Starting Over Continued


JEN (surprised): Pacey! What- (she sees the rose, and smiles) For me?

PACEY (smiling, and extending the rose): Yep.

[She takes it, puts her nose to it and breathes in deeply]

J: It smells really good. Thank you, Pacey. (pauses) Um, you wanna come in?

P: Your Grams-

J (interrupting): She’s not here. (smiles) I’ll give you three guesses.

[Pacey walks into the house, and Jen shuts the door behind him. She walks past him into the kitchen, and goes through the cupboards, looking for a vase. He follows her in there.]

J: So, what brings you here?

P: Actually, I was hoping we could talk a little bit.

[He sits down at the kitchen table. Jen has found a vase and is running some water into it.]

J: Sure. What about?

P (biting his lip): Us.

[She sticks the rose in the vase and takes the vase with her over to the table where Pacey sits. She takes a seat next to him.]

J: Us?

P: I know we said this wasn’t going to work, but that was before, when we thought you were pregnant. And now that we know you’re not-

J (cutting him off): Pacey, I thought we decided that it wasn’t going to work, no matter what.

P: Well, we did, but I sort of changed my mind. (he pauses, waiting for her to say something. she doesn’t, so he continues) I know this sounds corny, Jen, but I’m miserable without you. I thought maybe we could try it again, but for real this time. You know, make it official. Maybe even kiss in mixed company.

J (crossing her arms, sort of hugging herself, "Close Your Eyes" starts again): I don’t know, Pacey. I just broke up with Mike two days ago. I was thinking about taking a little break, y’ know? I could really use one.

P (nods but looks disappointed, and a little angry): Right. (stands up) Well, ya can’t blame a guy for trying. I guess I’ll see you around.

[Pacey walks away, and the camera cuts to a close up of Jen. She looks to the side sadly, and we hear a door close. She puts her elbows on the table, and buries her face in her hands.]

[COMMERCIAL BREAK]

[OPEN: Exterior shot of Capeside High. Students are walking around outside. Camera cuts to Joey, walking inside the front office. She walks up to the secretary’s desk. The secretary looks up from her computer]

SECRETARY: May I help you?

JOEY (uncomfortably): Um, I hope so. Would it be possible for me to bring a visitor to school?

S: That depends. Who are you planning on bringing?

J: Uh, my cousin. He’s staying with me for a few days.

S: When would you like to bring him?

J: Well, he’s leaving Sunday, so would tomorrow be alright?

[The secretary reaches into a drawer, and flips through some folders. She opens one up, and takes a slip of paper from it]

S (handing it to Joey): Here. Fill in all the necessary information on the top, and get all of your teachers to sign this. If each one okays it, just bring the slip into me at the end of the day, and he can come.

J: *Really?* That’s all I have to do?

S (slightly annoyed): Yes. Now I suggest you get to class before you’re late for homeroom.

J (smiles): Thank you.

[Scene cuts to Pacey, at his locker, getting a book out, and placing it in his back pack. Jen walks up behind him]

JEN (tentatively): Pacey?

PACEY (turns to look at her, shuts his locker): Good morning, Miss Lindley. How may I service you?

J: Uh, I was hoping we could talk.

P: Deja vu. (pauses) I’d rather not, but thanks for the offer.

[He brushes past her. She looks hurt, but walks after him]

J: Pacey, please.

[He stops, and turns around]

P: I know where this is going, Jen. You’re about to toss me the ‘let’s be friends’ speech. Well, save it. I’ve already heard it once this week. I’d prefer not to hear it again. And especially not from you.

J: Pacey, that’s not what I was going to say. I wanted to tell you-

P (interrupting, angrily): Tell me what? That you wish New Year’s had never happened? That, now that everything’s okay, you want to just disregard this whole incident? We should just forget about it, forget about each other, and move on with our lives? (his tone softens) I don’t want to do that, Jen. I *can’t* do that.

J (stepping closer to him): I don’t want to do that, either, Pacey.

P: You don’t? (Jen shakes her head, small smile) Then, what- (she leans in and kisses him. he kisses back for a second, then they both pull away, Pacey smiling. he teases her) Well, if *that’s* all you wanted to talk about, you should have said something sooner.

[She smiles, and he pulls her back into another kiss. Students walking around stop and stare. Some point and whisper, but Jen and Pacey are oblivious. We hear a bell ring, and the scene cuts to Joey, walking out of a classroom. she walks down the hall and out the doors of the school, and down the stairs. Dawson opens the door behind her, and notices her.]

