2/23/01 -- Jeeze, it's been almost a month since I've updated this thing! I know I've had dreams, I just haven't been able to remember them. Last night I had a dream about my "crush", and the only thing I really remember is that we started going out...it was really nice and sweet :) that's all though! D'oh.

1/29/01 -- Oh wow...talk about a scary dream! I was in my house just talking to Robin on the phone...then I see this car drive up through our front window! They pull in our driveway and it's these two people, two guys I think...they both have those eye masks on...and they're just sitting there! But since they're just sitting there and not getting out or driving away, I'm getting suspicious...so I'm almost freaking out on the phone now...but after a while I don't see them doing anything, so I walk away from the window...then I hear my mom come home! And guess who walks in right behind her? One of the masked dudes...no wait I think it was both of them actually...and my mom's like, "Um hello...how can I help you?" (I have NO idea why she said that...) and at this point, I'm almost pissing my pants I'm so scared so I'm calling 911 on the phone, and the masked dudes are doing something *really* weird...they're taking newspaper, putting it on the table, and stabbing knives into them...don't ask I have NO clue...but I was surprised my dog didn't get them! It was weird since she was just standing there watching them and not going nuts and barking at them/biting them...but then I think they realized I'd called 911 and they ran out of the house...so I'm totally freaked out and scared outta my mind, so I wanna call somebody, 'cause I _really_ didn't wanna sleep in my house that night...I'm like pacing around my kitchen/living room walking in circles...but my parents keep telling me I need to eat dinner! They're both walking around with plates of food going, "Marie you can't call anybody!!! We're fine...you HAVE to eat dinner!" and they're both like trapping me in between them with their plates of food...but I call Sara and somebody picks up, but all they do is play the violin then hang up! LOL I do not know...'cause nobody in her family plays the violin...so I'm like, "Uhh what the HECK? That's messed up..." then all of a sudden Sara's at my house, eating some bowl of rice and first I'm telling her about the weird violin calling thing, and she's like, "Oh that was my boyfriend..." so I'm like, "Oh okay..." and I'm explaining to her what happened with the burglar guys and how I really don't wanna stay in my house that night, then I wake up!

1/28/01 -- Tornado dreammmmmmm...grr. And I'm not sure if the other dream was with the tornado one, or if it was separate...but okay! Now that it's been a few hours, I can't remember exactly what happened...but this kid from my history class was there, Anson...he's got this cool Jamaican accent :P lol and we were all sitting in some field at these...picnic tables I think? But it was the winter time...and Anson goes, "It's a tornado! Look!" and it was coming right towards us...but nobody freaked out surprisingly! Maybe they all thought it was cool or something...but I remember putting my head down on the table and covering it with my hands so I wouldn't get hurt! Then, all of a sudden I was at my house, and Kenny's mom was there! Except she didn't look like Kenny's mom...but she was talking to my parents for some reason, and she's like, "Ya know, Marie...I was really hoping you'd go back out with Kenny again..." and I just sat there and almost cried 'cause I felt bad for dumping him...but I didn't wanna go back out with him, but I felt bad because his *mother* was asking me to! But I didn't say a word...I just sat there...then I woke up! Hmmm...strange.

1/20/01 -- I know I had a series of dreams last night...one woke me up at 3 AM, the other at 7...but the only one I can remember right now is the most recent one! I was at Jared's house (the ***ADORABLE*** little boy that lives next to Sara) babysitting him and his sister Katie; Sara was babysitting with me...their parents hadn't left yet, and then I hear his dad go, "Marie you're wanted in the bathroom!" or something so I go in there and Katie's in the bathtub 'cause I had to give her a bath or something...and she's laying there butt naked just floating! She almost looked dead actually...LOL but she was alive...then we started a conversation and I can't really remember what exactly was said, but although she's only what...6? Or 7? She started saying all these big words...I think they were about *NSYNC or something...LOL so that kinda blew me away how smart she was...then all of a sudden we were all outside but it didn't look like the outside of Jared's house...Sara was there, me, Jared, Katie, my friend Katie, and all these neighborhood kids...and Justin Timberlake! LOL don't know how *he* got there, but yeah! We all had roller hockey sticks in our hands and we were planning on playing...I got out there late since I had to bathe Katie so they had already picked teams and Sara goes, "Justin's on my team!! AHHHHH!" LOL then we all started walking towards the door to Jared's house...then it turned into some school! I wanted to go inside to change my shirt, but the 'guard' there wouldn't let me! Then somebody told me I could go around and go through the doors with no guards...then I woke up!

1/07/01 -- Well JEEZE!! Last night's dream was good!!!! I was in Boston visiting my friend Karyn... (even though in real life she doesn't live *in* Boston, but in my dream she did!) and I was at her school (which looked really awesome! It was all nice and new and wow...) and I ran into my old 6th grade teacher! LOL what are the odds huh? She had moved there...so I just sat there talking to her for a while...then all of a sudden it was lunch time! But it was only 9 AM...and Robin's sister Jennifer was there sitting next to me and she was sick so she couldn't eat much and she could only eat at certain times so that's why she was there...lol...then I woke up! Man...Boston. *Sigh* I wanna move there!

