April 2003

30 April 2003
333 days until Tijuana 2004
I don't think that I did a very good job at my audition today. I don't think I made it. I can't stand another year in symphonic band.

29 April 2003
334 days until Tijuana 2004

26 April 2003
So apparently we aren't going to go to Carnagie Hall next year? Bugger. That really was one of my main motoivations to get into WE. Gosh...when else am I going to get a chance to play at Carnagie Hall? Goll...this news makes me somewhat sad. But not entirely sad becuase we'd still probably be going to Chicago, right? I want to go on a band trip, too. But Carnagie Hall would have bee uber cool. Like, cool beyond beliefs. I would have been able to cross something off of my "things to accomplish" list. Bugger.
Mood: Blah, I don't know. A little let down that we aren't going to go to Carnagie Hall, but still happy that we're going to Chicago.
Song of the moment: Put Your Lights On, Santana

25 April 2003
Hmm...going to Red Robin tomorrow. Yay. Good burgers.

24 April 2003

What Forest Creature Are You?

What Anime Stereotype Are You?

Who's Your Anime Boyfriend?

What DragonBall Girl Are You?

What Anime Type Are You?

What Anime Art Style Are You?

Well, u-- um, can we come up and have a look?

What Monty Python Character are you?
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24 April 2003
My life is so bipolar...

23 April 2003
Yeah, you know that whole drum major thing? Yeah, that's not happening for me. Blarg. I'm so...ARG I can't even think of the stupid word for it. I know one thing, I'm angry. I'm mad and I'm depressed and GAH!

22 April 2003
Die WASL die.

21 April 2003
Blah. Boring day today...I need to recruit a tuba for brass quintet...maybe Amy? Beau doesn't want to do it...sad.

19, April 2003
I don't think that I mentioned earlier how much I hate piano competitions...well, I do. At the very top of the list of things I hate, piano competitions are right there. Blah.

17 April 2003
Yay. I have an A- in History. Now only to get Japanese and math grades up...

16 April 2003
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

April 16, 2003
Gaaaahhhh! Piano competition on saturday! Gah! Failureness!!!

15 April 2003
I need a hug...

15 April 2003
Sorry about the sudden ending on my entry yesterday, I was in the computer lab and the person who was sitting next to me was reading what I was writing. A little rude on her part and a little uncomfortable on my part. Anyway...

Tell me. How hard is it for a person to shut their mouth for 20 minutes? Seriously. The counselors were trying to help us, but no. Oh look, it's my friend who I just saw a few minutes ago. I must talk to them. Talk to them through the counselor's entire presentation. Not just one counselor, all the counselors. Just shut your trap for 20 minutes and then you'll have 15 minutes at break to talk as much as you want. GAH. People piss me off.

On the bright side, Megan is most likely moving back to Bainbridge this summer! Yay. I need to have a good talk with someone. Not anyone in particular about any specific topic, I just need to talk. For a long time. No one has time...
Mood: Frustrated...and...I don't know
Song of the moment: Trouble, Coldplay

14 April 2003
Yay for writing entries while in class.

Everyone's back from Anaheim. I'm glad. Now I have people to talk to. I'm also quite glad that you all did so well...and that I get to go with you guys next year to Chicago or Carnagie or wherever you're going (I hope it's Carnagie because that would be sooo cool). Erm...yes. You need to work on an entry. You haven't had one since after spring break. I'm done now.

Mood: Content
Song of the moment: Variation on a Korean Folk Song, Chance

13 April 2003
I feel like...I don't know. Not being here. I have this constant need to be away from my family. My mom and my brother are okay some of the time, but most of the time, I feel like...gah. I don't know. I have this need to be away from my family and yet I'm unable to do so. No where to go. I can't just leave and show up at someone's house to hang out there for the day. That's rude and whatnot...gah.
Mood: Frustrated, angry, sad...the usual. The Tijuana feeling has worn off.
Song of the moment: Hallelujah, Rufus Wainwright

12 April 2003
Wow...I had something to write about and now I've forgotten what it was...perhaps I will write later...if I remember what I wanted to write about or have something new to write about.

