Dear sir,

Sir now, because I'm lost. I'm bewildered. Amazed at your love for life. Your heart was self-made. Your heart made me. Sculpted my right doings, scolded my wrong.
YOU...who I looked up to always. YOU...who I'll look up to forever. You've shown me something special, something real, something intense. You've taught me confidence, compassion, grief and concern. YOU were always great to me. Always subsiding my sufferance. Teaching me how to conduct myself, and loving me everlastingly.
YOU are my hero, just like Superman to Lois, like Krusty to Bart, like Moe to Barney Gumble, like a lighter to a match!
I'll never let go. Never loose faith. You'll be there when I'm 75, no doubt, hell, we're gonna share the same retirement home!!
I'll still always look up to you. Still always confide in you. Still think of you as my best friend. Still always cry for you. Still always cry thinking of you.
It's like you're so close to me, but then so far away. I'll never forget. Never blunder, never forsake. NEVER!
Those times in hardships I'd turn to you hoping for a smile, a grin, a smear of security in my unstable surroundings. You were my refuge, as you remain my spine.
Through me shines your assurance, boldness, intuition, and your admirable sense of reality.
Because of you, I WILL make myself into something great, and I WON'T STOP until I reach three steps higher than the top.
I'm a mess without you now. I'm totally clueless. What now? What do I do? What can I do?
One thing remains constant...that I love and adore your outlook on life and what everything means to you.
You are greater than the greatest and deserve nothing but it. You've proven that as a fact, for you and I to live.
But where do we go from there? Which ever direction we take, we'll both know of our confidence of the magnitude of our love for each other.
Before I rest my soul, I must wish you luck, and a hug (in my thoughts) and a final I LOVE YOU!

Written by: Stephanie J.

Dedicated to Todd, on September 15, 2000

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