12/24/00 -- I have two dreams to write about now! And they're both rather freaky! First one I had two nights ago...I saw "What Women Want", which is why I had this dream! I dreamt that I got electricuted (hence the "What Women Want" part)...I was on somebody's deck of their house and I was sitting in the corner of it all curled up in a ball for some reason and I was sitting there thinking how I'd never gotten hit by lightning before, and I was wondering how weird it would feel...then it started to storm, and I got hit by lightning! And I really felt like I did too...I woke up and I was shaking and everything...and in the dream, I saw this bright white flash of light right when the lightning hit me...scary huh? Now last night's dream...it was *another* tornado dream. Ugh. This time I was actually -in- the tornado though! I was in this big warehouse place, sitting at a...?desk? I think maybe? I can't remember everybody in there with me, but I know this Jonathan kid from my history class was there...and Shannon...and we were just sitting in our desks while the tornado came...and it seemed to come like 5 times! I remember somebody saying something like, "We haven't even gotten in the air yet!" and the tornado kept going away and coming back...then one time it came back and it did lift us into the air...but nobody got hurt! Then all of a sudden we were all walking around outside...I guess to go somewhere safer since the tornado was gone...but then we heard that tornado warning siren...so we were all trying to run back to the warehouse, and we saw the tornado coming towards us...then I woke up!

12/9/00 -- Ack, I keep forgetting to write about my dreams in here!!! Oh well, last night's was cool so I'm glad I remembered :) I was in Los Angeles...but I can't remember WHO I was with! We went to this house 'cause we knew Gillian Anderson was there (don't ask me HOW or WHY, I told you my dreams are funky...) but we came inside and the two people there (one was Gillian) were all dressed up in a weird costume and they were trying to disguise themselves! But the other person and I knew one was Gillian because we could see her red hair...lol...so we were like, "Aww Gillian we know it's you!" and she took her hat off and I almost had a heart attack since it was...well...HER! And we talked to her for a while...then all of a sudden my mom and I were at LAX (although it didn't look too much like it) walking down all these flights of stairs, and I was asking her questions like, "So when are we gonna get back to Virginia? What time?" and for some reason, we were going back to Virginia, flying back to LAX, then going back to VA again...all in like 2 days...and she explained that to me...LOL...I dunno. But that was a pretty cool dream ;) oh! About a week ago I had a dream that I was hanging out with the actress who plays Malcolm's mom on the show "Malcolm in the Middle"...Jane Kaczmarek or something like that...lol! It was cool though...

11/26/00 -- Now I forgot some of it, but here's the bottom line...Kenny and I were at some school sports game, but it was indoors...basketball maybe? And Christine came too and she sat in front of us...then Kenny stood up and I stood up and we started kissing...then all of a sudden I said I had to go to the bathroom, and I ended up outside walking down some stairs walking on some trail...lol I have no clue...maybe I was mad at him or something? Then all of a sudden I was in the car with him and his parents and I told him sorry I left earlier I got lost...then I woke up! And this morning I was looking at some *NSYNC pictures and I got some weird de ja vu feeling like they were in my dream last night or something but I can't remember exactly where and why! Oh well...

11/7/00 -- STUPID FREAKIN' TORNADO DREAM AGAIN!!!! AUUUUUUUGH. So this time I was at my grandma's house in Pennsylvania! And my aunt and uncle were there too with their three kids...and I was awake in the middle of the night because there was a tornado coming! So I'm majorly freaking out running all around the house waiting for people to wake up so we all can be safe in the basement when the tornado comes! So I go downstairs to tell my aunt and uncle and my aunt wakes up and goes, "Don't worry about it, it's still in Ohio...go back to sleep it's still in Ohio..." then I woke up! LOL I *HATE* those stupid tornado dreams! GRRR!

11/3/00 -- Last night's dream was short and sweet!!! One of my online friends Jenn (Kinipela1013616 on AOLIM) was in it! Lol I've seen pics of her and she looked just like her pics...and we were spinning in circles in my driveway talking about...something? Can't remember...then all of a sudden I was standing on my porch making out with Kenny! LOL then I woke up...nice huh? I think my alarm for school actually woke me up too...GRR! Damn alarm!

10/17/00 -- Oooh dreams two nights in a row! Fun! I was in some classroom (which was incredibly large for some reason...didn't look like one of Lee's...) and all of a sudden the teacher goes, "Please get under your desks now because the bombs are going to hit!" so we all got under our desks, and then all these bombs starting smashing through the roof! It was freaky! I heard somebody count how many, and as soon as they got to 14 or 15 I woke up. SCARY!

10/16/00 -- Well today's really the 17th, but I had this dream the 15th...so YES. I make SENSE! I can't remember all the details now, but I know my family was all crowded around my parents' bedroom window going, "WHOA is that Sara? Why did she walk to our house at 6 in the morning?" And she supposedly "ran away"...then all of a sudden it was 3 hours later and we were supposed to go to school, but it was snowing outside so we couldn't! Then I woke up!

10/01/00 -- In this dream, I thought I'd had the dream before...but I don't really know! LOL I was at an *NSYNC concert, but the venue/stadium whatever was pretty small...and I was kinda close! And when it ended, I saw JC just sitting on the steps like 10 feet away from me! And I started freaking out 'cause he was so close to me! I was gonna go up to him and ask for an autograph, and I was really trying to find something he could sign...but once I found something, he left! Then I saw Lance, but as soon as I was about to go up to HIM, he walked away! LOL he like went backstage or something...d'oh! Then I left, and there was this car outside...and the person driving had lots of burn scars on their face, but it really looked like David Duchovny! LOL I was freaking out, and since I didn't have a ride home, I asked for a ride home from them...and when I got in the car, I was trying to figure out if it was David or not, but I didn't just wanna come out and ask...then I got back to my "house" (which didn't look like my real house at all), and I woke up!

