Today is a very gloomy day. Just recently I lost something. Or rather, something was stolen. Those freaks confiscated my ray of sunshine, ripped it form my grasp. I wish I could somehow get it back, but it's gone now, probably forever.
Sometimes the clouds would cover it up. But deep down inside, it was still bright and full. Though it was bottled I didn't care. Why did they jack me of my only pride? Never again shall I see the sun as magnificent as seen before. To me, there will forever be, a little blemish. Now it's unpure, when it was so perfect before. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. Obviously! It probably wasn't as happy-go-lucky as it made me believe. Maybe its real darkness showed itself. If I could get my sunshine back now it just wouldn't be the same, everything would be so complicated. To me, it wouldn't be as sunny as before.
Why do you have to see the real face of him? Why did it have to be ugly? Never again can I love him the way as I ever did before. There's a hole in my heart where the sunshine once filled, now that spot is dark and cold. Where darkness lies, so does pain. For some odd reason my sunshine refuses to see that. How could they do this? To show me an impurity? I'd rather be blind and line in a fantasy. Of carelessness and my ray of sunshine.
Written by: Stephanie J.
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