Time: 10:04 AM
Feeling: Sleepy and semi-depressed (yet again)
Stuck In Head: Nothing
Talking To: Nobody
Colors: My new hair colors (lol)
Excited About: Eh
On My Mind: Nothin' much
Napster?: Just listened to "The Distance" by Evan & Jaron (they kick!)
Wanting: To go OUT!
Needing: To do something!
Not Looking Forward To: Going back to school on Wednesday, doing persuasion speech Thursday
Websites Visiting: http://www.dotparagon.com/resources/color.html#table
I can barely stand my brother anymore...he's *SO* NASTY! UGH! My mom thinks he really needs to go back on some medication, and I totally agree...man...he's horrible! He's very rarely in an acceptable mood...jeeze it's bad! He's always squalking (I don't know how to spell that...) and screeching at people...it's really unpleasant!
I have a persuasion speech to give in English next Thursday...and I really don't wanna do it! I have no idea what I'm gonna say really...I don't even have my draft done (which was supposed to be finished like what...a week ago?) I'm bad...my physics grade is dead. I ^really^ didn't feel like staying after yesterday to make-up the midterm, and that was the last day he said we could make it up...(and also the same day I found out it was the last day!) since the quarter/semester's ended...so I talked to him about it and he said I could make it up next week, but he'd have to put my grade down as a 0 until then, therefore I'll have an 'F' on my report card. Great. I explained that to Mom, so she won't freak out...but my dad? He's the PHYSICIST for Pete's sake...I dunno what he's gonna do! I just hope he'll understand! Man that's gonna look bad...
My algebra teacher showed us our grades the other day, but me, being the dumbass that I am, accidently looked at the wrong thing! She called us up individually to her computer to see our grades, which she said were at the *top* of the screen...but for some reason my eyes went down to my test grades, and I saw some 'C'...but I didn't wanna feel stupid and come back up again and say, "Um Mrs. Bain I don't think I looked at the right thing...can I see my grade again?" I know it's bad anyway...but that was just dumb of me!
Lets see, what else...it's ugly outside today, which doesn't make anybody happy...oh I know! Mom said instead of taking me back to the psychologist and getting me back on an anti-depressant, she's gonna give me that 'St. John's Wort' pill twice a day every day for a few weeks...but if that doesn't work, she'll take me back. It seemed to work yesterday and the day before that, but today it's not doin' it's job quite yet...
Got my hair highlighted Thursday night! I like it I guess...nobody at school noticed though until I told them! No wait...one person noticed...but nobody else...and when I did tell them, they didn't say anything...usually when you tell people you did something to your hair, don't they usually say something like, "Oh looks good!" or something? Yeah that's what I thought...but nobody said a word after I told them! So I'm not sure what they're thinking. Damn I'm paranoid!
What elseeeeeee...haven't been in the mood to practice violin in a few days...hopefully I will soon 'cause I'm sure it's way out of tune!
I think that's all...