11 April 2003
Okay, now I can properly write my entry...until dinner starts...which won't be for a while, I don't think.

It's weird how you can miss someone even though you just saw them a few hours ago. Jon gave me a CD with all his Tijuana pictures on it and I saw pictures of Katie and Arykah and Jack and Martin and everyone and even though I saw Katie and Arykah in school, I miss them. Maybe it's just me being lonely...I've nothing to do this entire weekend...again. Funny. Wait, no it's not. Every weekend I sit at home and watch TV/movies. People wonder how I have so much time to watch television. I'll tell you how, I never do anything social. Why? Because people don't ask me places. Sure, occasionly I'll ask others to go see a movie or whatnot, but that doesn't happen very often because whenever I do do something like that, everyone always comes up with reasons as to why they can't come. It makes me sad. This is a weird tangent to be going off onto...I think I'm done now.

11 April 2003
Arg...nevermind. I thought I was going to write an entry but apparently I have to go do something so nevermind.

10 April (again), 2003
I forgot to add something to my entry earlier so I'm going to do it now.
Today at lunch, everyone had their Tijuana pictures and we were looking at them. It was quite like a Tijuana reunion. It made me quite content and at the same time, very sad. It's going to be a whole year until I see some of the people...like Jason...and Gabby and Julie and Donnie and Amy and Martin. Arykah has the funniest pictures of Jason and Martin...That's okay, though. I have the funniest picture of her. One day I woke earlier than everyone else and I couldn't go back to sleep so I walked around taking pictures of everyone sleeping. I was about to take a picture of a sleeping Arykah but then she woke up and sat up and I have a picture of her very lovely, freshly woken up face. It's quite excellent. This is all for now. This was my lonely tangent of the day.
Oh yeah, as soon as I get to developing my pictures, I'm going to put them on the website so if you'd like to see them...they'll be there.

10 April 2003
All my WE and JB buddies are gone...I didn't know what to do with myself. It was odd hanging out with people that I don't hang out with at school. Funny how Patrick is on the band trip and still online. His away message is:

So yea I"m on a band trip to Disney Land, will be back sunday please leave a mesage!

-Patrick

Great, isn't it? That's a very Patrick thing to do. Be gone for 4 days and still be signed on to AIM. That's another thing. Everyone I talk to regularly online is gone. I'm sad. Wait...Will's still online...I wonder why that is...Oh. Nevermind. He's on his cell phone...*sigh* I'm done now.

9 April 2003
I wanna go to California with WE and JB...I'm sad. I'm going to be partially friendless until next week. Wah. I cry.

8 April 2003
Hmmm...still nothing much to say. I do have to say that I'm not really missin' the porta baņos all that much.

7 April, 2003
Not much to say for today. Just your pretty much average day.

6 April 2003
Okay, the new list of people I love:
Alex C, Amy G, Amy P, Amy W, Andy B, Arykah B, Ashley B, Ashley E, LITTLE HIPPO san, Becca J, Bernt J, Beth A, Brianna C, Brittany B, Brooke N, Caleb S, Carolyn C, Emily K, Erin C1, Erin C2, Gabby A, Grace D, Hazel S, Chris C, Jackie S, Jason A, Joel M, Kali F, Katie K, Katie M, Katie O, Kevin G, Kitty G, Lake T, Laura M, Laura J, Lauren B, Lucy M, Lydia P, Lydia W, Mari Y, Marietta C, Marta L, Megan M, Michael H, Molly J, Nick W, Nora C, Rachael B, Roarke K, Roberta C, Sara G, Sonia M, Steven B, Tyler M, Will L.

29 March - 6 April 2003
Wow. I just have to say that that was, at the same time, the best and worst week of my life. Forgive me for being all religious and such, but that trip really gave me a new insight in God.
I met so many new people and got to know the people I already knew so much better. I...wow...I don't know what to say. It's sorta you had to be there type of thing...but yeah...I've got a new list of people I love...maybe later. There was much singing. Apparently I have a nice voice.
So anyway, I think that I'm going to be more involved in The Edge (RBPC's youth group). Everyone there I love and everything that they do I love. I'll add more later. I really need some more sleep.
Mood: Content, loved, contemplative.
Song of the moment: Elephant Love Medley, Moulin Rouge Soundtrack