Crimson
Bleed In My Arms
Home In Despair
Fragile
No More Beating As One
Broken
Killing Me Killing You
Dead Moon Rising
The River
One More Day
With Bitterness And Joy
My Slowing Heart
No,
you don't want me to be there...
To kiss your eyes, caress your hair...or kill that pain away
As pain is my compagion, solitude my guide
Your sweet affection solely offers me a threat I cannot abide
Yet you'll lose yourself in me...in me
Bleed
in my arms wounds within
Fall from grtace as I offer you sin
Sacrifice yourself so frail...
This pseudo-love is as good as betrayal
So
place your love in the palm of my hand
Where temptation lies within...that something you've yet to feel
And as I close my fist and awake your sleeping fears
Without forbearance i will quench my thirst of your crimson tears
You've lost yourself in me...in me
Weep
for promises which all died
A drop of tear for every lie
Love forever torn away...
I am only to cherish your pain
Again
the sky has fallen down on me
Once more a world has crumbled dowm over me
And yet in some twisted wayI enjoy my misery
And in some strange wayI have grown together with my agony
I
feel home in despair for I dwell in grief
And I feel home when the air's too thick too breathe
And I feel home anywhere human lives
Are going down the drain
(The light of day is drowned in heavy rain)
For
as long as I remember live has been hard
I guess they have 'misery' written somewhere in my stars
For
I have mourned for so damn long...
That I've forgotten what it was for
Everything has gone so wrong
That I really couldn't think of anything more
Yet I know the worst is still to come
So
many times I heve brought you down
That have already lost all count
And I seem to be doing it again
No matter how hard I have tried
I have cumbled time after time
I kept failing in the end
So
many times I have let you down
Shadowed the shine of your sun
And drowned you in tears and misery
That it is hard for me to see
How you can after all these years
Still be standing by me
Sometimes
it feels it would be better for us all
If i ceased to exist or was never born at all
Sometimes it feels it would be easier to fall
Than to flutter in the air with these wings so weak and torn
She
was no longer precious to me...
I guess my hate grew much stronger than my love for her ever did
(I was) so tired of chasing that personwhomade me feel loved
And as we were embracing I cut and spilt the dearest blood
I'm praying for her soul as this blood on my hands stains me whole...
You
weer my life, from you I fed of
And now parted by life the suicide of our love
So callous and frigid was that stillborn soul...
Yet no other half could ever make me whole
You promised: "...'till death do us part" and then you made a stone of my heart
Gone are the times
when I felt alive
Gone are the nights with you by my side
And now here I stand as the skadows grow deep...
With the death on my hand at your grave I weep
We were one yet not
the same...
Once passion abundant, now pain
...Love laved with
stillness like the greave in my heart
And all the reasons huddled in your seeping blood...
And with the last
rays of the setting sun the loveless pulse fades away
No more beating as one , no longer burns the flame
And with the last rays of the setting sun she bled her love away
No more beating as one , no longer burns the flame
I
have come a long way where I started from
But I'm still not even close to where I'm going
(And now) I can no longer see the shine
That has been lighting up my way
I cannot feel its glowing
The
fire in my heart is dying
And the zeal (dream) I had is gone
This
path that I've chosen's a rocky one
Long, hard and frozen it has become
Each turn that I've taken on the way
Has only led me back to Hell
I am dying down...growing weaker now
It could seem that i'm doing fine
But I'm broken to little pieces deep inside
Why
did I ever choose to go this way
The question I keep asking myself all the time
I guess it was my instinct for self-destruction
That pointed me down this way
Baby,
have you seen, there's a snake in our paradise
A serpent that's wriggling between us
And freezing our feelings to ice
And with each
drop of blood we bleed because of this
Something so precious dies and it feels it really is...
Killing
me killing you
Killing all we have
As our loves wither away
Burning
me burning you
Burning us to ash
Drowning us in a sea of flames
Darling,
do you feel therevis a storm coming our way
The burning light between us is already starting to fade
The fire in our hearts is smothered by the rain
Abd the crimson flam eof passion turns into something grey
Each
teardrop from your eyes
Makes something inside me die
Each of these days that draw us apart
Takes a piece from my heart
Kill
me kill me kill me again
With your love and chase the storm (snake) away
Bring me bring me bring me the end
With your love and haunt the demons (serpent) away
The
darkness comes out of her shell...
Yet another cold night in Hell with all the pain
The dying light is losing its glow
And my last glimmer of hope now fades away
It
is starting to rain again
I'm closer to my end with every breath
The creepy shadows are growing pale
And the rising glow brings along the sense of death
I can feel Her presence now
My
wounds are open wide
The freeezing wind blows right inside and feels like ice
The eerie glow fires up the sky
And She takes away my sight with Her shine
I can feel Her all around
Dead
Moon Rising...
Bleeding red (dead) light over the sea
-I hope this time she came for me
-I hope this time she sets me free
Yet
another morning
That feels like this
Yet another life's bitter kiss
It
has been like this for...I don't know how long
I only know that at some part
It all went wrong
I
don't remember much from last night
But still far more than i would like to
I'm
floating downstream that damned river again
The river that's distilled from premium grain
What
can I do now except continue
And open a bottle once more
What can i do now except see this through
And float with the stream, off the shore
See where the river will take me
When
I needed you, you weren't there...
Now I need booze like the air that I breathe
With
each drink I'm drifting further away from your world
The further off I get the harder it wil be to return
It
feels that your love for me
Is slowly turning to dust
It seems that our union made of iron
Is starting to rust
I
hate life
I hate this shit
I love you and I hate myself
I hate our world
And everyhing in it
I hate loving you
I hate
I hate
Give
me a reason to live
One more day
Let me just once more feel
Your light through the rain
It
seems that my love for you
Is eternal, never ending
But it seems that you're not receiving
What I have been sending
I
love life
I love this shit
I love you and I hate myself
I love our world
And everyhing in it
I love loving you
I love
I hate
Give
me a reason to live
One more day
Let me just once more feel
Your light through the rain
Give
me a reason to live
One more day
Let me just once more feel
Your love through the pain
It
has now spread itself all over inside me
All the way to the brain and down to my knees
My time comes closer with each day it lets me see
With each night the pain keeps me from sleep
Life
has gven me much maybe taken more
But those good times were alway worth waiting for
When it's time for goodbyes
I will leave grieving and yet so releaved
With bitterness and joy
Pleasure
and pain: Heaven and Hell my memories
What a long and strange trip this has been for me
What a short and strange life this has been
It
has given me much amybe taken more
But those good times were always worth waiting for
When it's time to take leave of this world
I will leave with bitterness and joy
I
gave and gave, gave all I had
I took and took all I could grab
I had it all and I had none
Now the day is over and it's all gone
My
heart is worn out to keep beating
My lung's exhausted by all his breathing
My mind's too tired to keep breathing
I
was against and I was for
I wanted less and wanted more
I won I lost, I lost and won
Now it's all over and I am done
My
throat is too sore for more screaming
My eyes too swollen for more weaping
My wounds are too dry for more bleeding
My blood too drained for more streaming
My heart is slowing down
Long
short is life is short and long
Strong weak am I am weak and strong
My
crop is ready for the Reaping
My body ready for deceasing
My life is ready for completing
My being ready for releasing
My heart is slowing down