09/17/00 -- AHHHH SCARY DREAM SCARY DREAM SCARY DREAM!!!! TORNADO DREAM!!! I was in an airplane, and we took off...then about 2 seconds later, we had to LAND in somebody's HOUSE!!! OMG!!!! We tried to take off again somehow, but it didn't work...and I got out of the plane, and started walking around the house wondering why we landed in there! And then I realized a tornado was coming! And I was screaming, "DOWNSTAIRS! DOWNSTAIRS! DOWNSTAIRS!" 'cause I knew the best place to be in your house when a tornado comes was the lowest floor...and the family living there had a cute little boy and I was running all over the place trying to find the stairs to the basement, but before I could find them, the tornado came and started ripping the house apart...then I woke up! GEEZE I HATE THOSE DREAMS!

09/09/00 -- Oooooh I had an *NSYNC dream on my b-day ;) Yay yay yay! The strange thing about THIS one was that I *knew* I was dreaming in my dream! I was thinking {Hmmm...maybe I could control my dream somehow and make myself do good stuff!} and guess what? That's pretty much what I ended up doing! Lol! Weird! Now that it's many hours after I've had the dream, I can't remember all the details...but I do remember walking in some room (an apartment I think?) and it was really big...but cluttered and with lotsa furniture...and I was looking for JC! I was like walking all over the house and walking in circles and stuff going, "JC??? Where are you JC?" HAHA and then I saw Chris and Joey! So I said hey to them...then I walked outta the room and JC was there! And he was supposedly my boyfriend...and I wouldn't stop kissing him...lol that was niiiiice =P Then I remember being in this weird place outside that looked like CA with my friend Kim that drives me home from school every day! LOL and that's all I can remember...

08/29/00 -- *NSYNC DREAM! YES! I was sitting outside Springfield Mall by myself...outside the Ruby Tuesday entrance, and Justin Timberlake comes out! He's about to get into his limousine, and I'm like...hyperventilating at that point...and surprised he doesn't have fans hanging all over him! And I'm searching desperately in my bag for my camera and I found it...so I go, "Justin!" and he turns around...then I ask, "Can I please take a picture of you?" and he's like, "Nah I don't have time..." so then I got all upset and I was about to cry...lol...but THEN somehow I got in his limo with him! And we were talking, and he's like, "Wow you're really cool! You're like...the butt! I'm gonna come here and visit you and talk to you every time I come here!" LMAO!!! I dunno WHAT "the butt" meant...I guess it meant something like "the shit" or something...HAHAHAHA anyway, then all of a sudden I was in this room...it looked like a Science room in a school or something...and the rest of the *NSYNC guys were there with all these other fans...and who else was ALSO there? BOBBI! That woman JC's supposedly "dating"...and I was just sitting there talking to them and stuff...then Sara came and was there! And we started harrassing Bobbi and asking her all this crap and being mean to her...and THEN she starts screaming her head off at us and coming after us! So I go to another table and just like throw my head in my hands...like I'm trying to protect myself from her...and she's like strangling her or something! But I'm just sitting there hoping somebody comes and saves Sara, and Chris comes along and he's like, "WHAT'S GOING ON? BOBBI GET OFF OF HER!" so she did...and Sara was okay...but when I lifted my head up a little to see who it was, Chris was in a towel! LOL! Then I can't really remember what else happened, but that was a pretty cool dream...

08/27/00 -- Wow...that was a PARTICULARLY weird one! I kept hearing my mom say she was going to my grandma's for some reason...then I was at some place, I think some kinda carnival...but instead of going home afterwards, I had my dad drop me off at Christine's house since I hadn't seen her in so long! And she had all these drugs and stuff...and she started putting all these powders and liquids (different drugs I believe they were) all over her wrist...then she mixed it up and licked it off of her wrist! And she did that right in front of her parents too...lol they kept telling her not to do that 'cause it was gross, but she did anyway! And my mom asked me about some pimple on the side of my face...and the weird thing is, when I woke up I really did think my mom was in PA with my grandma and I went to the bathroom to look at a pimple on the side of my face! HAHA but I didn't have one, so I realized it was a dream...

08/23/00 -- Well, last night's dream was weird, but it wasn't THAT weird...lol it was my first day of school at West Springfield (my new school)...and the guidance office got my schedule all messed up! THEN, I ran into my 7th grade history teacher! LOL it was odd...and she told me where to go 'cause I was all lost...and I kept getting lost! But I remember they signed me up for P.E., when juniors aren't required to take P.E. (and that made me mad)...and I was in this child care class...and then I went to this WEIRD Science class! (One I shouldn't have been in)...it was a male teacher and he was really hyper and energetic and I thought he was a psycho! And right as I was about to go to the guidance office to fix my schedule, I woke up! Man that dream was kinda boring...*g*

08/16/00 -- WOW long time no update huh? Okay, I've been having dreams out of the wazoo but I haven't been remembering to write about them in here! So last night, I had a pretty cool dream ;) Sorta...hehe here goes! I was at the mall here (Springfield Mall)...and I was with Kali (an online friend I've seen pictures of...and she looked just like she did in the pics!), Karyn, and Robin! And we were sitting in 4 stools that were all right next to each other...and we realized Lance Bass of *NSYNC was standing just a few feet away from us! LOL he looked like he was waiting for somebody...and Karyn was a huge fan of his (although she hates them in real life...), and she really wanted to say something to him...but she was too shy! So Kali and Robin yelled his name and of course he came over! He was being all nice and stuff...but then he started cussing! HEHE it was really weird 'cause you'd never think a guy like him would be all bad like that...so I thought that was strange! We walked around the mall with him for a while, then all of a sudden we were in this huge room...like a huge hotel room...and I was looking around the corner in the room, and when I came back in the main room, Robin was asking Lance to be her first time! HAHA but he said he couldn't since it would be illegal...then we all left that room, and I REALLY wanted to kiss Lance...lol but I didn't know how I should approach him since we just met and stuff! But then, as I was walking away, I noticed Kali and Lance standing there talking...then Kali kissed him! And I got really jealous, and then ***REALLY*** wanting to kiss him now! And I couldn't hold myself back, so I went over there, and said something really stupid like, "OOH can I get myself a piece of THAT?" and Lance said, "Nope...sorry!" and then he morphed into another person so that if I kissed him, it wouldn't be him! It was kinda freaky! Heh...then I got mad and upset and jealous so I kinda ran away from everybody else and we all got seperated! THEN, I looked out some huge window and noticed Lance driving away, so I quickly ran out and got in my car...which was REALLY weird 'cause for some reason I didn't know how to drive it! And it wasn't even a real, normal car either...HAHA and I felt like a total retard because I couldn't drive it and Lance was probably laughing at me! Then, I woke up! Weiiiiiiiird huh?

