Authors Note: Set during the camping bit at the end of D2. Charlie's thoughts on what has happened. 


Charlie's POV.


Oh my God.

He kissed me.

He *kissed* me.

And.......I....

......I liked it.

I don't know what I was expected him to say when I asked him what was wrong.

But I wasn't expecting him to do that. 

I've been worried about Adam for a few days now, I've known something was wrong, that there was something bothering him and I wanted to help. But I had a horrible feeling, by the way he was acting around *me* that it may have had something to *do* with me. 

I never guessed it was that though. 

I tnink I should be more shocked than I am. I mean I *am* shocked and not a little surprised of course, but I think I'm supposed to be angry; and disgusted and appalled.

But I'm not.

Instead, I feel.....tingly. All over. Tiny shocks down my body and a warm feeling in my stomach. 

I think *he* expected me to hit him or yell at him or something, by the way he flinched and tried to run. But my instinct was to keep him there. I put my hand on his shoulder to pull him back down so that we were side by side. He was tense. He looked at me and I don't know what he read in my face but he relaxed a fraction and let me pull him down. After a few moments something drove me to get closer. I don't know what or why but I needed to; I wanted to. I need to get across to him that it's okay, what he did. I don't have the words yet to say what I think, what I feel; but I want him to know that its okay. I'm not freaking out or anything; not much.

I pull myself even closer until I lay pressed up along his side. He's turned so I'm almost hugging him from behind and I feel him relax a bit more as I tighten my arm around him. I move my face so its tucked in towards his neck and feel him exhale lightly. 

He's still scared and I don't know what must be running through his head right now. I'm not sure what's running through mine. But I do have one thought.

I think I want him to kiss me again. 


The End.


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