A black cloud is upon me
It has infested my thinking
And plagued my actions
Others have said they're confused
They don't conclude as I do.
Everyone's out to get me
Out to ruin me
No one understands as I do
Why the hell not?
Why am I the only one suffering?
Everyone else is in denial
That's what it is!
No one else will bring themselves
To my real world
Is it so bad to hate?
To perceiving everything
As being against me?
I just see everything for what it really is
everything is out to destroy me.
Are idiots seriously worth my trouble?
Living life a day at a time
Shit is all it has done
Even as my pet
You have disgraced me
and that's all I'm known for
so I shall ruin you just the same.
Pain has penetrated deep down
Where torture mutates to bliss
And death IS life.
Halfheartedly I roam
in search of a lost soul
An object that is perfect
Perfect for corruption
For what is done to you
Do unto others.
Seeking out such things as bliss to ruin,
Fills me with such a profound
Amount of superiority
I can crush anything.
Written by: Stephanie J.
2-9-00
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