These poems were written while i sat by a lit candle in the middle of our latest hurricane.
Once ive dream of this person and long to see him. enjoy and thanks to A.W.

why are all my thoughts of you
a stranger to my heart
why do i hear your voice in the still of the night?
beckoning,soft and sweet
why do i feel as if id be lost forever
if i couldnt feel your touch
your warm embrace
your soft lips against mine
ive searched for you for so long
now that you are found
never leave me here in this darkness

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i walked 17 years alone in this world
searching for someone to be by my side
someone to hold someone to care for
someone to love
and as i searched
i found two souls in this world
i gave my heart to them
i gave my all
and what i recieved in return
was heartache and grief
my eyes were blinded by my tears
i couldnt see the path i had dared to tread
so i had falled and lost my way
like so many before me
and i sat in darkness and let my tears flow
but just when i thought i would drown and end this madness
i looked up and saw you
my dark angel there you stood
a pillar of strenght and all that i believed in and held dear
how i wanted to stand by your side
but as i gazed at you i wondered i hoped i PRAYED
that you could end this suffering of mine
take me away
bare me up in your arms and shield me in your embrace
to love me forever and a day

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Silly thoughts which came to me during ecnonmics class

we wander aimlessly through this world
children of an unseen creature
believers in the invisible and false
speakers of an unknown future
lying about salvation and forgivness
for sins of the people
those lost wanderers
whose eyes are open wide
awaiting some divine sight
while they turn away from reality
ignoring the lives which are suffering
blind to the violence
the spilled blood,the carnage
instead of bringing an end
these lsot souls only edge it on
glorifying the evil og this world
all the while they seek that diviness still
which isnt there
they listen to their false phrophets
their misguiding leaders
brining them to their distruction and end
everyday the end is clearer
more war less peace
more hatred less love
more death less life
we are the superior race
we are the supremem beings
all wise and knowing
yet totally blind and unaware
of the path we have choosen to follow

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Angel of Light / Angel of Darkness

Beautiful is the Angel of Light
as soft as the petals of a rose
afire with the light of goodness
precious one of pink satin and lace
voice like velvet
her touch as gentle as a feather
no harm would ever come to her
sweet Child of Heaven
Beautiful and wicked Angel of Darkness
hard from a lifetime of pain and regret
burning bright,glowing from the light of ill fate
vile temptress and mother of evil
the devilsimp
her voice the shrill cry of a thousand souls lost
her touch as hot as brimestone
forever scarred forever hated
Goddess of Darkness and Misfortune
together and forever locked in an embrace
sisters of night and day
brought together to become one torn soul
and that soul belongs to me

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tears

she stares ahead
blank and distant
weeping softly like a lost child
helpless and alone
as she sees the future which lies ahead
her dreams never realized
all her hopes now shattered illusions
broken under the weight of fear
of hatred and regret
the tears can not hide
only clears her vision
now seeing herself
cowering
afraid
of the...beast
which was once loving
full of grace and beauty
the scent of lavender,of roses and sounds of laughter
full of joy...youthful love for another
crushed by this terrible creature
the river of tears only flow steadily towards no where
where her future lies
a husk of her former self
crushed by the mother