August 2003

23 August 2003
From now on, entries will be at this website. Only because I'm tired of writing in HTML. If I ever have problems with the site, though, I'll still come back here.

21 August 2003
So yeah. I had to drop Japanese. Stupid counselors messing up the schedule. For everyone. 4th year Japanese is the same period as Wind Ensemble so both Rachael and I had to drop Japanese. 2nd year Japanese is the same period as percussion ensemble so Chuckles has to either drop Japanese or be in a band class. Stupid school...

19 August 2003
:( This morning as I was walking off the ferry, I saw Gail (Marta's sister) walking to the ferry and we were like, 'Hey!' and stuff...and then I realized that she had just been to drop off Marta to the airport and I got all sad and sutff. Action leaves late tonight. Sadness.
Drum line camp/instrument check out tomorrow. Fun.

18 August 2003
Waaah...Marma and Action are leaving tomorrow... me all sad and stuff. On the plus side, drum line camp started today. I thought that I wouldn't be able to go today at all with school and stuff but I ended up going for about 2 hours because I caught an earlier boat. My official band nickname is now 'Dim Sum'. The officers almost all have band nicknames now. Molly is 'MJ', Jay is 'Junior', Jacob was (as he left for Rice on saturday *sniffle*) 'Sarge', Nick is the 'Samurabbi' (long explanation), and Kevin has the best one, it's 'G Money'. Isn't is just fitting for him? This is all for now. I have to go study like mad for my chem final. Grrrr.

17 August 2003
GAAAAH! STUPID CHEMISTRY FINAL!
0_o *twitch twitch* BOOM!
Whoops. Looks like I exploded.

16 August 2003

Earth

The Force of Nature Quiz
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You're whats her face! You must be a nice girl,
just watch out for those possums!

A Homestarrunner quiz - Which TEEN GIRL SQUAD girl are you? [good pictures, trust me]
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Protector

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Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Very High
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14 August 2003
Just watched 'Drumline'. I must say, awesome band movie. Parts of it: story of my life. You know what else is the story of my life? This:

Hiding. You deal with your depression by wearing a
mask. No one ever knows your depressed, so no
one can ever pity you. On the outside you're
calm and collected. Inside, your blood boils...
But that's ok, as long as everyone thinks
you're normal.

How do you deal with your depression?
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12 August 2003
Blah. I don't know what to say.

9 August 2003
Arg. I hate this feeling that I have. This feeling that's been in my gut ever since the last friday in May; the only thing is, I can't tell that it's me feeling it. I've lost sight of who I am. There is no 'me' anymore; who am I? What am I? Just...gah. Who am I? Who am I supposed to be? Glarg. I'm so frustrated and confused and I need to get all of these thoughts out of my head but I just can't write anymore; I really can't. I don't know what to write. Or maybe I need to talk to someone but I don't know who I can talk to. I can't talk to anyone because I can't be anything but happy to some people. That's who I am to them; but why? It's not as if I'm a one dimensional person, it's not as if I can only feel one way. Blah.

9 August 2003

Kairi

Which Kingdom Hearts Character are You Most Like?
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Everyone remembers the 'faked-orgasm-in-a-deli'
sequence from your kind of movie When Harry Met
Sally. It seems that you're falling for a buddy
or have already fallen for them. Uh-oh. You're
probably caught between the possibility of
having a great relationship and wrecking the
one you have now. You know what they say, it's
better to regret something you did than
something you didn't do.

What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life?
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8 August 2003
Today was Jaxen's going away party. Next week's Marta's going away party. I'm all sad that they're leaving. I don't know what I'm going to do without Marta and Action for a whole year. On the up side of today, I got my new bike. Huzzah.

7 August 2003
Yay. I'm excited. I got 5 new CDs yesterday and I get my bike tomorrow. Exciting. Also, my mom said that if I paid for it, I could get car insurance which would allow me to actually drive that nonexistant car of mine. I'd probably drive my mom's car. No complaints there.

5 August 2003
Becka called me today and asked if I wanted to be part of a jazz combo. Only thing is, the need a drummer. I haven't a drum set and I'm not that great. It'd be fun, though. It'd be Becka, Emily, Jackie, and I. Becka said that I could use one of Michael's drum sets but I doubt that Michael will let me. Oh well. Sleepy time now.
Mood: Content, curious, tired.
Song: Heart of Worship, Sonicflood

5 August 2003
Bea I'm so glad that you're back and I'm uber sorry that I wasn't on the 3 o'clock. Hopefully you recieved my e-mail explaining it all.

3 August 2003
Arg. I'm so fed up with...garrg. I don't care anymore...

2 August 2003
Wow. My memory is so bad. I was going to write about something but I had to create this new page so then I forgot what I wanted to write about. Curses.
Bah.