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あなたのあかげで毎日思って寂しがります。あなたをなくないがほうしいです。あなたはとてもとくべつですから、去らないでください。あなたは私がたった愛する人です。あなたは私の望みです。今夜だれを思いますか。私ですか。それともだれですか。私はこうきしんがあります。あなたをわすれたくないです。あなたといつもでいつまでもでいっしゅにいたいです。私の心にあなただけですから。
朝倉秀樹(あさくらひでき)

English Translation:
Because of you, I think and miss you everyday. I don't want to lose you. You are very special to me so please don't leave. You are my only one and I love you. You are my dream. Who will you be thinking of tonight? Is it me? Or someone else? I'm just curious. I don't want to forget you. I want stay with you always, forever, and together. Because in my heart you are the only one.

These are several of my poems. I'd just recently updated it;
I'd posted new poems. Enjoy reading them and let me know
what you think of the poems.
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Forever Thy Love:
    Mutely thy secrets art kept cherished
    For sake of love, neither past nor present,
    Eternally thy memories never cease
    Thou hast stolen my soul, taken my breath
    Long wait, waiting for thee must I await?
    Cried me a river since thou hast vanish
    Evermore for thou still merely the one
    Even 'til decease none shall take thy stand
    For thou art all I yearn and wish upon
    Perish shall I once death taken last breath
    Nevertheless thy memories remain
    Eternally for thy love I will keep
    Forever thy love given shall not perish
    Await must I for thee or onward move?
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Meaning of life:
    Life's but walking shadows
    Trailing along endless paths,
    Like ghostly wondering soul
    Creeping to find sanctuary –
    Shattered spirit without hope
    Filled with pitch black passion,
    Thoughts of hazed visions
    And eternal detestation.
    Lost memories decayed in lusts
    To those it falsely trusts.
    Devastating soul, life is, hence when
    Life's but nothing more than less.
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Rejection of Obsession:
    Day by day faded away,
    Loneliness cast my astray.
    Memories of yesterday's delusion,
    Poised within lost confusion.
    Words seems to die,
    The day of good-bye.
    Love of sweet desolation,
    Blinded eyes from compunction.
    Smiles of scatter shatter tears,
    Held shuttering hideous bears.
    Pouring rain in drowned heart,
    Endlessly blazing flame falling apart.
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Because of you:
    You’d gave me the reason to live
    For without you I would have been lost;
    You’d gave me hopes and dreams
    For you open my eyes beyond perspective;
    You’d gave me joy and happiness
    For which the memories I will cherish;
    You’d gave me the affection
    For your happiness is my greatest of joy;
    You’d gave me your everything
    For which I can’t thank you enough.
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Sad Truth:
    I can still remember the day of truth
    Like it was just only yesterday's bad memory
    The day of sadness that deeply strikes my heart
    And tears it apart into pieces of fragments
    Like the stars scattered in the heavenly night sky;
    Like the season of fall that everything
    Seems to perished and bitterness cold fronts
    Splashes in the faces of children reflects my heart.
    That numbness I felt was as cold as a cadaver
    Who lies motionless through time and space.
    As spring blooms with many delights
    It seems thought I'm still held back in twilight
    Back to the day of remembered truth.
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Wishing you are here:
    If like a blink of an eye
    And you appear here by my side,
    Guiding and watching over me
    Then you can see,
       How truly I love thee;
    Wishing our love never ends
    That it can withstand obstacles that bends
    And promises we make
    Will be sustain without mistake,
      How sadly I wish you were here for my sake
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Lifeless Soul:
    I'm like the water droplet holding onto love's life at the edge of a leaf petal
    The wind acts as a barrier like distance lovers to whom never meet
    The surroundings of the wind the force that I cannot obtain
    Slowly inflated the mile distance to which my strength fails to attempt
    At last I took life's last breath the grip I hold collapse
    I fell like a lifeless autumn leaf onto the ground where death awaits my soul
    Fear of sorrow arose as I clashes onto Earth's ground
    I grew dreary from the depth I fell as stillness paralyzes me halfway down

That very night:
I gazed lonely into the night
Among thousands of shinning light
With such satisfaction delight
Surrounding me so close and tight
High above my quiet sight
I wished upon that very night
On a shooting star so bright.
Shinning down upon me that night
With gaps of thousands of height
I wonder what just might
Be on your mind this very night.
On that very quiet night
Could there be chances you might
Be gazing at the same sight.
For when I look upon these light
I could see your smiling sight
Because you¡¯re my guiding light
Among these starry lights of the night.
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Without you:
If I knew then what I know now,
I rather not had fallen in love
For the pain is so deep,
The sorrow never disappear,
But lingers in my heart.
I can forgive but I can't forget.
I was blinded by a love
Which seem so promising.
But now it's like a dream
Sealed in a bottle,
Cast into the sea, drifted away.
Never a day went by
That I don't think of you.
All but now are vivid images.
For when you were here
My days are full sunshine;
Now without you
Feels like pouring rain.
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Why?:
Under tremendous agony
Under tremendous sorrow.
Over what I’d done
Over why it had ended
You left me here thinking
You left me here waiting, wondering.
Every solutions seems no conclusion
Every situation comes to confusion.
Vanished without words
Vanished without reasons, explanations
Over mistaken treachery
Over mistaken misery.
Lost hopes, lack dreams
Lost faith, lack motivations.
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