Maison Blanche Revisited
Chapter 2: Red Letter Days
ROMAN UNFOLDED the three pieces of paper and laid them on the bed.
They were labeled, appropriately enough, Letter 1, Letter 2 and
Letter 3. He picked up the first one and started to read out loud. The
writing was cramped and difficult to make out on the blood-stained
paper.
Roman,
I am writing this to
let you know what happened in case, by the time I am found, I am
either dead or mentally incapacitated. The night I arrived in New
Orleans, I followed your lead to a mansion Stefano owns called
‘Maison Blanche.’ I found Kristen drugged unconscious in an upstairs
bedroom, and when I tried to get help for her, Stefano appeared and
pulled a gun on me. We struggled for the gun and I got it away from
him, but then someone hit me on the head. When I came to, I found
myself in what can best be described as a dungeon. As it turns out, I
had been there before. It was the same place Stefano brainwashed me
nine years ago, and he said he was going to do it again. When I kept
trying to escape, almost succeeding several times, and refused to eat
his drugged food, he tricked Marlena into coming to New Orleans and
threatened to starve her unless I cooperated. So Stefano started
drugging me, both in my food, and with shots, and when Marlena tried
to intervene, he blackmailed her into calling you to say we had run
off together, promising that he would stop drugging me if she did as
he asked. But it was a lie of course. Stefano is still drugging me,
and with each shot my thoughts are growing hazier and hazier. I fear
that in a few days my mind will be completely gone. That’s why I am
writing this now, while I am still able to think. (A sympathetic
guard smuggled a paper and pencil in to me and the only time I can
write is when he is the one watching the security monitors.) I know
that Stefano is planning something, Roman, but I don’t know what it
is. I am sure it has something to do with Marlena though, and that
terrifies me. All I can do to protect her is pray, and I’m afraid
that’s not going to be enough.
John
As Roman finished the letter, Kristen looked up at him with tears
in her eyes. “There was blood in my room,” she choked. “When I woke
up, there was blood on the floor. Celeste said she cut her hand and I
believed her. But it was John’s blood,” she quavered in misery,
lifting her hand to gently finger John’s blood-matted hair. “He tried
to help me, and this is the result. I should have believed him,
Roman. If I’d believed him, maybe none of this would have happened.”
“You can’t blame yourself, Kristen,” Roman said gently. “Isn’t
that what you just told me? And you were right. There’s only one
person to blame for this, and that’s Stefano. Shall we read the next
letter?”
She nodded, giving a little sniffle, and he picked up the second
letter. The handwriting was different from the first: oddly slanted,
almost childish. It didn’t look like John’s writing at all, and as
Roman started reading, he realized in shock that was exactly the
case.
Roman,
Henri, my
guard, says I should write to you, to tell you what is happening, but
I don’t know who you are anymore. I read the first letter, so I guess
we know each other, but I don’t remember you. I don’t remember much
of anything anymore. I wish you could help me, Roman. I wish anybody
could help me. I’m so scared. This man hurts me, and I don’t know
why. He hangs me from the ceiling and hits me with a chain. I try not
to scream, but I can’t help it, and he laughs at me. He straps me in
a chair so I can’t even move my head, and then injects me with
something. It burns like fire in my brain and I scream some more, and
every time I scream he laughs. Who is he, Roman? Why is he doing this
to me? Sometimes he brings a beautiful woman in to see me. She cries
and holds my hand. When I ask who she is, she cries even harder, and
the man laughs again. He’s so evil, Roman. She’s terrified of him. He
forces her to kiss him and she hates it. I want to help her, but I
can’t even help myself. Is she Marlena, Roman, from the first letter?
I wish you could find us, Roman. We need help so badly. Maybe if I
pray hard enough, God will let us die. It would be much better to be
dead than to be here.
John (I
think)
Sick to his very soul, Roman dropped the letter and sank to his
knees beside the bed. This wasn’t a letter from John; it was a letter
from a child. A lost, horribly abused child, pleading for help from a
stranger. A stranger who should have been there to save him but
wasn’t. Roman was dimly aware of Kristen sobbing in the background,
but was too full of his own pain to deal with hers as well. “I’m
sorry, John,” he groaned. “I’m sorry, Doc. You were counting on me to
help you and I didn’t even try. Please forgive me,” he whispered.
“Forgive me for not being there.
In the midst of his anguish Roman felt a warm hand grip his
shoulder. “He does forgive you, Roman,” Kristen said tearfully. “They
both do. You know that.” Then she gave a soggy chuckle. “They’d
probably even say there was nothing to forgive.”
She was right, Roman thought wearily, climbing to his feet and
wiping his wet eyes. John and Marlena would say there
was nothing to forgive. He just hoped and prayed they would have the
chance to tell him that themselves. But to do that, John had to
survive, and they had to find Marlena, and right now, both of those
occurrences seemed more and more unlikely.
Sighing, he picked up the third letter and cleared his throat. He
wasn’t sure he even wanted to continue, but he owed it to John to
read his final words. The handwriting in this letter was different
yet again; thin and shaky, as though the author were very weak or
feeble.
