I'm tired, so tired
of looking at your face
and seeing nothing but a blank expression
and it hurts, so bad
to know nothing I can say
will make a good impression
Its over, so over now
and I miss the blank expression
you always seemed to have
but its over, so over
and I know I cant move on
but just keep telling myself its not that bad
I'm happy for you
to see that you've moved on
and that you're living out your life
but I'm sad, so sad
because my heart is broken
and nobody can make it right
Cuz its over, so over now
and I miss the love
I mistakenly thought we had
but its over, so over
and I know I cant go on
but I keep telling myelf its not that bad
I just want someone
to hold me all night
and make sure that I know
everythings alrite
someone to look in my eyes
and tell me im everything
I would kill
just to mean something
I wish that I could fly
away from here
I'd fly to the stars
where everything is clear
I'd see them up close
just like in your eyes
when you look into mine
and tell me everythings alrite
That only happens
when I dream of you
one of my dreams
that will never come true
you're the only dream I have
now that we've met
while I've given up on all the others
this one I cant forget
Cuz I just want someone
to hold me all night
and make sure that I know
everythings alrite
someone to look in my eyes
and tell me im everything
I would kill
just to mean something
Your arms seemed so inviting
then I found they were
you made me feel so safe
you made me feel secure
as we lay there in that bed
it felt so right to be there
I looked into your eyes
you pushed back my hair
I never let it go to far
insecurities wouldnt let me
you never seemed to try too hard
you knew that you could get me
When the night was over
I didnt want to let go
I knew something was there
something so much more
But I just want someone
to hold me all night
and make sure that I know
everythings alrite
someone to look in my eyes
and tell me I'm everything
I would kill
just to mean something
Nobody dies of silence
but of the threats that silence brings
all the sounds of silence
bring the threat of scary things
The threat of being lonely
not wanted in this place
all the screams of silence
tell me things I cannot face
The threat that tears will fall again
the threat of hearing all your lies
silence yells, "get over it"
I try to ask it why
The silence stops responding
gives a last cry out again
and as the silence fades
in my hands I drop my head
My screams stop the silence
my tears wash it away
but the sound is only temporary
silence can last all day
I'm so lost in a world of liars
I dont know who to believe anymore
I wish I was younger
everything was easier before
Somebody find me please?
take me far away
explain to me everything
attempt to stop my pain
This pain that burns inside of me
slowly eating at my heart
too many different directions
its tearing me apart
So somebody find me please
show me where to go
explain to me everything
just to I can know
So I can decide
between lies and truth
make me believe
believe in you
Blank night time and lonely places
dark and dreary, empty faces
Turn the light off, go to bed
empty dreams in and empty head
Missing spaces, missing parts
missing pieces of a broken heart
Hopeless hopes and impossible dreams
truthful lies and meaningless means
Reading books I've already read
living my life as if I'm dead
Unfulfilled success and worthless strife
make me question the value of life
So much pain and so much sadness
empty love and missing gladness
Life's hopeless dreams and endless wishing
leave us all blank, empty, lonely and missing