06/19/00 -- WEIRD DREAM ALERT! LOL okay...so I was at this carnival with this girl I know, Katie Brown...no it's not *that* Katie by the way...hehe and also I was with Robin's friend Becca (who I hardly know!) HAHA and we were going on this ride that went upside down and stuff...so we all got in the little seats to go on it, and there was a peanut butter jar! (Don't ask...must symbolize SOMETHING or other!) HAHA and the lady running the ride said, "Okay...well if you have a blue thing on the lid of the jar, it means the lid is gonna pop off, so watch out for that! Sorry and have fun!" then the ride started, and it was going all over the place...then all of a sudden, everybody started flying out of their seats! LOL and almost everyone seemed to somehow land in their seat again on the ground. But this one dude got into a weird position in mid-air, so he crashed into something and hurt himself! LOL then I woke up.

06/08/00 -- OOH I had a cool dream! YAY! DAVID DREAM! LOL he was at my house for some reason (and George Clooney was there too LOL)...Anyway, but it didn't look like my house....and David was there...and I got to being good friends with him! And he was about to leave, and he was gonna kiss me! Then something happened, and he said he had to leave...he had to drive all the way from VA to Arizona (don't ask 'cause I have no idea!) LOL and then he said he'd be back in a day or so...then he came back a day or two later and I was thinking I was gonna lose my virginity to him! LOL!!!! I think we were just sitting there and I started thinking about that..then I woke up!

06/06/00 -- Well, last night's dream actually DIDN'T involve Katie/Sara! WOW! AMAZING! LOL as far as I can remember anyway...all I remember is walking into the orthodontist, and as I was waiting for a chair to become free (for me to sit in), one of the hot guys that lives in my neighborhood came in!! And he's like, "Where do I sit?" and the gave him a chair...LOL man he looked GOOOOOOD and he sounded so sexy! ;) And I remember his dad was right by his chair watching him and he was talking like there was no tomorrow to everybody...lol he was just rambling and he wouldn't shut up! Then after like a minute, they were done with the guy and he left with his dad...and that's all I can remember!

06/05/00 -- Okay, since I keep forgetting to write about my dreams, I suck...LOL umm last night's involved Katie and Sara, yet AGAIN. For some odd reason, I kept going to Katie's house...I'm not sure why, but I did! I think I was forced to or something...and I was in her basement, but it didn't look like her basement...lol and Sara was there...and Sara had braces...but in reality, Sara has perfect teeth! LOL anyway, Katie's mom was also down there...I think I was trying to apologize to them or something, but they wouldn't listen! They just kept calling me names and making fun of me and being mean...then Katie said something about me being a loser, and her mom defended me LOL strange...then I was trying to leave, but they followed me and they wouldn't leave me alone! They just kept yelling things at me and they were really trying to make me feel bad...then I woke up!

05/31/00 -- Yes, my dream did involve Sara last night. LOL I actually had two dreams! The first one was much longer than the second...so I'll talk about the first one first! I was at some restaurant I *think*...or maybe a big store, or a mall...lol SOMETHING like that!! And *NSYNC was there too! And I kept seeing *NSYNC members walking back and forth and in and out of doors and I was getting so excited! LOL 'cause I think I was gonna meet them...I was in the back of the store/restaurant place, and I asked one of their bodyguards where they were...and they said, "Oh they're getting make-up on for the "It's Gonna Be Me" video! They'll be done in about 4 hours!" then I saw JC come out, and somebody asked him for his autograph...and my heart started beating so fast I could hardly breathe! LOL so I yelled out, "JC!! Can I get an autograph!?!?" and he said something like, "Well, you have to get in line..." and all of a sudden there was this huge group of people starting to form a line! And it was very odd...we all had to pick a key out of a pile, and the key had a name and number on it... (HAHA I think the key thing was because on "That 70's Show" last night they had something with picking keys out...LOL) and the woman that was running the autograph signing had another jar of keys and she'd pull out random keys, and when your number and name were called (that you had on your key), you could get JC's autograph...so the lady would call out the numbers and names on the keys...and I was getting really impatient because I wanted to get it so bad!! I was actually the 2nd person in the real line, but I couldn't get his autograph till she called my name and number! Then, after like 50 people had gotten his autograph before me, I started yelling to my mom because I didn't think it was fair..LOL I can't remember what my mom said back to me though...then the woman who was running it all of a sudden said to me, "Marie can we let these two people go before you and then you can go?" and I was thinking ((How does she KNOW my name anyway??)) And I didn't wanna be mean or selfish, so I was like, "Yeah sure..." then all of a sudden it was like 2 hours later or something, and I was still in that line waiting...and then some of the cast members from "90210" came in!! HAHA I know Jason Priestly was there...and Jennie Garth...and I think Tori Spelling...maybe Luke Perry too! HAHA and they just walked up to the table JC was sitting at, and they're like, "Hi! We've heard so much about you guys, and we were hoping we could get an autograph..." and JC said something like, "Oh well you shouldn't have to wait in this line!! I'll give you an autograph right now!" and I remember that made me really mad just 'cause they were famous, they got to cut in line...LOL then like another hour had passed by...and in the distance, I saw all 5 *NSYNC guys walking towards the table!!! So I was getting really anxious and excited...and from far away, it looked like Justin had his old hair! But then when he got closer, he had his 'fro...LOL anyway, THEN they told me the only person doing autograph signings now was Matt...(this kid looked exactly like the Matt that lives in my neighborhood...and somehow he was in *NSYNC! LMAO!! He's a pretty small kid too...and he's only what...16?) so I was like, "AWWW MAN!!! I've known this kid for like 10 years!! Why can't I get JC's autograph?" and they just made him sign something for me, then I left all disappointed...LOL!!! Okay now on to my second dream...it was really short...all I was doing was checking my College Club voicemail in my room laying on my bed...I know it was like around midnight...then I got a beep...and it was Sara! She said that her dad said it was okay for me to stay at her house when my brother had his surgery in July...and I asked her, "So how many days can I stay?" and she said she didn't know...LOL and I know we had been in a fight in my dream too!! So I was really surprised that she actually CALLED me and wasn't mad anymore!! Then...I woke up...lol PHEW that was a whole lotta typing!