Roman,
For the first time in
days, my mind is clear enough to write again, or at least be aware of
what I’m writing. I apologize for that second letter. My alter ego
was very frightened, but then, he had every right to be. I’m not
being drugged anymore, which is the reason my mind is starting to
clear, but I think I would almost prefer the drugs to what is
happening now. What I feared has come to pass. Stefano has taken
Marlena away somewhere and left me here to die. I have not seen
anyone, or had anything to eat or drink for days now. I am not afraid
for myself. I have accepted that I am going to die in this dismal
place. It’s Marlena that I’m worried about. Stefano is obsessed with
her. He kept talking about faking her death and taking her away to
become his mistress. Please find her, Roman. Don’t stop looking, even
if you hear reports of her death. She loves you so much. Whenever
they let her in to see me, all she could talk about was how much she
missed you and the children, how much she loved you and needed you.
Find her, Roman. Forgive her, and try to start over. I know you still
love her, and you can still have a wonderful life together. I have to
finish now, Roman; I’m so weak I can barely hold the pencil. Please
tell Belle and Brady their Daddy loves them very much. I know you and
the family will always take care of them, despite how you feel about
me. I love you all, and I never wanted to hurt any of you. I have
never ceased to regret what happened, and I hope that some day you
will be able to forgive me.
John
P.S.: Please tell
Kristen I love her and that this isn’t her fault. And it isn’t your
fault either, Roman.
John
Roman concluded the heart-wrenching letter in a choked voice. As
he carefully tucked it and the other two in his jacket for
safekeeping, the unpleasant realization struck him that his reaction
to recent events had been petty and vindictive. I’ve been so wrong
about so many things, he thought remorsefully. When John and
Doc had the affair, if you can even call a one night stand an affair,
I accused him of being uncaring, ungrateful and selfish. That was so
untrue. He’s the most caring, unselfish person I’ve ever met. When I
came home, he stepped aside so I could have my family, my job and my
life back, even though it must have killed him inside. He could have
made all kinds of trouble, but he didn’t. He didn’t sue for custody
of the children; he didn’t object when they gave me the police rank
he earned; he didn’t ask for the money back that he used to rebuild
the house. Except for the one lapse with Marlena, he was always
thinking of what was best for other people. Even now, on the verge of
death, he’s more concerned about everyone else than he is about
himself. Somehow, some way, I’ve got to make things right with
him,” Roman told himself grimly, But first, I’ve got to keep
him alive...
Taking a deep breath to hold his emotions in check, he knelt by
the bed and grasped John’s limp hand in his own. “John,” he said
quietly, “ it’s Roman. Everything’s going to be all right now; you’re
not alone anymore. I know you’re hurt, but you have to hang on for
just a little while longer. Tony, Kristen and I are going to get you
out of here and into a hospital just as soon as we can. You’re going
to get well, and then you and I will look for Marlena together.”
At the mention of Marlena’s name Roman thought he saw John’s
eyelids flicker, and seized on that response to reinforce his
message. “Marlena needs you, John,” he whispered fiercely. “She needs
you to keep fighting, to stay alive. And it’s not just Marlena: Belle
and Brady need you too...they need their Daddy. Think about Belle and
Brady, John. Think about all the people who love you, who want you to
live. Think about Mom and Pop and Bo and Carrie and Sami and Eric.
You’re strong, John, you can do it; you can do it for all of them.”
He paused, then made a final impassioned plea. “And if you can’t do
it for them, John, then do it for me. Stay alive for me. Because if
you die now, I’ll never be able to forgive myself.” He watched John’s
haggard face intently, praying for some small sign to indicate his
words had gotten through, but there was nothing.
“He’ll make it won’t he, Roman?” Kristen asked anxiously, seeking
reassurance he couldn’t give her. “He can’t die now. He just can’t.”
He met her fearful gaze with his own somber one. “I’m sorry,
Kristen,” he sighed regretfully, “but I don’t know. I just don’t
know. We’ll do what we can for him, but a lot of it’s going to be up
to him. We just have to pray he heard me and knows that help is here.
And speaking of help,” he muttered, glancing at his watch, “where the
hell is Tony? He’s been gone almost half-an-hour. If he can’t find
those bolt cutters we’ll have to come up with something else to get
John out of here.”
“You won’t have to,” Tony announced from the doorway. “We finally
found them.” Followed by Franklin, he hurried across the room with
the heavy tool. “Has there been any change?” he asked as he reached
John’s bedside.
Roman shook his head. “No. But we did find some letters he wrote.
We were right,” he bit out in icy rage. “Stefano did do
this. He tricked Marlena into coming here so John wouldn’t try to
escape, and forced her to watch him being drugged and tortured. Then
he took her away somewhere and left John here to die.”
“Damn him,” Tony gritted through clenched teeth. “Damn him
straight to hell.”
“That’s exactly where he belongs,” Roman agreed harshly, “and when
I find him, I’ll send him there myself.”
Roman’s tone was angry, but Tony saw the fear and terror hiding
underneath and knew their cause. “We’ll get her back, Roman,” he
promised with steely determination. “I’ll do whatever I can to help.”
“So will I,” Kristen added with equal determination as she gazed
at John’s mangled body. “Stefano has to pay for this.”
“Thanks. To both of you,” Roman said gratefully. “Now let’s get
these shackles off.”
Cutting through the iron shackles entailed but a few minutes work.
Once John was finally released, they quickly transferred him to the
folding cot and tucked the sheets around him. He was then tied
securely to the makeshift stretcher with strips torn from another
sheet. Roman had hoped by this time John would have given some sign
he was aware of their presence, but he remained motionless and silent
throughout the entire procedure, reinforcing the urgency of their
task. After giving the bindings one last quick check to make sure the
helpless John couldn't fall off the cot, Roman turned to the others.
“He’s secure. Let’s get him out of here.”
to be continued...
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