DAWSON (jogging down the stairs): Joey!

[Joey turns around. Dawson jogs down the rest of the stairs, and to her]

D (small smile): Hey.

JOEY (emotionless): Hey, Dawson.

D (growing nervous): Uh, where were you at lunch?

J: Oh, I was, uh, in the library. I had to finish up somehomework.

D: Oh. So, can I walk you home?

J: Actually, I’m going to work.

D: Well, can I walk you to work?

J (sighs): Dawson . . .

D: Joey, I know you need a break, but it’s almost been a week and you’ve barelysaid two words to me.

J: Dawson, you’ve *barely* been at school.

D: I know. But I’m here now, Jo, and I have to talk to you.

J: What is there to talk about, Dawson? I think I covered all the bases lastweekend.

D: Joey, you can’t shut me out like this. You’re still my best friend. I can’t handlethis ‘all or nothing’ method of yours. Can’t we find some kind of happy-medium?

J: A happy-medium? And by this, you mean . . . ?

D: Friends, Jo. If nothing else, I want us to be friends.

J (skeptical): And you think you could handle that?

D: Yeah.

J: Dawson-

[“Straight From the Heart” by Bryan Adams begins to play softly]

D: Please, Joey? I know I hurt you. I never intended to, though. You have toknow that. All those things I said? It wasn’t really the truth.

J (annoyed, crosses her arms): So then what *is* the truth, Dawson?

D: The truth? The truth is . . . the truth is, is that . . .

J: Dawson, I really don’t have time for this. (she pauses, hopeful, waiting for himto speak. he doesn’t, and her face turns to an angry, yet sad expression. shenods bitterly) I’ll see ya, Dawson.

[She turns and walks away. Dawson looks upset]

D: Joey, wait!

J (turning around): All I ever *do* is wait, Dawson. If you’ve got something to say, if you’re man enough to face up to the veracity, I’d like to hear it. Because I knowwhat your intentions were last weekend. And I know you never meant to hurt me. But the fact is, you did. And there are ways you can fix this, Dawson. It’s pitiful, but you still have that much power over me. But I have to hear it from you. And I have to hear the absolute, honest truth. No more of this scripted stuff. I want you to stop worrying about what sounds good at what time of the day with what kind of music and lighting. For once, I’d just like to hear you speak (putting her hand on her chest) straight from your heart.

[Camera cuts to a close up of Dawson. He looks straight ahead, not speaking. His eyes are sad, but determined, as the scene fades to black, and the music fades with it]

[COMMERCIAL BREAK]

[OPEN: Exterior shot of the Icehouse. It is the evening, and is just turning dark. "Semi-Charmed Life" by Third Eye Blind is playing. Cut to Joey, standing at a table, writing down an order.]

JOEY (fake smile): Will that be all for you?

MAN: That’ll do it.

J (putting her pen in her apron): Okay. I’ll have that for you right away.

[She walks over behind the counter, and puts the order up. She turns around, as Anderson is walking in. He flashes her a big smile. The music fades out. She smiles back, tucking her hair behind her ear]

J: Hey, Anderson.ANDERSON: Hey, Joey. How're you doing?

(she looks at her watch)

JOEY: You’re a little early.

A: I know. I was hoping you might be able to leave sooner.

J: Why?

A (shrugs): It’s a school night, I figured you’ve got lots of work.

And, I wanted to spend some time with you before you have to do it.

J (smiling): Actually, I’m pretty much homework-free for the night, so . . .

A: Great! Then, can I take you out? Maybe to dinner or a movie?

J: Mmm . . . how ‘bout both?

A (smiles): Really? (she nods) Okay, well, I have to get some stuff from the boat, first, but I’ll meet you back here in, say, ten minutes?

J: Sounds great.

[Scene cuts to an exterior shot of video store. the camera then cuts to the inside,where Pacey is sitting behind the counter with Dawson. They are watching “Bed of Roses”]

DAWSON: Pacey, this movie is pure crap. Look up ‘chick flick’ in the dictionary,and there’ll be a picture of Christian Slater and Mary Stuart Masterson.

PACEY: Aw, c’mon, Dawson. I thought you *liked* romance.

D (bitterly): Yeah, I guess I’m just not in the mood for it tonight.

P: Y’ know, Dawson, if you were paying attention to this movie, instead of bitchingabout it, you might actually learn something.

D (skeptical): What’s that?

