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"Words that cannot be expressed verbally
seem to flow like water
from the pen of a lover,
far away from home.
But ~~ which lover?" ~~ R.C.
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A letter from Doug to Carol, from "Freak Show."
To C.H.
by Jordan
jxp@my-dejanews.com
When I was at the gas station today I saw this card and it reminded me of you. We've been
busy taking care of the last details out here. I'm lonely without you. California is hot
and dusty and we haven't really been that busy, so I've spent some time off by myself just
thinking about things. Thinking about you. How happy you've made me, how happy I am with
you. You satisfy me like no other woman. You fill up the empty spaces in my heart.
I miss you. At night, when we're apart and my bed is empty, I lie back and imagine making
love to you. I can feel your lips, full and sweet on mine. I close my eyes and see your
face when you're aroused, your hair streaming back over your shoulders. I remember how you
feel in my arms, moving underneath me, the softness of your skin. How beautiful you look
in the moonlight. How your body is custom-made for me. How I love to see your brown eyes
looking up at me when we make love. I trace your every curve in my mind. I dream of the
taste of your neck and the smell of your hair on my pillow.
I love you. I wish you were here.
When I come back home, I want to spend the night making love to you, holding you in my
arms. I may never let go. I want to dress you up in something beautiful just so I can take
it off, like unwrapping a present for myself. I want to run my fingers over every part of
you and leave a trail of goose bumps in my wake. To feel your softness surround me, your
hair across my chest as I hold you close.
I will gently lay you back on the bed and enjoy every inch of you, starting with your
mouth, working my way down to your neck, kissing, sucking, then your shoulders, to your
beautiful breasts, your ripe, red nipples. Then down again, licking and nibbling until I
find your most sensitive part. I will slowly, gently savor every inch of you. My mouth, my
lips, my tongue will obey your every command. I'll spend all night satisfying you. I'll do
whatever you ask.
Will you let me love you? Will you let me give you pleasure all night long?
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