Time: 4:30 AM
Feeling: Worried and tired
Stuck In Head: Nothing
Talking To: Umm look at the time...nobody.
Colors: I don't know...I'm just worried...
Excited About: Eh
On My Mind: Lots
Napster?: No
Wanting: My mom to be okay
Needing: Mom
Not Looking Forward To: Stuff
Websites Visiting: http://www.opendiary.com
Anybody wanna guess why? (Read my title)...Anybody? Anybody? It was the cops I believe. But there was no ambulance, which is strange. I hear the doorbell ring, and that immediately wakes me up. I run out of my room and stand at the top of the stairs at the end of the hall to see what's going on, and I hear my dad open the door and say something like, "I think my wife just had an anxiety attack..." then I hear my mom say something like, "Michael, I need more water..." I don't know exactly what happened, but before I know it, my mom's saying, "Mike did you tell the kids where we're going?" and then I hear my mom outside my room telling me they're going to the doctor because she needs to be on the medication she used to be on or something...and she said she'll be fine...buttttt I'm just a *tad* bit scared right now! She's had these anxiety attacks before, but I'm just not sure what's gonna happen...how bad can these things get? Hope somebody can give me some info.
Yeah, I'm worried. I care about my mother. I know she's had these things before, but if they keep happening I don't know what's going to happen...she says she'll be fine, but that's what everybody says...and since I don't know the specifics of anything related to it, that worries me even *more*. Ohhhhhhh I hope she's okay...
This sucks. I was planning on getting a good night's sleep so I can do well on my persuasion speech this morning, but I guess that's not gonna happen...since I've been awake since 3:45 in the morning, I'm gonna be -extremely- tired at school...but I guess stuff happens...I wish I could go back to sleep, but I know I can't. Oh well, I wake up at 6 normally anyway...