P: Look, they screw up, right? He pushes too hard, she gets scared, she runs away, and they both end up regretting it.

D: Yeah . . .

P: But what happens in the end? She swallows her pride, and goes back to him,basically asking for forgiveness.

D: Right. And he swallows *his* pride by taking her back. How does this relateto me?P: Dawson, man, it relates to you in every way possible! We might as well call you guys Lewis and Lisa! (pauses, Dawson looks confused) Look,it’s just proof that things like this always work out in the end. You made a mistake, but you get a second chance. And if you’d just stop *thinking* about it, and actually *do* something about it, we’d all be a lot happier. (pauses) I just don’t see what you’re waiting for.

D (after a long pause): Y’ know, Pacey, to tell you the truth, neither do I. [He stands up, and walks out from behind the counter, towards the door]

P: Hey, where’re you going?!

D (over his shoulder): I’ve got to talk to her!

P: Good luck, man!

[Dawson opens the door and jogs out, almost running over Jen, who quickly steps out of the way. She looks back over her shoulder and watches him for a second, then turns back and walks into the store]

JEN: Geez, where’s the fire?

P: He *finally* decided to talk to Joey. I guess he got a little excited.

J: I’ll say. (pauses) Well, good for him. So, you getting off soon?

P (glancing at the clock on the wall): Yep. Stan should be here any minute. You wanna catch a movie later, or somethin’?

J (smiles): Yeah, that sounds cool.

P: Really?

[Jen leans over the counter and kisses him]

J (after she pulls away): *Yes.*

P (smiling): Y’ know, I could *really* get used to this couple thing.

[Scene cuts to Dawson, walking into the Icehouse. He walks right to the counter,where Bessie is standing at the cash register.]

BESSIE: Hey, Dawson.

DAWSON: Hey, Bessie, is Joey still here?

B: Nope, she just left.

D: Oh. I guess I’ll just go to your house.

[He turns to leave]

B (calling after him): Uh, Dawson?

D (turns around): Yeah?

B: She wasn’t going straight home.

D: Where’d she go?

B: I don’t really know. I think to a movie.

D: What? (runsback to the counter) Bessie, with who?

B: I’m sorry, Dawson. I wish I could help you, but I have no idea who she wentwith. I don’t think I’ve ever seen him before.

D: *Him*?

B (realizing she just made a mistake): Uh, look Dawson, I don’t know for sure what she was doing. I mean, they probably had to do something for school, or-

D: Yeah, right. Thanks for your help, Bessie.

[He walks away, and the camera cuts to a close-up of Bessie, who sighs as shewatches him leave]

[Scene cuts to Joey and Anderson, walking up to the Rialto]

ANDERSON: You *sure* you don’t mind waiting until after the movie to eat?

JOEY: *Yes*, Anderson. I’m-

[She is cut off by a voice from behind her]

VOICE (OS): Joey?

[She turns to see Jen and Pacey]

JOEY (nervously): Uh, hey guys.JEN (eyeing Anderson): Hey. (to Anderson) Uh, haven’t we met before?

A: I think so. You were, uh, *Deb’s* friend from school, correct?

JEN (thinking she screwed up by saying Joey’s name): Um, I-

JOEY (interrupting): It’s okay, Jen, I told him the truth.

PACEY: *What* truth?

JOEY: Oh, it’s, uh, it’s a long story.

P (to Anderson): Well, you may have met Jen, but you haven’t met me.

(extends his hand, Anderson shakes it) I’m Pacey. (pauses) The best friend of Joey’s boyfriend.

JOEY (before Anderson can respond): Pacey, this is Anderson. And might I remind you Dawson is my *ex* boyfriend?

P (almost angry): Right. Jo, can I talk to you for a sec?

[He pulls her over away from Jen and Anderson, leaving them looking uncomfortable]

A: Wait, did she say *ex* boyfriend?

[Camera cuts to Joey and Pacey]

P: Just what the hell are you doing?

JOEY: What are you talking about?

P: You know what I’m talking about. For all that talk about how in love withDawson you were, you sure got over it quickly.

JOEY: Pacey, he’s only a friend.

P: Right. Just like Mark McGwire’s *only* a baseball player.

JOEY: *Pacey*. Trust me, *nothing’s* going on between me and Anderson.

P: Did Dawson talk to you tonight?

JOEY (confused): No, why?

P: Cause last I saw him, he was on his way to the Icehouse, ready to spill hisheart out to you.