05/25/00 -- JEEZE!! Here we go *AGAIN*! LOL ohhhhhkay...so the dream started out with me in Robin's car...I was with her and her mom I think...then, all of a sudden, we were at Katie's house! And my mom was there! Then, I was in the car again, with Robin and her mom. We were leaving my mom in Katie's house for some reason...I'm not exactly sure why! I remember Robin explaining to me in the car the "plan" and how we were gonna leave my mom there and do something else...lol then I was in this restaurant, and Sara and Katie were there! It was some really cool looking restaurant, kinda like Planet Hollywood or something. So I went to talk to Sara, and I started crying! I think Katie said something mean to me or something...so Sara started feeling really bad for me, and we took a walk (we just walked around the restaurant I think lol) and then we sat down somewhere...and I told her how sorry I was, and how they were affecting me in a bad way, and she felt really bad and she was being all nice and stuff...she was like, "OH MY GOD you're crying! AHH I'm sorry!" ::sigh:: I wish that dream was real! Heh so I became friends with Sara again...then when we went back she told Katie, but Katie didn't care at all...she was still mad and she didn't wanna be friends! Then I woke up...very weird!

05/24/00 -- Yes. I had *ANOTHER* dream! JEEZE! But it was short, and pretty pointless! HEHE all I remember was sitting on my couch downstairs, and talking to Katie on the phone, and watching TV! I don't think I was fighting with her on the phone or anything...just kinda sitting there and talking about boring stuff! So yeah, how exciting!

05/23/00 -- I keep having more and more and more Katie/Sara dreams! Except last night's only involved Katie...okay so I was at some pool party, and Katie was there too...so were like all these people from school. So as soon as I saw Katie, I jumped in the water, and splashed her. (Dunno why...lol) then she was like, "Uhhh what are YOU doing here and why are you talking to me?" and I can't remember what I replied with...but then all of a sudden we were both out of the water and I was talking to her and trying to reason with her...I remember asking some girl that was in my International Foods class to tell Katie this is all stupid and she should just leave me alone...but she said something like, "Look, I really don't want to get involved!" so I could understand that...but I kept fighting with Katie and I kept trying to tell her how stupid this all was, and how I wish we could just resolve this! I told her I didn't care if she didn't want to be my friend, I just wished it could all be over and we could all forget about it. But she just kept standing there ignoring me and acting plain bitchy about it. I remember like after everything I said to her (Katie), she'd act like she was gonna punch me, but as soon as her hand would get like a centimeter away from my face, she'd pull it away...lol it was strange! Kinda like slow motion or something...she did that like 10 times too...Then, I was home, and one of my Internet friends was at my house! LOL (Kali!) She was there with her mom, and she was walking around my house in a shirt and underwear...HAHA she looked a lot like she looks like in the pictures I've seen her in, just with longer hair...oh and Kali--your mom was like average height, average weight, and shoulder length blonde hair (she looked kinda older too) LOL I've never even SEEN your mom before either! So I was in this room (the "computer room") talking to Kali, who was on the old computer doing something online...and I told her all about the party and how Katie kept almost punching me in the face....and she said she was really stupid and I should forget about her...then we went downstairs, and I was talking to her mom...and Kali was all hyper and bouncing around all over the place....lol and that's about it! Then I woke up!

