Starting time: 11:42 AM
Talking to (Online): Sara
Talking to (Offline): Nobody
Thinking about: Nada
Last eaten/drinken: Toaster scrambles, bagel, Pop-Tart pastry thing
Last time I slept: Last night/this morning
Last class I went to: Peer Helping
Last thing said: "That's what he's gonna grow up to be anyway..." (to Mom about Alex)
Last person I IMed online: Sara
Looking forward to: Nothing
Plans for the weekend: It is the weekend...
Listening to: "I Guess It's Christmas Time" by *NSYNC
Songs downloading: None
Time ending: 12:03 PM
Hmmmm I'm bored...you know what I noticed? The two other journals I read on a regular basis go in depth to things, but I don't...I just kinda write plainly and regularly and boringly...I wish there was some way I could change that, but I guess that's just not how I think!
I've been in a really Christmassy mood lately! I bought part of Kenny's present Friday night...I can't wait 'til Christmas, I just love it! And I've been listening to the "Home For Christmas" CD by *NSYNC for the past 2 days straight...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh I love it :O) Oh and speaking of Kenny, I haven't seen him this weekend yet and I haven't talked to him since Friday...which is kinda weird...la di frickin' da...
I've been really thinking about my body lately, and how much I wanna lose weight...but it's *SO* hard and it's even harder to keep it off! Ugh. If anybody has any really good advice about good ways to lose weight, please tell me!
What else to talk about...sometimes I just feel so dumb and inferior...I feel like everybody's smarter than me...it sucks. I wish I had a bigger vocabulary and I could be smart like other people...man it's hard to be a teenager in this century! I feel like I should be more involved in sports, or school, or something more productive, but I don't have the motivation...I think I need some sense smacked into me!
OH! OH OH OH! Do you know what pisses me off? The weather people!!! They say we're gonna get snow, then they say we're not...they make us get our hopes up, then they say it's all gonna be south or north of us...UGHHHHHH! I have to take the dog out...
Yyyyyyep...yyyyyyyep...yyyyyyep...