Three Months On Testosterone Updates January 11th 2002 Shot number four- 150MG cypionate...injected in : Right side, lower hip muscle area *Semi pain in injection area four days after injecting* Shot number five- 150 MG cypionate...injected in : Left LOWER back/hip area *HARDCORE PAIN !!! PAIN STARTED ABOUT FOUR DAYS AFTER I WAS GIVEN THE INJECTION AND LASTED 1 WEEK LONG. IT WAS THE WORST PAIN LIKE I HAD BEEN BEATED WITH A HAMMER ON THE SPOT...I HAD TO SEEK MEDICAL ATTENTION AND WE ARE NOT GOING TO INJECT THIS LOW ANYMORE. Results/Changes *Acne* -Face : The acne on my face seems to be getting worse. My oily skin is leveling out and now im just use to it. I have more whiteheads then from what i use to. -Back : I have had a few attacks of breakouts on my upperback/shoulder area. After about 2 weeks of shot number 4, i was taking a shower and saw all these random red dots i had not noticed before, all over my back. I thought i was breaking out in hives and freaked out...To my notice, it was just hardcore acne. It seems to come and go lately -Chest : I am getting small acne heads and white heads under my collar bone area. They hurt to bad to pop... *Body hair* -Stomache : The hair on my stomache, upper and lower is comming in beautifully. This has been one of my biggest changes in the body hair department. Having more stomache hair makes me feel way more secure. -Pubic : Pubic hair is continueing to grow upwards...its also growing outwards away from the line of my briefs -Ass and surrounding area : My butt is getting fuzzy! Adorned w/blonde swiggley hairs. At first i thought i would hate it...actually the amount that is there, im loving it. Its growing in very soft. There is some hair growing in however, that i do NOT like. Its growing directly around my asshole and bottom of my ass cheeks. This is uncomfortable for me, so i shave it. It likes to play games and grows back right away, so i continue to shave. If i dont it feels all scratchy and i feel like my ass will sweat more with pokey hairs there... -Leg : The hair on my lower leg seems darker and thicker. I am also getting tons more hair on my upper, inner and outter thigh. The blonde hairs loop around. It feels good to be growing hair here because now its more even with the amount on  my lower leg... -Arm pit : Armpit hair seems to have gotten longer. Sometimes i trim this area, so that might of encouraged growth... -Back : The hair on my UPPER and LOWER back is comming in light/medium brown. I first noticed this when the nurse who was injecting me said : '' i can see it filling in on yer back '' -Neck : The back of my neck, where i generally shave when i get haircuts, is growing in alot faster after shaving, then ever before. I dont like it here so i shave with a bare clipper, often... -Chest : Macho man! No okay really, i seriously see about 10 chest hairs growing. They are medium brown in colour and are sprouting under my collarbone/upper chest area. The hair inbetween my pecs seems to have grown some. I pluck my nipple hair and its not growing back fast... *Facial Hair* (my favorite part) -Chin : The hair on my chin is growing in sparse and dark, with some occassional blonde hairs. I need to shave every couple of days. I shaved because it has not grown in full yet and looks sloppy if i dont. Its fun to rub my chin up against my bare shoulder because i can feel my chin pubes... -Upper Lip : Upper lip hair is growing in slower, but growing. The hair is dark, as in black and grows all the way down to the sides of my mouth -Jawline : I am starting to get a couple dark hairs on each side of my jawline...I have always had blonde hair on this area and up the sides of my face, that i shave. *Voice* Voice has dropped dramatically. It is leveling out since last month and is without a question, PASSABLE Please email me here for my set of voice clips *Cock/Libido* My cock is continuing to grow My horniness seems like it has leveled off and masterbating two times everyday given The shaft of my cock gets way HARDER during erections The tip is still sensetive as a motherfucker...If the tip gets even brushed up against, i will yelp and jump back seventeen feet in god awful pain...stay away from the exposed tip... *Strength/Energy Level* I have been waiting for this to come and it finally did. I feel more active. I feel like i can lift alot more weight then before. I have started to work out everyday. My main area to buff up is my upper body. I have decided not to gain weight until my top surgery is completed (later on in 2002). My reason for this is fear of my ''breasts'' growing anymore. They are small to start and as long as i have them, id like to keep them this way... *Moods/Mood Swings/Aggression/Jerk/Asshole/Worst Person/Violent/Etc Ive been: Bad- Aggressive- A complete and utter Jerk- Selfish- Uncaring- Insensitive- Ashamed of my horrible behavorior. Everything sets me off and i get so angry. I want to punch everything. I want to stab everything. I want to kick anyones ass who gets in my way. I have had two violent outbreaks, where i have broke random objects and injuring myself due to uncontrollable rage... Litte things start to build up...Anything and everything will tick me off and i will blow up. I have had MANY people notice this behaviour and comment on how pathetic it is. To me, after everything, i do feel bad. But this aggression feels totally natural. I dont consider it a big problem unless i hurt other people in the process. What im doing when im mad seems like human nature to me. Im a fucking asshole and i admit it... okay... alrite! *SHIT SHIT SHIT* ALL I DO NOW IS SHIT MY BRAINS OUT...I SHIT 1 TO 2 TIMES A DAY AND 1 OF THOSE TIMES ITS DIAREHHA CITY *Wanna hear the raddest thing u've ever heard? MY PERIOD STOPPED !!! Yes my pretties, it did not come back to visit this month, thank u thank u thank u The discharge has stopped. Except a the after the time i was suppose to have a period, the discharge lasted for a few days and smelled fishy. No odd neon colours like before folks... NOW ONTO THE 3 MONTHS ON T UPDATE PICTURES...