05/22/00 -- AHHHHHHH another tornado dream last night....I *HATE* THOSE! LOL they're like my #1 biggest fear...and I keep having reoccuring dreams about them!! GRRRRRRRRRRR! Okay...it involved Katie and Sara (again)...strange...I think this is a sign I'm gonna make up with them soon or something...well anyway, things were okay between us all! Well, sort of...lol Sara's mom was giving me a ride home from school. And I had gone to find Sara to get in the car, and when we got there, Katie was already in it! LOL so I was just like, "Uhhh okay..." so Sara's mom was on her way to take us to Katie's house, and we were on some weird highway for some reason...not the Parkway like we usually take to go home...it looked like some highway we drive home on the way home from my grandma's house in Pennsylvania! ANYWAY, I noticed the sky was really dark, and when I looked over to the left, I saw a tornado!!! It wasn't too wide or anything, but I could see the lighting and everything inside it...then I saw another one starting to form! So I was like, "AHHH TORNADO!" but either nobody heard me, or they ignored me...or something... but when we finally got to Katie's, it wasn't storming...lol we all got out of the car...and when I was about to go inside, Katie said something weird like, "Okay well do you want me to give you something good for your lunch tomorrow? I have lots of good food!" (and somehow that meant that I wasn't gonna go in her house...because she didn't want me there or something...HAHA) so I was like, "Ugh no that's okay..." and I got back in the car. Then, Sara's mom took me home, but it wasn't my house. It was my friend Karyn's old house! (She used to live here, but now she lives near BOSTON! Jealousy...) anyway, it was her house...but it was mine...LOL then when I went inside, for some reason Sara was there! (Dunno how she got THERE from Katie's!) But my mom said, "Oh hi girls! Why don't you come in and get some dinner?" so I remember taking a plate, and scraping some food that looked like Jell-O onto the plate...hehe and Sara took some too...then all of a sudden I was in this small bathroom near the front door, with the plate of food...Sara and my mom and I were all in there with our plates of food...and I was trying to hide behind/in something (can't remember what it was) because a tornado was coming! So we were all in there huddled together behind something I think...then I heard the winds, and I could feel the bathroom starting to shake...THEN I WOKE UP! And what was scary was when I woke up, I was in pretty much the same position I was in, in the dream, all huddled behind something from the tornado! It was freaky! Then I kept thinking it was real when I was walking downstairs lol but then I figured it wasn't...and it was alllll a dream (thank GOD!)...

05/20/00 -- Wow! 2 dreams 2 nights in a row! :D Okay...last night's dream was actually about...Sara & Katie! What a surprise! So I went back to school for some reason...and I was in some science class, and for some reason Katie was there too! (When in reality, she wasn't in my Chemistry class)...anyway, so I was kinda scared she wasn't gonna talk to me, or she was gonna go tell everybody in the class that I was a really bad person and they should never talk to me or anything...so I kinda stayed away from her...then all of a sudden we were on this little grassy hill outside, and I was sitting there before I had to go to World History (Katie has that class with me too.) And Katie was sitting there, and she was talking to me like nothing had ever happened! (No fighting...) So I was just kinda thinking 'Whoa! Why is she being NICE?' Then, the scene changed again...it was on some field (didn't look like my school's field) and Sara and Katie were there...I was trying to act calm and talk to Sara and see if she would talk to me at all, but she just started yelling and stuff...so I think I said something like, "Dude, chill out. I don't wanna start anything physical here." and she said something like, "WELL I DO!" so she started pushing me around...then, for some stupid reason I fought back, and she started screaming because I was pulling her hair or something...then scene changed! I was in my room on the phone with Katie and Sara (3-way calling) and I called Sara to ask her if she called me because I kept getting hang up calls...then I kept thinking to myself that I was really stupid for thinking that SHE would call me! But she was like, "NOOOO why would I call YOU?" and I was trying to make-up with her, but it wasn't working...and that's it!

05/19/00 -- I actually had a dream last night that I REMEMBERED the next morning! LOL yay! Okay so I was in this huge room...looked like some warehouse or something...and I was walking around, looking at all these people on hospital beds! And one girl they had just covered up with a sheet, so I thought she was dead. From behind she looked like that girl that was on ER that was pregnant and didn't realize it...lol but it was supposed to be Katie's step-sister LOL then when they were rolling her away (on the bed), she pulled the sheet down and she was like totally alive and healthy! Very strange...so I kept walking around, and I saw all these people I knew from middle school laying on their hospital beds in different positions...I guess depending upon what kinda pain they had....HAHA so there you have it! One of my weirdest dreams!

