Thunk! A quivering arrow landed in the bull's eye of a target.
"Woo-hoo!" Xander shouted and did an odd victory dance. "Who
da man?
That's
the sixth one in a row. Do you finally admit defeat?" he crowed
triumphantly.
"You were so lucky." Buffy could only give Xander a disgusted look.
Giles had been pleasantly surprised by his latest protégé.
Xander had done
better than his word and applied himself wholeheartedly to training.
While
his marital arts skills were only so-so, Xander had taken up
the cross bow
with a vengeance. Giles had felt that it should naturally be
Xander's
weapon of choice since he didn't have the slayer's strength
for hand to
hand combat. And as it turned out, Xander was actually a better
shot with
the cross bow than Buffy.
He was constantly bragging and teasing her about his superior
skill to the
point that Buffy had challenged him to prove it this afternoon.
Now she was
really never going to hear the end of it.
"Ha! You so can't stand to lose," Xander gloated knowingly.
"I do not." Buffy huffed.
Xander rolled his eyes. "Do too."
"Do not!" Buffy protested.
"Do too." "Do not." "Do too." "Do not." "Do not."
"Do t-…Oh that's just it." Buffy tackled a laughing Xander to the ground.
"You just can't say it can you." Xander laid flat on his back still chuckling.
"Alright, I'll say it. You win," Buffy said graciously looking
down from on
top of him. "But I'd say when it comes to a . . .tickle-fest,
I win." With
that she started tickling him mercilessly.
"Arghh!" Xander howled with laughter under her onslaught. "No
fair," he
gasped. "I give. I give!"
Buffy stopped and looked down at a now thoroughly tousled Xander. She gave
one last smirk before rolling off of him and onto her back. For
a timeless
moment she just lay in the grass beside him looking up at the
sky, the
perfect blueness unbroken to the edge of the horizon. It was
a glorious
summer day. Buffy felt a sense of contentment that she hadn't
felt in a
long time.
She glanced over at Xander and smiled at her best friend. Although
she knew
that she could never take Willow's place in his life, they had
become
inseparable. She and Xander had built a strong, deep friendship
based on
trust and affection. It was a friendship that only strengthen
as time went
by and she knew she was lucky to have him. Gloating not withstanding.
Xander rolled onto his side and propped himself up on one elbow
to look at
her. "So what are we going to do tonight?"
"We're going to do what we do every night Xander."
"What? Take over the world?" he teased.
Buffy rolled her eyes exaggeratingly. "No silly. Just the Bronze.
We leave
world conquest stuff to vampires and other assorted baddies,
remember?"
"Oh yah! Talking about vamps, do we want to go patrol before
we go out
tonight or after?" he asked.
"Oh. I thought we might skip the slayage thing for tonight. Pickings
have
been slim. I figure Giles can give us the night off."
With school out, Buffy and Xander had the opportunity to train
every
afternoon and hunt every evening. Working as a team with the
will to do
major damage, they were pretty fierce. So there hadn't been
too much action
in Sunnydale lately. In fact, the last couple months the local
vamp
population had been decidedly low-key.
"I wish it were always like this," Buffy said almost absently
looking back
up at the sky.
"Almost like what?"
"Daylight," Buffy sighed now wistfully. "That it would never be night."
*~*~*~*
Pounding music and the swaying bodies of teens filled the Bronze. As always
the Bronze was packed and in the center of the dance floor was
Buffy and
Xander. Buffy was dancing and Xander - well, Xander was doing
what Buffy
could only describe as goofing around.
Sometimes Buffy felt like she was any other normal teen girl.
Not the
chosen one. Not the Slayer. And certainly not the person who
stood against
the powers of darkness. Tonight, hanging out with her best pal,
she was
just Buffy. Closing her eyes, she lost herself to the music.
Suddenly the music changed and a slow song came on. Xander was
about
the
head back to their table when Buffy tugged on his arm.
"Hey, come on. Dance this one with me?" she smiled and batted
her
eyelashes
outrageously.
Shrugging his shoulders, Xander pulled her into his arms and
started to do
an impersonation of a tango to the totally inappropriate music.
