting
you." He
looked at her, and Willow could see the remorse in his eyes.
"Willow, I’m so
sorry. I wish—"
Willow put a finger to his lips, shushing him. "It’s okay," she
whispered.
"I never told you how I felt. It’s my fault as much as it is
yours."
Xander shook his head fiercely. "No, Will. It’s not your fault,"
Xander
argued. He tightened his arms around her. "I promise you, Willow,
that I’ll
never hurt you again. I’m here for you. Always and forever,"
he promised,
his voice sincere.
Willow felt her eyes fill with tears. A few escaped and rolled
down her face.
Xander leaned down and kissed them away. "No more tears, Will."
He smiled
at her. "If you start crying, I’ll join in," he teased.
Willow laughed. "Okay…no more tears." <God, I love him. I—I
feel complete.
Whole.> She gazed into Xander’s eyes and marveled at how her
love mirrored
his own. "Xander?" she whispered. When he raised his brows in
question, she
continued. "Never let me go, okay?" she asked, her voice shaky,
but warm.
Xander smiled at her request. "Don’t you see, Willow? I’ll never
let go.
I…I *can’t* let go. You’re in here," he said, pointing to his
heart,
"forever. You’ve always been there. I love you more than you’ll
ever know,"
he told her firmly. <I’ve never felt this way before. I feel
like my soul is
content….complete.>
"I love you, too," Willow replied. Reached up, she pressed her lips to his.
No longer having any doubts or worries, they two young lovers
kissed with a
passion neither had ever felt before.
And for once, in the city that sat upon the mouth of Hell, everything
was
perfect….or so it seemed.
Neither Willow or Xander ever noticed the figure hidden in the
shadows.
Watching them…waiting….hungry.