05/08/00 -- WOW!! Last night's dream was just...TOO AWESOME! LOL I actually kept waking up in between it, and think it was true...then I'd fall back asleep and the dream would continue! It was too cool! Okay...it started out with my family getting into our van...I think we had just come out of some fair or something..and my dad goes, "Marie I have a surprise! Téa Leoni was in there and we're gonna give her a ride home!" and I was all, "OMG OMG OMG!" lol so then she walked by, and got in the car...this is a funny detail...for some reason I had to wear my head gear! LOL! So anyway, I guess we were in CA....so we dropped her off at home, and I guess she invited us inside her HOUSE!!! (With David and Maddy!) So we went inside...and it must have been early in the morning or something, 'cause when we got inside, she told us David was still in bed! Then all of a sudden I saw this little girl run across the hall (into David's room) and go, "Daddy, wake up!" and the little girl looked exactly like this little girl in "Where The Heart Is" (I saw this movie yesterday lol) and I kept wondering who she was, 'cause I knew he only had one daughter, who was still a baby! Then I got to thinking maybe it was one of Téa's kids from a previous marriage...haha I dunno I was dreaming! So anyway, then David wakes up!! So I'm practically hyperventilating now because he came in the room and I was so close to him! LOL I WAS *IN HIS HOUSE* for heaven's sake! (Oh by the way my whole family was there with me too for some reason HAHA) yeah...and I was like, "OH GOD David can't see me with HEAD GEAR ON!" So I took it off...then all of a sudden there was a ton of people there! I remember Gillian being there...and some old people....I think my grandpa...and this kid that I see at church all the time! HAHA! So I'm at his house, just walking around...I think they were having a little party or something, 'cause I remember little dishes of food all over the house! And David was being SO nice and sweet! When we were all in the same room all crowded David had to get by me, so he said, "Excuse me sweetie!" Oh man I was in heaven! Then all of a sudden I was on his computer...they supposedly had like 3 computers...and I was on one with a really big monitor! I remember getting on AOL Instant Messenger to find out Téa and David's screen names they used LOL and I wrote them all down...then people kept IMing me (on David and Téa's screen names) and I was afraid I was gonna get caught on the computer, so I kept trying to get rid of the IM screens, but I couldn't for some reason! HAHA so I was getting all paranoid...then I went into the bathroom, and the kid that I see at church was in there on the computer (there was a friggin' computer IN THE BATHROOM!) LOL! Then I think I woke up...and when I fell asleep again, my family (my mom, dad, and brother) and I were eating dinner somewhere with David! And one of my online friends, Layna, was there too! LOL don't ask why...but she looked just like she does in the picture I've seen of her, and she was wearing the same shirt she wore in the picture! HEHE and I remember David putting his arm around her and saying something...(he knew she was a big XF fan)...but she didn't say a thing! She just kinda sat there...I guess she was in shock or something! LOL and I can totally understand that...then, after dinner we had to say good-bye to David...so Layna gave him a hug, then I did, and I was like, "Love ya!" LOL and he's like, "Ummm okay!" (I don't think I meant to have that pop out!) HAHA...then we were back at David's house! We kept saying we were gonna leave, but we kept coming back or something! LOL...then David came in the room I was in with a naked Madelaine and he said, "Do you wanna change it?" I was like, "What?" And he said, "Do you wanna change her diaper?" and I said, "Umm no that's okay..." lol..then I think we finally had to leave...so I got in the car with my brother and my mom...but my mom said my dad had to stay! And I was all depressed 'cause I really didn't wanna leave....haha and that was the end!!! Man I wish I could have dreams like that every night! It was so kickin'!

05/02/00 -- Last night's dream involved the movie theater, and my old friend Kim! LOL I haven't seen Kim in about a year probably actually...strange, huh? Well, I was at the movie theater with her and her family, and some dude...and I remember we saw a movie pretty late at night, and then we wanted to see another movie after we saw that movie! It was like midnight, so we all used Kim's cellphone to call our parents and ask if we could stay and watch another movie...but I was one of the last people to use the phone, so I ended up using it in the movie theater as the second movie was about to start! And I remember I was talking really loud on the cell 'cause my mom said I couldn't stay at first lol and somebody told me to shut up...then all of a sudden I was in this little 7-11 type store and my mom was there to come get me! So she came and got me, and we drove to this weird neighborhood and my mom was like, "Oh this will only take a second!" so we drove by this one house, and looked inside and saw some couple making out...then my mom was like, "Okay lets go!" so we went home, and I fell asleep in my dream..haha weird, huh?

04/28/00 -- Well, not much happened in my dream last night! LOL I remember I kept asking my mom when our plane left early Saturday morning for Florida, and then I had a dream inside my dream...hehe I had a dream when I was sleeping in my dream (confused yet?) that my parents had taken down some of my posters/pinups off my walls and ceiling! Then I woke UP in my dream, and it was true! Then, when I finally WOKE up for real, everything was still there...haha then I actually thought we were going to Florida tomorrow on a plane! LOL but really we're driving to Pennsylvania...haha dreams are weird...well there we go!

04/18/00 -- Okay...I'm guessing last night's dream was provoked by me seeing that movie, "28 Days", the other day! HEHE because Robin and I had to go to this rehab type center...but it was 'cause we were depressed or something...so that's basically all it was! Nothing exciting happened that I can remember...just a dream about Robin and I in a dorm-like room doing our daily stuff! LOL it was kinda a nice dream actually (don't have many of those!)

04/17/00 -- Wellll...last night's dream was ODD! LOL I remember I was at the orthodontist's office (who I have to go to today actually) and my friends Katie and Sara were there...(don't ask why lol they don't even have braces!) and I was bugging them about why they never invited me anywhere that they went...then I woke up! LOL boooooring I know...

04/14/00 -- I'm just having dreams every night this week! LOL I remembered so much about the dream I had last night, but now I can't remember! ROAR! But anyway, I know it was kind of like a continuation of last night's dream...lol...but I can't remember how! GRRRR I know it was though...haha I know I was walking along, and all of a sudden I was inside this train car...it was kinda nice looking, but it was just sitting there in the middle of the woods! And my friend Shannon was standing inside...I went inside and was talking to her, and then I saw this girl that used to live in my neighborhood walk by! So I was like, "WHOA what's SHE doing here?" and Shannon said something I can't remember what...then my dad came and Shannon said they were gonna go somewhere, but she told me to go home with my dad :-( LOL so I did...then when I got home, there were two cars in my driveway and I was thinking who in the WORLD is that?!?! So I went inside, and it was some guys painting the inside of our house...lol as soon as I got inside, they were like, "Well, I guess we'll call it a day...." and they left...HAHA and that's all I can remember! I have the strangest dreams...

