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THIS OR THAT
(Laura Scarborough)


I'm so confused about what I should do
Should I open myself to you?
Should I step back to stay safe and secure,
And not think about desire un-pure?

This or that?
A kiss, or a little chit chat?
Should I resist and stay on track?
Why is it so hard to hold back?


Now I'm confused about the things that you say
But I know that you make me feel this way
I know I shouldn't love you too much but...
What do I do when I feel your touch?

Should do this, but I want to do that
Wanna kiss when we should just chit chat
Should resist and stay on track
but why, why, but why why is it so hard to hold back?

Why is it so hard to hold back

Confused about these thoughts in my head
That are keeping me up at night as I lay in my bed
I want you next to me,
I reach for the phone
But I stop myself,
I know, I know I got to be alone.

Why do I think so much about this?
Why is it you I can't resist?
I know I gotta stay on track
I know I gotta think before I do this or that


Why is it so hard to hold back, 
So hard to hold back
Why is it so hard? 
Why is it so hard?
Why is it so hard to hold back the soul?

Confused about the things I go and do
Here I go again, I'm opening up to you
Here I go again, letting you in through my door
What am I doing this again for?
'Cause circles will repeat once more
My heart will end up brused and sore
Now why would I want to do that?
Is it self control that I lack?
I know I gotta stay on track
I gotta think before I do this or that

Why is it so hard to hold back, so hard to hold back
Why is it so hard, so hard to hold back
Why is it so hard, so hard to hold back
Why is it so hard, so hard to hold back
This or that, this or that, this or that, this or that


This or that?
A kiss, or a little chit chat?
Should I resist and stay on track?
Why is it so hard to hold back?
Why is it so hard to hold back?
Why is it so hard to hold back the soul
back the soul..

Why is it so hard
Why is it so hard
Why is it so hard
Why is it so hard
To hold back, the soul back


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