Giggling
Buffy followed his lead. They weaved in and out of the slowly
swaying
couples. They were getting a lot of odd looks, but Xander only
exaggerated
the tango theme more and at the end of the song, he made a move
to dip her.
Pulling her up a little too hard, Buffy came up stumbling against his body.
Breathless she looked up at him to say something witty about
his dancing
technique, but she lost whatever she was going to say as she
stared into
his eyes. Suddenly neither of them were goofing around any longer.
Buffy felt the immediate tension and held her breath, not sure
what was
going on. Not wanting to ruin the moment, but also not wanting
to change
things past the point of no return, she merely put her arms
around his neck
and her head on his shoulder as another slow song came on. This
time
Xander
followed her lead as they did little more than sway to the music.
Across the room, a pair of eyes were intently watching Buffy
and Xander.
Not wanting them to see him just yet he made his way out of
the Bronze. He
decided to wait for the right moment to reveal himself. This
was certainly
not it.
After the song ended there was an awkward pause between Xander and Buffy.
Clearing his throat Xander asked oh so casually, "Uhm, do you
want
something to drink?"
Grateful Buffy nodded, "Yah, just water though is good." She
made her way
back to their table and sat down, resisting the urge to bury
her face in
her hands. < That just so did not happen. >
< Yes it did. And you like it! > a taunting voice in her head replied.
< But it's Xander! > < So what's wrong with exploring a
relationship with
Xander? > < EVERYTHING! > she screamed back at herself. <
We're friends,
and... >
Any further debate in her head was cut short when Xander returned
with her
drink.
"Thanks." She drank her water quickly.
"It's getting kinda late," he said tentatively.
"Oh, definitely," Buffy rushed to agree. "Since we didn't patrol
tonight,
Giles will want us to do some training tomorrow morning. You
know, early.
So maybe we should call it a night."
"Come on then, I'll let you walk me home," Xander said as if
bestowing some
great honor.
Buffy was never more thankful than now for Xander's way of diffusing
a
situation with humor. "Oh, please! May I? Pretty please?"
Smiling broadly now, Xander crooked his elbow and she linked
her arm with
his as they left the Bronze all awkwardness temporarily put
out of their
minds.
It wasn't until Buffy had left Xander's place that she once more
confronted
what had happened between them at the Bronze. She wasn't too
sure what
exactly it was, but it was a little scary.
As the Slayer, Buffy didn't get her strength to keep on fighting
from anger
or duty or the knowledge that she was fighting the righteous
fight,
although that helped. But rather she got her true strength from
the people
who believed in her, the ones who counted on her. They were
also the people
she knew she could count on. Her
victory over the Master wouldn't have been possible without
her friends. If
she was a successful slayer it was because of the incredible
people in her
life.
Buffy pitied past slayers who didn't have the kind of friends
that she had.
But she also understood now why friends could be a vulnerability.
When she
lost Willow and Angel, her confidence, her very strength felt
diminished.
But Xander had gotten her through that loss. Xander - who would
go to the
mouth of hell and back for her. In the last year he had gain
some
indeterminable quality, some inner fortitude that hadn't been
there before.
And whereas she had been the one who was strong initially after
finding out
about Willow, Xander became the emotional stabilizer for her
now when
things looked bad. He was her rock, the one person whom she
counted on
above all others. She needed him.
To pursue anything more with him meant maybe messing up what
they
already
had. So the fact that dancing in his arms had felt wonderfully
right was
downright disturbing. And the one thing she would never allow
herself to do
was jepordize her friendship with Xander.
So Buffy handled it the only way she could. She rationalized
it away. < I'm
sure it doesn't really mean anything. Maybe its an entirely
normal feeling
best friends have with each other. >
Deep in these thoughts, she was almost home before she had the
odd
sensation she was being followed. The sensation grew until Buffy's
'spider'
sense told her she was not definitely not being paranoid. And
whoever was
following her wasn't of the human variety stalker either. She
whipped
around to face the vamp.
As the shadows revealed the figure before her, she gasped.
"Angel!"