Willow chanted a short phrase over and over, sprinkling around
the edge of
the ceremonial circle of the Hellmouth a mixture of wine, burdock,
and
blood that had been prepared for her. When she finished, she
stood in the
center of the circle, at the heart of the Hellmouth. Her arms
raised, she
called out:
"Sun and Moon, O Powers divine,
Ancient as the power of Light, Ancient as the power of Night.
Life and Death, Cyclic and Everlasting - I bid Thee hear Me
now!
I admonish thee by the Powers that be come instantly unto Me.
Render forth thy Power to My will.
I compel Thee by the sacrifice of the Slayer's blood.
Viris Divinae Venite!"
While Willow spoke, the very air seemed to change. It sang with
the
incredible forces she was invoking. A swirling wind whipped
Willow's long
auburn hair about her face, and she looked more supernatural
spirit than
substantive being. By the time she finished she was practically
shouting
and her last words echoed and reverberated like a clap of thunder.
The earth rumbled in reply.
The whole cavern quaked violently. The earth and rock above the
Hellmouth
fissured, breaking apart to create an opening to the naked sky.
Willow
looked straight up and saw the sun and moon in the last moments
before the
apex. A few more seconds and the moon slipped into position
directly in
front of the sun.
In full eclipse, the sun's light was not entirely diminished.
The moon
haloed by the corona of the sun gave off light of a grayish
quality. Not
quite pure, not quite corrupted, it was yet strong enough to
destroy a
vampire.
A normal one anyway.
And the light filtered down through the chasm, hitting exactly
the outline
of the Hellmouth over which Willow stood. Her upturned face
was bathed in
the ghostly light and with her eyes closed and her lips slightly
parted she
seemed to be caught up in a mystical ecstasy.
In safety far away from the light that streamed down, Colin's
eyes suddenly
widened in disbelief as Willow's body seemed to take the light
within
herself. She was glowing and the brightness seemed to build
then explode as
Willow herself started to radiate the light, pouring out of every
pore of
her body and filling the cavern.
*~*~*~*~*
Angel was getting more and more frustrated, not to mention more
and more
afraid. He had been looking in all the possible places that
Colin could
have secreted Willow. He hadn't seen anyone. No guards, no patrols.
It was
all too easy to make his way around the tunnels. It didn't bode
well
because meant the main forces of the Anointed One must all be
where Buffy
and Giles were.
Angel was already doubling back on his way toward the main cavern
when
suddenly the earth began to quake around him. Dust flew everywhere
as the
tunnels groaned with the weight of maintaining their cohesion.
Then just as
suddenly it stopped.
< What was that?!? > Angel thought wildly as he started to
run even faster.
He was a few meters away from the main cavern when he spied
Xander
making
his way to the same spot.
Above ground, Xander had come to for the second time that day
with a
splitting head-ache and with a groggy awareness that he had
been ditched
with a vengeance. But determined he had dragged himself down
through the
caverns to arrived just as Angel did.
"Angel!" Xander exclaimed. "Willow told me you were dead. What's
going
on?"
"Willow! Is she with you?" Angel demanded shortly.
"No. She-she knocked me out and came down here I think to rescue
Buffy
and
Giles. She was planning something. I don't know what but….."
Another smaller tremor rocked the tunnels around them, cutting
short
Xander's explanation. The two men looked at each other and immediately
headed for the entrance.
Angel was about the step through the passageway into the cavern
when a
blast of light made him instinctively slam himself against a
shielding wall
of stone. Xander, not so hampered by the this, stood at the
entrance and
viewed the scene below with shocked awe.
*~*~*~*~*
Again the earth shuddered, but Willow was unaware of anything
around her.
Her being was focused on the light which filled her and drifted
along
within every cell, her body becoming nothing more than a conduit
for the
light. Once the light built inside her at a critical mass, she
released it.
Consciously, she directed it toward the Hellmouth. Attuned with
the light,
Willow could feel it slamming against the Hellmouth with all
the might of
her desire to destroy it. And like a living thing the Hellmouth
groaned at
the assault until it finally fell before the primeval force
of the light
which sealed the Hellmouth for all time.