04/13/00 -- WHOA did I have some funky dreams last night! LOL I think I had two...the first one, Katie and Sara were at my house...and for some reason they were both there before school started that morning! (My dad was gonna drive us in to school I guess...) so we were all waiting inside my front door, and my dad had pulled the car out, and came back inside to tell us to come outside to get in the car...so he came back inside, closed the front door for 2 seconds, and when he opened it back up, the car was gone! So we were all freaking out because we knew somebody had stolen the car...lol so I'm guessing we called the police because the next thing I remember was my dad saying, "Well the cops found the car and they'll bring it back real soon..." and I was getting all mad because we were late for school...haha very strange! Then the next dream I had took place in Sara's house...I was with her and Katie in her basement...we were all talking, then all of a sudden her dad came downstairs and said something about how lying was very bad to Sara and told me I had to go home...I dunno why he didn't tell Katie that too, but she assumed she had to go too...lol he said something like, "You know Sara, we can still see the words you erased on that paper you wrote out your Internet conversation with..." (her parents are really strict, and they told her every time she talked to somebody online, she had to hand-write out every single thing she said to the other person and everything they said back to her...) so she did that when they were watching, but when they'd turn their heads, she'd erase the parts of it that would get her in trouble...and her dad got really mad about that and said he had to take Katie and I home! Then, all of a sudden, I pulled out this card that Robin had sent me...lol and it said some pretty weird stuff like 'I know you like spending a lot of time with Katie and Sara now, but I miss you Marie! You're all I ever think about, and I really want to do stuff with you!' haha and other weird stuff like that...so I was talking to Katie about how weird it was, and when we got outside to get into Sara's dad's car for him to take us home, I noticed it wasn't raining anymore (I guess it was before...?) so I told him I was gonna walk home (I live pretty close to Sara's house)...then as I started running home, it started to SNOW! LOL then I woke up...VERY VERY odd huh? I thought so! Well, thanks for reading this far! WOW!

04/07/00 -- VERY odd dream I had last night...lol once again, I've forgotten all the itty bitty details...but I know I kept going into my friend Katie's house because she was on vacation or something...and my dad, brother, and I kept sneaking into her house cuz it's so nice! We'd just kinda sit in her basement and watch TV...and somehow for some reason we had the key to her house! LOL so we kept doing that..then all of a sudden one time we went into her house, and as we were about to leave, they were home! I went upstairs into her room to get my shoes, and there she was! With her mom and her sister, getting ready for church...HAHA they didn't even seem to care that we were there either! And I remember I was afraid that Katie was gonna yell and scream at me to get out of her house since she was mad at me (and she actually is in real life too hehe) but she didn't! She was being nice, and acting as if nothing had ever happened...I wish that would happen in real life! I hope that's a sign that I'll make-up with her soon!! =)

04/05/00 -- I know I should have done this yesterday since I had this dream Monday night...but I didn't have time! HEHE okay but now I will explain...for some reason this dream scared me! Like a lot! Like enough for me not to be able to get back to sleep too easily! LOL I dunno WHY...but here goes...so I was in this little one-room "restaurant" with my family...it was actually the room in "Return To Me" where the old guys always played cards! HAHA weird, huh? And I kept going in that door that led to the upstairs...but in my dream it led to this weird bathroom! And for some reason I kept walking up the stairs and going in the bathroom! But inside the bathroom was pitch black...the walls were actually PADDED LOL and black...and there was no light...so in order to maneuver yourself around the bathroom into the stall, you'd have to remember where to walk and stuff so you don't walk into the walls or what not! Okay so I'd do that, get into the stall, and everything would be fine...but then one time, I forgot how to not smack into the walls for some reason...and all of a sudden I heard this ear-shattering scream, and then somebody else bit my hand! Like literally bit it! HAHA I guess I was scared cuz that person that bit my hand was some kind of "killer" or something that bites peoples' hands off, so that's why that other person was screaming...I dunno...but it was VERY strange! Well, that's it for today!

04/01/00 -- Okay I can hardly remember anything about the dream I had...lol all I know was that I got to see 'NSYNC perform some new song they'd never performed live before! And I saw the dance and stuff...and I remember one of my ONLINE FRIEND'S EX-BOYFRIENDS being in it! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA very strange seeing as that I've never seen him before! LOL well that's all I can remember :O(

03/25/00 -- I had a rather realistic dream last night! HEHE weird! I was going into the mall to buy 'N Sync concert tickets (which I did this morning actually hehe) and I bought them...and I remember going nuts cuz the seats I got were REALLY good...then I was looking around for my best friend (who LOVES 'NSYNC too) and she came too late so she got crappy seats :-( LOL but actually the opposite happened this morning! I got the crappy seats and she got the better seats =O( Well, there's dream #3! Hope you're enjoying reading these things...hehe not like many people do anyway! But I'll stop rambling now!

03/19/00 -- I actually had a dream 2 nights in a row! HAHA wow! Once again, I can't remember every detail with this one either...but I know I was in this hospital all of a sudden, and I was walking by this one dark room, and I saw one of my friends there! She's a friend that used to live here, but moved in 7th grade...haha she was a really good friend of mine too! But anyway, she was laying there in that hospital bed kinda curled up under the covers, and I went in and asked her why she was there...I forgot what she said, but I think she said she had to work there or something?!?! LOL I have no idea! So I was sitting there for a while talking to her...and then I know something else happened after that incident, but I can't remember! =c( Maybe it will come to me later! HEHE I hope! Well, there's dream #2! Maybe I'll have ANOTHER one tonight! LOL

03/18/00 -- Well this is the first time in quite a few days I've actually had a dream I can remember! LOL actually I can hardly remember this one either...:0( It was fresh in my mind this morning but now I can't remember much...I know it was in the past..meaning I was around 7 or 8 years old...and I can't exactly remember who I was with, but I think it was this girl I used to know in 6th grade, but she moved! HAHA anyway, and we were in these woods (on a field trip maybe?) and this Indian girl kept following us around, but we were being so mean to her! She kept trying to be with us and be our friends, but I specifically wouldn't let her and I was being so mean! ROFL I know..weird...and that's about all I can remember! So there ya have it....dream #1 is done! HOOPLAH!