JOEY: What?

P: Yeah, I guess you had already left. Which means he’s probably looking foryou right now. I hope for your sake he doesn’t find you. Atleast not while you’re still with Brandon Walsh over there.

JOEY: Oh, bite me, Pacey.

[She turns around]

P: Hey, I’m just trying to help you out. God knows you and Dawson belongtogether. This break-up thing is getting old. I’m just trying to keep things running smoothly.

J (turns back around): Well, thanks but no thanks, alright? I can handle this on my own.

[She walks back to Anderson and Jen, and the camera cuts to them]

JEN: Yeah, I just moved here about five months ago, so I’m still getting used to the small-

JOEY (walking up, interrupting, fake smile): Ready to see the movie?

A (smiles): Yeah.

[They walk up to buy tickets, and the camera cuts back to Jen and Pacey, who glance at each other, worried]

[COMMERCIAL BREAK]

[OPEN: Exterior shot from above the Rialto. "Semi-Charmed Life" is playing softly again. Camera cuts to a far-away shot of Dawson, jogging up to the ticket window. He says something that we cannot hear, and then walks into the theater. The camera cuts again to a closer shot of him, walking inside. He looks around anxiously, and his gaze shifts to the entrance of the actual theater, and the camera follows his eyes to Joey and Anderson, laughing about something, while Jen and Pacey stand behind them. They are standing with a bunch of other people, walking towards the theater. Cut back to Dawson, looking away, confused. He doesn’t know what to do. He sort of stands there dumbfounded for a few seconds, before Joey sees him. She callsout to him, but we can’t see her]

JOEY (OS): Dawson? (Music fades out, Dawson turns his head to reveal Joey standing in front of him) Dawson, what are you doing here?

DAWSON: Well, I’d ask you the same question, but I can obviously see the answer.

[He motions to Anderson]

J: Dawson, we’re *only* friends.

D: Are you, Joey? I mean, really? Because I won’t be mad at you, I just want the truth.

J (crosses her arms): So do *I*, Dawson.

D: Joey, you *know* what the truth is. I love you, and I don’t want to lose you. But I’m so scared of undermining your expectations. Of not living up to thedream. I’m scared of letting you down, Joey. Everyone else has, and I don’t want to be that guy. I don’t want to be the one you *thought* you could trust. Iwant to be the one you *can*. (pauses) I’m sorry for what happened lastweekend, Joey. I didn’t know what else to do. I just thought that you deserved someone better than me. I thought pushing you away would be in your best interests. I guess I was wrong.

[He looks down]

J: Y’ know, Dawson. You may be right. I mean, maybe I *do* deserve someone better than you. (she smiles slightly) But did it ever occur to you that maybe I don’t *want* anyone else?

D (looking up, incredulously): You mean, that, Jo?

J (smiling up at him): I do.

[They embrace in a hug, as Anderson walks up. He clears his throat. Dawson and Joey pull away, and Joey turns to Anderson, a little embarrassed.]

A: Uh, Joey. The movie’s about to start

J (glances at Dawson, then back to Anderson): Uh, Anderson, can we talk?

[They walk away from Dawson, and Joey leans against a nearby wall]

A: Look, Joey, before you say anything, you don’t have to. I understand.

J: Anderson, it’s not you, really. It’s just, you picked a bad time to come back. I’m going through all these emotions, and I’m so confused, and I just- I don’t have room for anymore chaotic disorder, y’ know?

A (smiles painfully): Yeah, I do. So, I’m assuming this means no school for me tomorrow?

J (she shakes her head): I’m sorry, Anderson, I really am. I never intended for you to become wrapped up in all this clutter that is my life.

A: It’s alright. Really. But you know what . . . (he takes a pen out of his pocket. then he reaches into his back pocket, and pulls out his wallet. he shuffles through some things, and grabs and old receipt, and starts writing something down) I would still like it if you would call me sometime. (teasing) *Especially* if trouble starts between you and Mr. Wonderful.

J (laughs a little): You know I will.

[There is a short silence]

A: So, I should be going (he motions towards the door) It’s getting kind of late, so . . .

J: What about the movie?

A (Shrugs, handing his ticket stub to Joey): Give my ticket to Dawson.

J (smiles slightly): Thank you, Anderson. You’re the *real* Mr. Wonderful here.

A (smiles): Yeah, I sort of wish I was. (he leans over and kisses Joey on the cheek) Good-bye, Joey.

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