Simultaneously, however, the light from Willow also flowed out
across the
open cavern, discharging in every direction. And the vampires
within the
cavern cried out as one in fear and then in pain as the light
blazed
through them, turning them into cinders. Like dominoes they
fell against
the touch of the spreading light.
Amidst all this, Colin, the Anointed One, registered astonishment,
anger,
and then…fear on his child-like face. Then he cried out once,
more in
frustration of having been thwarted than from pain, before he
too joined
the other vampires in their total destruction.
The moment the Anointed One fell, Willow began to falter and
the light
started to fade.
Unharmed and standing now surrounded only by ashes, Giles went
unimpeded to
where Willow and Buffy were. He bent down to check on Buffy
who was
regaining consciousness. She was weak with the loss of blood
but otherwise
unhurt. Meanwhile, Xander made his way down from the entrance
toward
them.
But it was Angel, freed from danger of the light, who raced down
across the
cavern with inhuman speed just in time to embrace Willow in
his arms as she
staggered out of the light encircled Hellmouth.
"Willow!?!" Angel said urgently.
She gazed up at him, her eyes going wide with recognition. She
tried to
speak, but it was then that her body gave out completely. She
sunk slowly
down to the ground. Angel, holding onto her body was pulled
down with her.
They settled on the floor with Angel cradling her like a small
child, her
head and back supported by his arms, her body across his lap.
"An--Angel?"
Had his ear been even a couple of inches further away, Angel
doubted he
would have been able to make out what she said.
"I thought…you…were dead." Her struggling words came out in short bursts.
"No, I'm here. Right here, Willow," he murmured holding her even closer.
"Is . . .is everyone. . . alright . . .?"
"Don't worry. Everyone's fine. Just fine." With the backs of
his fingers
brushing lightly over the curve of her cheek, Angel tried to
sooth her.
"Good…I - uhh!" Willow stopped suddenly, her voice dying in a
low awful
rattle at the back of her throat. She felt her very essence
being rent from
her. Although she didn't need to breathe, her chest heaved as
if she were
trying to draw breath, draw the life back into her body.
Desperate, Angel could only watch her. With a terrible certainty
Angel
understood what was happening. She was dying. Right here in
his arms. And
there was nothing he could do about it.
< NoNoNoNoNoNoNoNo! > Angel's mind was filled with incoherent
pleadings
with God or Fate to not take Willow away from him.
"Wills!?" Xander said hovering frantically behind Angel.
Angel hadn't even noticed that Buffy, Xander, Giles had gathered
right next
to him. He tore his tortured gaze from Willow's face to glance
at Buffy and
Giles, who were equally aware of what was happening to Willow
and their
faces showed their impotent sorrow. Only Xander didn't know
what was
occurring and why.
For a moment Willow subdued the almost seizure-like spasms and
the
tension
eased from her body. Yet inexorably Angel felt her slipping
away and he was
powerless to do anything about it. He shut his eyes tightly.
He wanted to
succumb to the weakness. The panic. The fury churning inside
him. But right
now he had to be strong for Willow's sake. So instead Angel
focused on all
the things he should say to her, things he should have said
to her before
this, things that he had waited to tell her until the 'right'
time. He had
to tell her now before it was too late.
Angel opened his mouth, but whatever words he had ready were
lost as
Willow
stopped him.
Trembling, she stretched her fingers towards his face, able only
to reach
his lips, her strength extending just that far. Lightly she
caressed him
with the tips of her fingers. With this gesture it was as if
she were
trying to tell him that the words he had been about to utter
were
superfluous and entirely unnecessary; that she understood all
that had been
unspoken between them. A single tear, for all the things that
might have
been, made its way down the side of her face as she looked up
at him
steadily. But all the while she smiled, just the corners of
her mouth
turning up and in her expressive eyes shone all the passionate
honesty of
her love for him.
The love that she had tried to keep secret was no longer hidden.
It was
there for him to see unabashedly. In these last moments Willow
abandoned
her pride, her fear of rejection to give him this gift.
Then her hand dropped from his lips, the last of her strength
consumed.
Willow fought for a moment longer, to hold on to life, to not
leave him.
But the pull on her soul became too great.
She looked over at Xander, Buffy and Giles and finally back at
Angel,
whispering, "I love you."
Then Willow was gone.