How I love the girl I see
The one that's standing in front of me
But then sometimes I feel empty
Even when half the world loves me.
Something to fill a void that's in my soul.
A person to connect with,
Someone not out to just play that role.
But someone real.
Someone who can feel.
Is that something that's too much to ask?
Wanting something that doesn't wear a mask.
Seomtimes I think it's all my fault
Because I've locked my heart up in a vault.
I dont' want to be hurt again.
Because my heart's too precious to simply win.
I'm too good for the "every day"
Or are my expectations too out of the way?
But I wish for the world to revolve around me.
Please bring someone worthy to me.
Please find someone to make me happy.
Plase find someone to simply love me.
That I can love equally.
The bliss is what it must be
To get everything for me.
I need more.
That thought always makes me sore.
I want a love
Just to know that someon'es out there dreaming
I want a reason to go on
One that I care about
I want someone to wish on me
But I have none.
None who loves me in that fashion.
Sorrow is all that thought brings
For this one unhappy girl
A girl with a urn for a love
Someone to dream about
Someone to love
Someone to need
Someone to fulfill my every expectation.
Written by: Stephanie J.
12-22-00
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